I couldn't find my happiness at the bottom of a bottle
My happiness doesn't lie in cuts all up my arm
They were only ever distractions,
the drinking and self-harm

But I know my happiness isn't at your side
and the distractions don't work, believe me I've tried.

For so long I wanted your beautiful lies, and you fed me them
Now I just want the ugly truth, why can't you give it to me?

Don't make a girl fall for you unless you plan to catch her
Don't change and then expect thing to stay how they were.
Don't break her heart and expect her to give it to you again
Don't mess up and then  look for someone to blame.
Don't yell at her for having a friend who's a guy
And if you tell her you love her, don't let it be a lie

I look at the bed, where you once pinned me down
and in memories I begin to drown
Like ones of the happiness, that you used to bring
how can that have not meant a thing?
How can you say you love her now,
when it used to be me, who made you say "wow"?

How dare you leave? Do you know what you've done
To a girl who once thought you were the one?
I bet the girl you're ******* now
Is deluded same as I was somehow
I called you my soul mate, do you know what that means?
Now you're smirking as she screams
I should warn her there's no such thing as love
No hope, no peace, no flying white dove
Just the pain, of you, moving on
and the depression that comes, with you being gone.

Once upon a time it was me and you
Once upon a time my wishes all came true
Once upon a time you kissed my every inch of skin
Once upon a time happiness did begin
But wishes don't come true any more
The skin that you once kissed is now becoming sore

Now no I haven't met her, but you talk of her a lot
and no I haven't seen her, but you're friends all say she's hot
You used to run your fingers through my hair
with those hands that now touch her everywhere
and you once said my hair was perfect and so
I can't believe your now saying the same to that ***
I'm sorry, I shouldn't be jealous of her
I just want things back how they were
but she's yours now and I am not
but I still think about you a lot
even though you left and I don't know why
you didn't even stop, to say goodbye.