Oh my heart just skipped a beat, and in that fraction of time
Without prowless, without thought, without anything relevant, i stopped with it
And I played with it
In a funny kind of way i felt for it
And I made it my friend for life
When i became complacent and comfortable
I left this place, for better or for worse
It read my mind
And told a tale of roving fields and rising waves
Blue skies and ribbons flying
With white tangled flags, and boastful conceit
I stared at it with both eyes
I bid fairwell to that moment in time
With recluse and torment
I played with it, and i made it my friend for life
That moment in time, when my heart skipped a beat.

What's that you say, I'm a very nice person? No credit to me if you please
For the way that i am is how mother made me, and her name is Agnes Louise
She sacrificed all raising 5 little monsters, without ever asking for squat
She never gave up on any of us, and now we live what was taught
Shes been a best friend to all of her children, always a shoulder to cry on
But when we were wrong we feared her hands, that would teach us right from wrong
Through example we learned how to work very hard, through painful and difficult conditions
With honesty,  respect, and the good Lords help, we carry forth all her traditions
She nurses the wounded and saves the abused when no one else seems to care
She taught us compassion for all God's creatures, to help overcome their despair
So if your thinking were a wonderful lot I thank you but need you to listen
We're only a product of Agnes Louise
From the woman our lifes have been given.

Thank You Mother Dear

I witnessed a breathtaking sunrise this morning
So very pretty that one glance made me smile, and it reminded me of your smile, and it made me think of you
Just the other day I watched a person do something very kind for someone they did not know, my heart swelled, and my tears welled, and it made me think of you
I heard of joke the other day that made me laugh so hard my belly ached, but in a good way, then I remembered your infectious laugh, and it made me think of you
I saw a fancy sports car with curvy sleek lines that made it look like it was going a hundred miles an hour sitting still, then I stared to imagine you driving it, and it made me think of you
Through my travels I encountered a bouquet of roses, so I reached for a smell, they were lovely sweet, and I started to think of the wonderful perfume you wore just for me, and it made me think of you
I layed my head down to sleep last night and I noticed how soft my pillow was, and as I snuggled up to it I remembered snuggling with you, and it made me think of you
I watched a movie just the other day where the world was being destroyed, a man was risking his life to save the woman he loves, as I watched I began to fantasize the man was me, and the woman was you, and it made me think of you
I took a deep breath today, and as I felt my chest rise and my lungs began to fill with life giving air, I wished my heart could fill up too, except with your presence, and it made me think of you.

My heart is on fire with a supernatural spirit
A girl, a woman, a Nightingale Enchantment
She has my soul, my mind, my attention, and my pity
For to love me is to toil, to forge through meadows
Of mystery and rebellion
And fast approaching feelings and emotions
Woe is her, I really hope she's ready
To be loved as one can only dream
For I do, and always will
Till my final breath
I will love her, creamy white
Soft as silk, strung tight, and fast
Held safely above my head
Steady and high

Although we're warming the earth and poisoning our air and water...
We may be able to fix that.
Just because most people in the world today don't give a **** about anyone but themselves...
We may be able to fix that too.
I know it looks bad when animals are driven to extinction by the stupid things we do, and chopping down all our beautiful trees for money makes sense but...
We may be able to fix that, no problem
I say that because if you were to tell me two days ago that a controlling, insensitive, overbearing, egotistacal idot like me, who speaks before he thinks, and repeatedly throws the baby out with the bathwater, would be allowed to hold the love of his life in his arms again,
That he would be blessed with the opportunity to kiss her velvety lips, while running his trembling fingers through her wild Tasmanian locks, soothed by her gentle voice whispering soft, precious, I Love Yous into his ear - ever again... I would have pegged you for a bigger fool than I - but it happened - and now I know that...
Anything can happen.

