When is his arms
I feel like nothing can bother me
I feel safe

I forget about all the *******
that filled my head during the day

Everything just shuts out
and all i can think about is him

And as soon as he lets go
all the ******* comes right back

I lie in bed
and I ask myself

Why are you so sad?
and I don't know

*I really do not know

I look at you and i see this perfect human being

How your eyes gets so filled with joy and passion
when you talk about something you love

How your lip does that thing when you're nervous

how you always turn two times before you
find the perfect position to sleep in

How you have four freckles on the right cheek
and six on the left

How you always bring your camera because
it is important to capture the memories

How you always tell me that you love me
when five minutes ago we were fighting

oh, how i wish you could see what I see

As sad as it is.

I'm more me in the dark

I'm not shy

I just do whatever i want

and as soon as the sun come


I go back into my shell

back into my room


Just waiting for the dark to come around



*-r.m