Being strong is a struggle,
being stressed is simple,
My heart is broken,
All my scars are open,
People tell me i'm not worth it,
at least i'm some ****,

math is hard,
I show aggression towards,
the math,
but don't and never would take ****,

I want to see your face,
but there is no time nor place,
I will try to fill in this space,
I have,

Medication is not working,
should I just be falling?
looking back,
to the past,
BLAST!!!,

I'm not suppose to be looking in the past,
I don't know what to do,
I look like a fool,
hoodie up. Nose down,

trying to be positive,
It's hard to be positive,
I'm running out of  words to try,
so i guess this is goodbye,

Hey, what's up?
my name is Raq'y
I have messed up
that's probably y i'm so cocky

so, u have a life
i don't
I have a knife
*****-y-ness is my tone

guess I should of left u a lone
cuz ig u don't like it when i'm hanging out with my gf
but b4 i leave u alone don't break my bone
let me wear my hat called neff

my as hole is a girl
i used to date her
but now she is being an ***
used to be in my class

Sometimes my titles don't match my poems
cause i just type in my emotions
didn't go to school last 2 days
i have my ways
depression u could tell
last night I yelled
too much to scream now
too much to make a pow
our world is ****** up
most people would say "yup!"
bleeding a lot all to the top of the cup
come see and say what's up
Stressed (of living)
but never stopped believing
for others i hate
mom say's "just wait"
for what so i need the pleasure for this
there is no bliss
anywhere!!!
having a lot of despair
slutty ******* like you make me *******
punch you so hard getting u a whooping cough
i recall your'e the 1st class *****?
that's probably why you switched
the school you used to go to was Valley
repeating all the classes here instead of dillydallying
hmm, you must have been a ***** over there
with your messed up hair
I don't want to just compare
not yet again full of despair
goodnight for i say at the fair

Betrayed
Every **** day
I thought i was athiest
Until i realize i am a god
I almost gave a crap about you
When you were blue
I was there
I never had to disappear
Now your here
I don't know what to do
When your parents show up with you
I'm haning out with the "wrong" person
Every Friday
Our friendship always become worsen
That's the high day
I try to be nice
Twice!!!

how can you feel the same as everyone else?
there is no one like me or you
that's what's false
someone might feel blue

the sun is shinning
and you feel great
i am frighten
not wanting to skate

down the road i go
feelings so mutual
to a place i don't know
it's so unusual

i am done
not giving up though
not ready for the gun
whoa!

I was born with no one around me to love
everyone was isolated
too much of a shove
feeling so frustrated

an orphanage
they call it

nothing but hatred in there eye's
trained to hate no love
everyone dies
now i look at my blood brother from above

smack there
you disobeyed them
smack here
they grabbed a stem

i'm not there anymore
I am living in a home
i am not there no more
not in a trashed up dome

Tropical!
i'll call my parent's
my families love is unstoppable
for them there is no disappearance

we love each other so much
that i sometimes feel bad for it
i always feel that clutch
and that's why i feel  bad for it

My name is Raq'y
i have no disappointment in my family
even though i can be a little cocky
we have no vanity

I use this in vain,
because i am unavailing,
Just another kind of feckless person,
and more worsen,
a scrap,
onto the crack,
you never made me feel any good,
which I have should,
I guess I had never understood,
tried to but misunderstood,
A LOT!!!!
In a isolated area,
feeling nothing but frustrated,
I'm just another nix,
never to fix,