How long can this tree stand tall,
When it's roots, poisoned by drips of cancer

How long can this tree stand tall
When it's soil is injected with chemicals

How long can this tree stand tall
When it has been peeled,stripped,cut......
a thousand seconds

How long can this tree stand tall
When all it can feel is... nothing

A roller coaster it seems,  challenging our limits by all means.
A new chapter, banter, laughter and capture.
Ignite my heart, release the warmth and start.
Forgetting the scars, remembering the twinkling stars.
Raise above the waves albeit trust flushed away.
The storm is over...let's find our rainbow and be sober.

Complications and frustrations
A raucous sound made by Misunderstandings and misinterpretations
Confusions, delusions, illusions
Are there Solutions and inclusions???
When does it end, how will it mend
Embraced by chains, drenched with pains
Tears turned into icicles 
Oxygen filled with poison
Sensations, apprehensions, dedications
Washed away down the river of hopes
Drowning, failing, suffocating
If only...If only I can just breath

I'm sleepy and going to bed
Had an ok day but I'm seeing red
A good read from HP poets
Will lift me up at my lowest
I wish you goodnight
And hope you have a good write

This road we follow
Seems to swallow
Every tool we hold
Every missing puzzle we unfold
Rainbow colours everywhere
Thunder greys elsewhere
We are pillars of our minds
We are awake... not blind!
This road we follow
Seems to swallow*
Eject your anguish
Pursue your ambitions....and vanquish!

I'm like the autumn season
I'm colourful.. eventually my leaves fall off
Im wilted, bare and alone
Hopeful...
for the rain to water the seeds to my future happiness
Patiently....
waiting for the sun to elongate my stems
Graciously...
waiting for my flowers to bloom
Finally... I'm alive again!!

My heart is racing and cannot stop failing
In an endless storm with one direction
and no intersection.. Where do I go?
I can't seem to rest as I am constantly oppressed, how long for?
I want to cry but I cannot fail, it's too easy to break and harder to mend this ache
which direction? Which is right?
Where? When? How? Who? What???
OK I'm lost, can anyone hear my voice?
No wait...I'm a silent screamer
I'm lost and cannot be found

Life and it's vicious cycle
hopeless desires, endless recitals
we laugh and cry, we learn and try
The colours of life speak when our hues are imprinted within our soul,
The challenges of life are what makes our mind a powerful tool
Loving thee is the key to brighten up our horizons and find our crystal diamonds
Weaknesses are a part of our past, thirsty for approval, keen for removal
We fall and we jump higher
We fight and try harder
Life is unfair only when we think we are unworthy...only when everything is blurry
Accept our fears and follow our dreams

I want his eyes to sparkle
when he looks at me and my heart to smile

I want his look to be filled with warmth & love, to take away my fears and tears

I want to be in love and loved Unconditionally  like the first time our hearts ignited,

I want to dance with him in the sunlight, the moonlight, today, tomorrow....everyday

Lost in reality that has no purpose anymore
Lost in a dream that seems to disappear bit by bit
Lost the vision of ambitions washed away through the ocean
Lost the warmth of endless hope
Lost the heart that had all the love
Even for the unworthy.

I want to hear the sound of the ocean
And feel the breeze on my naked skin.
Lying on the soft golden sand...My eyes shut.
Rays of sun shining on my aching body
yearning for him...
I want to feel his fingers running through my legs from the tip of my toes,
gradually, intensely, sensually until I give in...
I was aflame with desires..longing for his skin on mine.
He murmurs in my ears, while gently his lips caresses and takes away my fears Slowly he turns me over while gently his body glides.
lost in moments of passion, love and fire.
Our heart races....endless embraces

"Washing Of The Water"

River, river carry me on
Living river carry me on
River, river carry me on
To the place where I come from

So deep, so wide, will you take me on your back for a ride
If I should fall, would you swallow me deep inside

River, show me how to float
I feel like I'm sinking down
Thought that I could get along
But here in this water
My feet won't touch the ground
I need something to turn myself around

Going away, away towards the sea
River deep, can you lift up and carry me
Oh roll on though the heartland
'Til the sun has left the sky
River, river carry me high
'Til the washing of the water make it all alright
Let your waters reach me like she reached me tonight

Letting go, it's so hard
The way it's hurting now
To get this love untied
So tough to stay with thing
'Cause if I follow through
I face what I denied
I get those hooks out of me
And I take out the hooks that I sunk deep in your side
**** that fear of emptiness, loneliness I hide

River, oh river, river running deep
Bring me something that will let me get to sleep
In the washing of the water will you take it all away
Bring me something to take this pain away

Waiting for those moments 
Drowning in the sea
Waiting for answers and wanting to flee
Pushed to the endless quay
Searching for a way to be free
Free from the ugly truth
Which leads to the unknown proof
Proof to wonder in despair
Despair for the destination unknown
Unknown to thee, preferably to be mean
Mean..A result of loss and not seen
Seen as a vulnerable being
Being to flourish and agreeing
agreeing, accepting us
Forgetting the past
your canvas and hues
Colour it and be a flute
sing your song
play along
Your destination awaits
For your passion is never belated
We are here, awaken and blessed

