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778 · Dec 2014
REVERIE
REMILEKUN Dec 2014
Wake me up from the nightmares of my sleep..
Illusions of vehemence and intrusion..
Help me to face up to the reality..
To forbid the pain that I'm suffering..
She was an innocent damsel..
A by-standing suffragette..
An angel caught up in a daze..
She fell into his eyes..
Enraptured and hypnotized..
She pranced into his jive..
She was my sunshine,the brightest spark..
Young enough to know the road she had chosen..
He grasp her hand and led her to the pitch-dark..
He toyed around with her emotions..
He entrapped her virtue and purity..
Offered no recompense nor sanity..
Left her feeling tarnish and fouled..
Built up pains from the inside..
Hide all the tears she cried..
Away from this  world..
I just want to have her held to make things alright..
To mummify the distress of bad memories..
To give her the comfort she needs to get..
To help her pull through all the misery..
If I could just take away the torment ..
To just take away the shame for a moment..
Casting its shadow in her heart..
Creating the crystal tears..
It hurts me to see her fear..
It hurts me to see her cry so hard..
My adored priceless belle,I'll always be here..
When you need a shoulder to cry on..
When life's an illusion within a blank stare..
And memories can't be relied on..
I'll open my arms to embrace you..
To share with you all the pain..
I'll cry the same tears from my eyes..
I'll renew your innocence..
Cleanse out your inner sense..
I will return your smile..
Let out the anger that's built up inside..
Let your instincts go on the rampage..
Scream at the rain, scream into the night..
Scream out the emotional wreckage..
Then roar your triumph..
At the unapologetic and unsympathetic world..
Unwise to the heartache you've been through..
They may not know your pain..
But of course I do..
614 · Jan 2015
FUCKED
REMILEKUN Jan 2015
To my Dead Mother,
To my Dead Father,
It's your son here,
Not your good daughter

They say the Evil men do lives on.
What did you do dad?
Why was I born?
Am I really yours mum?
And not the Devil's spawn?


I am ****** up
A drug abusing reprobate
No Moral compass
The landscape of my mind is desolate

I enjoy getting in fights
I enjoy stealing
I dream of ******
I care not for human feelings

Do as thou wilt
I learned from the best
As above so below
Dad you piqued my interest

I am ****** up
Because you were
My streams of debauchery
Fed by your headwaters

I need attention
But you're dead
I need compassion
Your corpses stay rotted

So I'll keep being me
Keep being the best bad person I could possibly be
You had your chance to save me,
But ultimately Mum and Dad,
You made Me....Me
577 · Jan 2015
GRIEVANCE SCREAM
REMILEKUN Jan 2015
She was just sixteen,
She still cheerfully helped her mum in their little canteen,
Pale she looked,scrawny,fragile and thin,
And from her look you would doubt she was already a teen,

She was full of Life,
Even while working or chopping with knife,
Her nights,usually filled with worry and strife,
Constantly,yet she dreamt that one day she will be a wife,

It was time for her usual afternoon hawking,
Rice and beans at noon she was usually selling,
Through the streets and market she was always plying,
Just to help with the burden her mother alone was carrying,

Suddenly she heard a frightful loud bang,
A surge of pain like the strike of a cobra's fang,
Her whole body seared and writhed with great pang,
While from a distance an unattended cell phone continuously rang,

All around her corpses scattered about lying,
It was hard to breath but yet she was trying,
She was cold and numb and also crying,
And she knew right there that she was slowly dying,

She clutched to her bleeding side as she lay down,
Dust and blood covered her brightly coloured gown,
Her soul quietly slipping free and totally unbound,
As she relived fond memories of her beloved home town,

Wondered why I haven't yet named her,
Well,that's cos she could be anyone's sister,
Maybe Azeezat, Nkechi, Funmilola or Deborah,
But the painful fact is that she is now gone forever,

And just like an abruptly ended dream,
Her whole ambitions and desires were trimmed,
By our fellows wielding arms with utmost grim,
While all I could utter was a loud grievance  scream.
363 · Jan 2015
LIFE
REMILEKUN Jan 2015
Life! 
Nothing but a walking shadow 
partial and wicked with irregularities like the meadows 
Pains like a needle in wounds
And non soothing like sounds of no consolation
What is pain other than our lives
What is wound rather than the tears we shed 
We may live like this for long 
But There's a pause called victory
Like an oasis is differentiate desert from farmland 
Hunger from satisfaction 
Fruitful from barren
Lack from surplus
A cheap consolation satisfying our expired need and unchanging greed and desire 

Life! It is full of miseries like a pack of card with only aces
It takes trillion years to understand the prelude 
Another billion years to comprehend the interlude 
Years and years roaming on the crossroad of mind
Can't solve the deep puzzle in the drama of life
Is it crossword of our aspirations or destiny?
Or jigsaws of our thoughts,ideas,concept and prospects?
The things we shall never know that is within us 
Our strengths and weaknesses
Our ups and downs 
Our victories and failures
Our inabilities and abilities
Our losts and profits
Our tears and laughter 
Our frown and smiles
Even actions and things we portray 
we are ignorant of these in the game of life, defeat may be a consolation 
Success may be a Greek gift 
Flaws we never create
Dreams we never create 
Still revolve around us 
Like we are casts in a movie 
And the script already written
Ours is to act 
'Not minding if it's tragedy or comedy' 
Like pinnochio and the host of the Disney
Our mind have been trained to forecast for seasons
But if we try to live other than it
that's treason 
That's why people suffer
others feasting 




@holythugbaba
209 · Jul 2017
COLD
REMILEKUN Jul 2017
One thing this weather should understand 
The world is cold enough already 
So cold we all are feeling the heat


‎One thing this weather shouldn't overstand
singlehood doesn't make us ready
Connubial will soon have us hit.‎


©**** ‎
#cold
196 · Jun 2017
She is...
REMILEKUN Jun 2017
The sugar in my tea
The only bee that makes my honey 
The smile I wear like makeup
The only iru in my Efo riro
The stew on my white rice
The only roaches in my cupboard 
The eyes that mirror me
The only sun in my sky
The egusi on my semo
The only shayo that gets me high 
The lifeblood that keeps me breathing 
The only moon in my nights 
The ship that sail my world 
The only paddle in my canoe 
The ******* that inspires me
The only road I meant to take 
The morphine that ease my pain
The only spine that got my back
The woman of my world 
The only love that rules my heart.











©****
181 · Jun 2017
INDICISION
REMILEKUN Jun 2017
I want to love her 
She won't let me.
I want to leave her 
She won't let me.
She was to me an archangel
The 'she' version of Gabriel
She never know what she want
She never knew what she worth
She was priceless and easy to me,
Like the air
Dreadlocks to an imam,she is useless, 
Like the hair 
We were meant to be lovers 
We just didn't fit like a broken louvres.












©****
159 · Jun 2017
SHE TOOK IT AWAY
REMILEKUN Jun 2017
She took away 
The lamp of faith 
My golden sword of determination 
And my lamp of hope



And replaced it with
The breastplate of pain
The helmet of frustration 
And the spear of anguish 


Regrets now flourish my nerves,
Still I can't let go.
She is a cause 
She is a curse.










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