I no longer feel my heart is dead, my life is flashing past
The body's cold, my face is red, the rush it cannot last
It's so intense it goes right down, on me without a fight
My lover drug, no wedding gown, in shades of beige and white
I'd sell my soul to get some more, I'd steal from you and lie
And I will be it's ******* *****, until the day I die
There's no way out, and I keep on looking back
To the days of love and care
I haven't got any doubt, the devil is in me now, and I cannot get him out
I know my days are numbered, and it's coming to an end
The pain I cannot bare
Say goodbye, to a man that you once knew
I'm slipping away, to the place that I will stay, to a closet all by myself
Yes I'm all alone, but I'm feeling kind of crowded, I guess I need another hit
Yes I'm all alone, but I'm feeling kind of desperate, I guess I'll take another hit
I spend my days wondering I'm so alone, I cannot seem to justify my life
I need someone to bare witness on my soul
And to feed me when I have no where to go
Oh you know me, if you front me I will pay, I'll do anything I'll be your friend
I'm paranoid, see me standing at your door
I'm begging you to feed me can't you see
So off I go, to a world that I call home
There's no place that I truly want to be
You look at me, won't you tell me what you see
Can you see, the tombstones in my eyes

Just recently I was walowing in fear
About the Syrian refugee crisis
I was judging these people and damning them all
From fear that was created by isis
Then I heard a true story
Of people so willing
Giving of themselves and trying
To help these poor souls
Who really have nothing
To save all these people from dieing
I remembered a time when I helped another
And my tears began falling like rain
The feelings I got from that one simple act
Was well worth the effort and pain
So now I am wanting to help these people
Because I know the feelings I'll get
From helping less fortunate people who need it
And soon the isis I'll forget

Last night I dreampt the most incredible dream
So vivid, but surely fantastic
My daughter unborn was visiting me
So timmid, yet brave and bombastic
We sat for a while, and spoke with our minds
So peaceful and exciting
Her eyes were like mine, and her soul was familiar
So conversationally inviting
Words were not needed to say what we thought
To say what was on our mind
She shared of her waiting, and her longing to be
I spoke of the passage of time
Reluctantly choosing the perfect discussion
We lovingly spoke of the future
For she is my daughter, and I am her father
But only in dreams we can nurture

Christmas is here
It's been a long year
Lord knows it was pretty *****
Hurricanes and Hornets
SpaceX and trump
They came and repoed my car
A good thing occured you can be rest assured
I met the girl of my dream
She fills my heart with the spirit of Love
I think we will be a great team

Have I told you lately how much I love you
Have I told you how I try
To be ok when we're apart
Even though you know I lie
For when we distance my heart is broken
And my spirit falls so deep
I cannot wait to be together
To hold you when I sleep
Your voice, your eyes, your lips, your thighs
Your laugh, your giggles, your *** when it wiggles
Your skin, your nose, your legs, your toes
It's all of you my darling, it's you I desire

Like a door being opened, from a dark room
Like a window, opened to capture a cool summer breeze
Like a frozen lake for the spring thaw
Or a child's first taste of birthday cake
Like the billions of stars
That magically appear in the night sky
When you leave the bright city lights
Like my heart, waking from a cold sleep
From years of emptiness
Only to be ****** into the arms
Of the most enchanting creature in the universe

But according to a fellow who's a pretty smart guy, its merely, mindless drivel
He says im a feeble and un-qualified hack, and my time is wasted and frivel
He says it reminds him of Dr Seuss rhythms, simplistic and predictable chime
Just word association with a few good lines, no storey, no plot, just ryhme
All that I know is it makes me feel good, when i read it it helps me cope
Some of my words bring tears to my eyes, and some of my words bring me hope
I wish I could speak with such depth and precision, but reality is not such a treat
I stumble in person, and lose train of thought, and a im really not quick on my feet
So I try to paint pictures of my feelings and thoughts, with words and phrases and line
Arranging for flipping like an old Kineograph, the images appear from my mind
I know I'm not Whitman, or Shakespeare, or Priest
I know that I can't hold a candle
But the paragraphs I form are magic to me
And sometimes their all I can handle

I touched your hand and something stirred inside me,
I touched your hand again, and life flashed before my eyes
I touched your hand, then I held your hand so softly,
I touched your hand and I looked into your eyes
Your fingers long with shiny splender,
Held manaquinicully still
With an electrifying auro that
sparkles enchantment,
Coveting your secrets of thrill
Sheltered by innocence
Protected with fear
With love they open at will
I touched your hand in a dream last night
When I woke you were suddenly gone
I touched your hand and you disappeared like magic
The inevitable end to my song