I feel sick and need a kick
Constantly walking towards the storm fighting for my beleives and dreams
only to be crushed and squashed
nothing seems to be clear
nothing seems to come near
I'm human and I have a heart
This heart does not seem to heal
Always Been broken by people I love
Always disappointed by the ones I hunger for approval
Why do we love the ones that don't care
Why do we love the ones that don't deserve us

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing. My darling i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Why can't you whisper in my ear
and tell me 3 simple words..
Why can't you just touch me softly
And make me feel your electric touch...
Why cant you hold me under your wings
and let me fly with the wind of love
Why can't you open your eyes
and see the beauty beneath my façade
why cant u smell the scent from my energy
and never let me vaporize
Why cant you simply look into my eyes
And let them sparkle
Why can't it all be a nightmare
And now is the time to wake up
Waking up next to you; my heart racing
I cry and cry, kissing you
Why can't your heart belong to me
And my heart belong to you

Your pains, your sorrows
Don't let it follow
It carries you and pushes you deep
till there is no way apart from sleep
Rise through the wind
March against the shadow and begin
Raise yourself and believe in your beauty
Don't harm yourself for the others are fools
Don't destroy your passion, you are a jewel
Your key Ingrained in you, seek it and stay
your fears and tears wash it away
stamp your strength in your mind
Pack all your love & leave your demons behind
there is a better tomorrow
You are beautiful...youthful, and fruitful
Remember...you are not alone

I'm swimming in an ocean of pain
I don't seem to live enough and gain
Fighting the sharks and able to sustain
I maintain, refrain and contain
it's not enough....
I'm swimming in an ocean of battle
waiting for the war to unravel
The reality behind their reason
The truth behind this season
Gasping for air, can anyone see my flare?
I'm caged and enraged,
waiting to be a flying bird, waiting to be heard...

If only words are enough
If only a hug can be the key to your soul
If only my touch electrified your veins
If only my look melted your heart
If only the touch of my lips transfered words  to you
If only our bodies disseminated love to our world
If only the river running under our bridge didn't wash away our flow
If only submission gave me remission from a love that circulates through my blood.

Rely on loving yourself,
find your way and peace within.
Feel your sun and depth,
don't let the cloud shadow your skin.
Open the door of tomorrow,
which frees the cries of your inside.
Let go of right or wrong there is no sorrow,
have faith in your thoughts,enjoy the ride.
Have a pinch of fire, a dollop of edge,
a sprinkle of sin, a spoonful of strength.
Listen to the sound of your heart & sketch
the beat, the music, the sound waves and pledge

Confusion, illusion, frustration
I'm hurting still.. don't know why
We are not meant to be, so let me fly
My wings remain under yours,
so please close the door
How am I suppose to close this book of love
If you are still around and our bodies fit like a glove
You say it's just physical but it's more to me
Skin on skin, lips on lips, entwining and free
You don't even want to try
But hey I'm not the one who is going to cry
I want to Scream, shout
erratically, passionately
and tell you that you are a fool
it's hard...I know you are not for me
But I don't want to lose you baby
How do we become friends after being lovers?
When all I can remember is that summer
I don't understand why my inside is pleading for peace
I can't seem to be able to cease
Fed up and fed up
I want to stand up and up
It's not about me so let it go and drain the cup!!

Wake up! It's another day
A step closer for serenity...I crave
still swimming in the sea and frail
gasping for air, fighting the waves
I find myself trapped in a sombre place
Desperately seeking the light to escape

My lips touching your skin,
from my aching soul that carries your heart and begin
my hands touch you
like a feather sliding through a breeze
I wonder whether to freeze
Our reality slides away as we fulfil our hunger and play.
My mind is blind as our bodies confide..
Touch me and burn through my veins as your luscious lips touch mine, and our bodies entwine.
my fingers engraved on your skin and my chest rubbing in..
Heart beating, bodies heating
A moment of fire, a euphoric feeling

A fantasy....We are looking for
Like no other before
A river that carries you everywhere
makes you unaware
A current with a flow of challenges
Scaring you...imbalances
A force...stronger than the wind
Carries you To a greater sin
A drug so addictive
Close your eyes, relive, rejoice..don't be dismissive.

My heart blackened in an instant
'I don't love you like I should'
'I want to seek and be free'
Those words I couldn't hear or feel
Perturbed, lost and could not see
My inside was hurting and
my outside was diminishing
I realised and accepted the truth
a future without him, a new beginning
My little girls need me, I have to carry on
Capable of marching and being
I do miss your smell
I cannot hate u but I will forget the pain
My eyes feel black
My heart is cut
My mind is blocked
I wonder... whether I'll ever find peace

Challenges everyday
Darkness in the way
Overcoming the light of day
opening the dossier
Realising it's a replay
Dance away in a soiree
have a good play
Smile, get up, create...strike away!

