"Washing Of The Water"

River, river carry me on
Living river carry me on
River, river carry me on
To the place where I come from

So deep, so wide, will you take me on your back for a ride
If I should fall, would you swallow me deep inside

River, show me how to float
I feel like I'm sinking down
Thought that I could get along
But here in this water
My feet won't touch the ground
I need something to turn myself around

Going away, away towards the sea
River deep, can you lift up and carry me
Oh roll on though the heartland
'Til the sun has left the sky
River, river carry me high
'Til the washing of the water make it all alright
Let your waters reach me like she reached me tonight

Letting go, it's so hard
The way it's hurting now
To get this love untied
So tough to stay with thing
'Cause if I follow through
I face what I denied
I get those hooks out of me
And I take out the hooks that I sunk deep in your side
**** that fear of emptiness, loneliness I hide

River, oh river, river running deep
Bring me something that will let me get to sleep
In the washing of the water will you take it all away
Bring me something to take this pain away

Waiting for those moments 
Drowning in the sea
Waiting for answers and wanting to flee
Pushed to the endless quay
Searching for a way to be free
Free from the ugly truth
Which leads to the unknown proof
Proof to wonder in despair
Despair for the destination unknown
Unknown to thee, preferably to be mean
Mean..A result of loss and not seen
Seen as a vulnerable being
Being to flourish and agreeing
agreeing, accepting us
Forgetting the past
your canvas and hues
Colour it and be a flute
sing your song
play along
Your destination awaits
For your passion is never belated
We are here, awaken and blessed

I feel sick and need a kick
Constantly walking towards the storm fighting for my beleives and dreams
only to be crushed and squashed
nothing seems to be clear
nothing seems to come near
I'm human and I have a heart
This heart does not seem to heal
Always Been broken by people I love
Always disappointed by the ones I hunger for approval
Why do we love the ones that don't care
Why do we love the ones that don't deserve us

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing. My darling i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Why can't you whisper in my ear
and tell me 3 simple words..
Why can't you just touch me softly
And make me feel your electric touch...
Why cant you hold me under your wings
and let me fly with the wind of love
Why can't you open your eyes
and see the beauty beneath my façade
why cant u smell the scent from my energy
and never let me vaporize
Why cant you simply look into my eyes
And let them sparkle
Why can't it all be a nightmare
And now is the time to wake up
Waking up next to you; my heart racing
I cry and cry, kissing you
Why can't your heart belong to me
And my heart belong to you