Randy Lee

Randy Lee Apr 2016

the low loud murmur of a filling theater,
up to its capacity,
though not an audience to watch a play,
just actors of reality,
they all wear masks to hide their intentions,
their true identity.

a never ceasing suggestive satire,
forcing reverie,
an ever present wanting whispering,
my head's insanity,
this crowd of voices inside my mind,
are all just imitating me.

Randy Lee Apr 2016

foxhole prayer

I feel so lost, show me the way home
I feel so broken, show me my heart
I feel so hopeless, show me a light
I feel so alone, show me your soul
I feel so angry, show me true Love
I feel so crazy, show me reality

Randy Lee Apr 2016

just let go

when I look deep down the well of my inner being,
there's a blinding darkness I can barely see,
yet a light that's quite as faint as it could be...
a wild looking child, who looks an awful lot like me,
the eyes are which illuminate, from a tearful shimmery,
trapped inside a prison...
my fears the lock and key.

Randy Lee Apr 2016

secretly admiring

"A dreamy fantasy of you,
the kind that could never be true,
to let you know, I would not dare,
with you, I would not have a prayer,
so in the background, I am there,
I'm not a creep, I do not stare,
I think about a love that's rare,
I'm gladly in your treading air,
your mind, amazing, mine, askew
wish I, those eyes, could gaze into"

Randy Lee Apr 2016

self loathing

so... I've been trying too hard
I play the intellectual card
my poetry *****
who gives a ****
I'm just another 'smart' ******

Randy Lee Apr 2016

paradox and the fears

At times I make love to my confusion,
that paradoxical craze,
at other times it's as if I'm losing,
my mind throughout the haze

At times I could move mountains,
as prideful as the air,
at other times comes illusion,
where faith becomes a snare

When I hear the ticking silence,
a torment deep within.
then I fear I'm in defiance,
abhorrently in sin

Randy Lee Apr 2016

flickering heart

I Love the sound of your heart's beating,
the flickering soul in the windows of your eyes.
the soothing flow and sound of your deep breathing,
how you exist so beautifully entwined,
wrapped in my arms contently sleeping...

so recklessly careless and without lies,
I've shown you the secret life within me,
because with you I took off my disguise.
I won't allow this moment to be fleeting,
I Love the sound of your heart's beating.