The music in your heart
don't let it fall apart

Listen to the voices in your head
And bring out the pencil lead

Compose your tunes
and forget about the monsoon

Envisage your horizon
Wait and enlighten

Ignite and don't fear
Conquer and persevere

Laugh, cry, learn....don't burn

Life without passion...without action
Without love,its kinda tough
Wars, battles?
Is that all that matters?
Carrying on fighting?
Embracing, accepting, uniting
If speaking our minds,
was simple to mankind
if straightforward,
was a way to go forward
It's simple...It can be simple

A lover...He wants me to be
As friends and wants to be free

Dignity washed away
Humility a mist of grey

shadows lost there shade
followed by a ghost of pain

Numb like a glacier
Invisible...

I cry and cry
Nowhere to hide

Brave and head high
always tight

When does it stop
When is it not

To be dead or
To be ahead

Afraid of the truth
Bold as a fruit

Ripe or rotten
Fight or be forgotten

The question is....

Hungry for that moment
That moment to be free

forget the pain
must refrain

wild and fly
to the limit and thrive

Far far away from fear
Run run and sear

Breath breath...
that moment is here

To all the poets
Waiting for those moments
Drowning in the sea
Waiting for answers and wanting to flee
Pushed to the endless quay
Searching for a way to be free
Free from the ugly truth
Which leads to the unknown proof
Proof to wonder in despair
Despair for the destination unknown
Unknown to thee, preferably to be mean
Mean..A result of loss and not seen
Seen as a vulnerable being
Being to flourish and agreeing
agreeing, accepting us
Forgetting the past
your canvas and hues
Colour it and be a flute
sing your song
play along
Your destination awaits
For your passion is never belated
We are here, awaken and blessed.

I am what I am
The best I can be
Climb higher and higher...
The voices in my head tell me
Reach the highest point
How high? How far? I ask
whenI is enough?
I thrive in determination
I'm hungry for life
The life of today, tomorrow ...endlessly

Lost in the jungle
Fighting the wild animals
Stamping my existence
Set me free....I want to be me
Why is it so hard? Why can't it be simple?
let this battle of life end....
I want to live!

you can love more than one person...  really? what is love then?
She asks...
Loyal? reliable?
kind? generous? understanding?
Unconditionally? ridiculously? passionately?
its not enough! ..... He says
What is enough? She weakly asks.    
Realising....gets up and leaves

Touch me like the breeze
Gently, softly...whisper in my ears
Hold me and don't dismiss
Passionate, incandescent kiss
Feel me let me feel you too
For I'm your prisoner, it'strue

It's easy said than done...

One chance in life
One moment to write our journey

let it be a jovial direction
Let it be filled with constructive approach

surrounded by comrades,
embraced by passion

Today is the day to put things behind
Today is a new day for a new you
CARPE DIEM!!!

Silence...The most powerful scream
Scream... and you will not be heard
Say it, don't hide it
Feel it, don't deny it
Patience...The most powerful gift
you will find your way
the key is in your hand
Just be true to yourself
and...your soul will be open.

One day its happy day
The sun shining your ground
the trees stood majestically
All green, all beautiful
Your soft ground, your fresh air...

Next day it's sad day
No more sunshine
No more greens
Sky turned into black
Air became polluted
Fire everywhere

Gaps in our hearts
No more beating hearts
Loss of beauty
What a shame! What a pitty!
Why invade my country
The country where I was born

Men bleeding on the floor
Tanks flattening my house
Landmine killing my sisters
Brothers killing brothers

Your soil turned into ashes
Your river became red
The giant building that stood upon you, crumbled into pieces
The trees that have been rooted to your heart
for thousands of years burnt into seconds

My country,
those happy moments I had here
All gone, all dissapeared the next day

Next day when everything vanished
This object I hold from your ground I took
Always cherish it, always in my heart!
I say Adieu, but not goodbye
Farewell my country, I'm going
But my soul will always be with you.

A passion for people he has, and wants to break out and dance
The dance and music of life
The life to be alive
Alive to be acknowledged, enriched with the power of knowledge
The knowledge to feel fulfilled, and the key to open his soul
The soul that was locked and now ready to be released
Released and unristricted, the door opens and he finally breaths
The breaths that will lead him to his heart
His heart has awakened and he is elated
WHAT A EUPHORIC FEELING!

Everytime I look into your eyes, I feel a stab in my heart
When you touch me, electricity goes through my head -I feel a big explosion, full of confusion and erosion

Everytime you walk into that door - I feel safe
then I remember what you have said
I quiver and shiver
a deep cry inside waiting to erupt

Everytime you hold me - I forget
then I realise the truth behind reality
we are on two different paths

Everytime you smile - I feel warm
you are my family no matter what
my love will diminish slowly as you have chosen your own orbit
it's sad but true
our book of love has ended