Lieing beside her in the dark, peaceful and quite
I hear her breath
I praise the Lord for that moment
And for bringing our hearts together
For she is the most enchanting creature in the forest
And I am the luckiest boy in the world
I ponder how I adore her, and how she makes me feel
I softly weep without a sound
Overflowing with Love for her
I Watch Her Sleep
I want to go to her, to hold her in my arms
To feel her body close
To feel her heart beating, to smell her essence
But I refrain
For she is resting, and I would wake her
And to wake such magnificence from such a heavenly state
Would surely be a sin, a travesty
A selfish act for which there would be no forgiveness
So I resist, and I drift away, to a dream, to a thought
I Watch Her Sleep
Lieing beside her in the dark, peaceful and quite
Then suddenly, right before my very eyes
She becomes even more radiant, more angelic
And when the morning light christens her soft skin
And her hazel eyes open to see the world
I will be there
To kiss her face a hundred times
For she is my reason, my inspiration, the Love of my life
I Watch Her Sleep

Janet
You feel her like a minstral wind
Warm and zelous, vibrant, and on fire
Enticing enchantments dwell on Ingersoll hill, past on from a Tilbury state of mind
Randy
A tradesman biding for currency, whilst holding satire court through rose coloured glasses
They meet, time stops, a reset has been fathomed
For tender love is  emerging with torrents of wild, primal, passion flashing premonitions

My Fairy Tale Life Is Over
And I just can't believe it's true
My world is collapsing and falling apart
I feel lost, I feel lonely and blue
Maybe its a nightmare and soon I will open
My eyes to the way that we were
Loving and caring and helping each other
So happy, so safe, and secure
If I am dreaming, and our love we still share
I'll wake her with kiss and desire
She'll pull me in deep and whisper so soft
Her voice sets my heart on fire
I waited my life she was always the one
But now I am empty and I'm coming undone
My Fairy Tale Life is over
And reality is driving insane
The beautiful colours that were filling my eyes
Have now blackend and filled up with pain
The stereo sounds that once tickled my ears
Now screech with guilt I succumb
My soft touch for her is no longer needed, my fingers are useless and numb
My Fairy Tale Life Is Over I fear
I feel dead, alone, and afraid
For I am the reason it's come to the end
And my life is the price I have paid

I lie awake in the darkness, in the still, with warm and dreamy ponder
I see her in my thoughts with every breath I take
Softly, pure, and without prejudice or tainted heart
I feel her touch graze me all around, wafting quickly like a warm summer breeze
I want her, I do so need her, I desire and fantasize of her
Of she, of loving her beauty and splender
Her thoughts of me are of love and understanding
I feel her, I am breathing her now
Like a wonderful perfume that takes my breath and lingers for a while
I will continue to breath, for she is there
And nothing else matters

Take my hand and walk with me my friend
The time has come to join our lives together
To leave behind the remnants of the past
And celebrate our precious new beginnings
From the moment we met, I knew that it was true
The good Lord sent an Angel my way
This is Our Day, this is Our Poem
And it's a perfect time to tell you that I Love you
And it's a perfect way to show you that I Love you...and I do
If the world should end tomorrow, I don't care
As long as I can hold you close today
When I look into your eyes my spirit glows
And I want tell the world just how I'm feeling
And if someday we look back on our lives
We'll always remember the day we became...
Husband and Wife
That was Our Day, and that was Our Poem
It was a perfect time to tell you that I Love You...and I do
I Love You Karen, Forever and a day

Oh what a beautiful day I said
As I gazed out the window from the edge of my bed
It's raining I know that I must be outside
Before that it stops I'll go for a ride
So I pulled on my slicker and jumped on my bike
And I peddled on down to the path that I like
Once in the rain I started to feel
My melancholy heart was starting to heal
As I slowly moved through the forest in the rain
I heard my heart breaking, I felt my heart's pain
As it rained even harder I started to cry
Raindrops and tears were flooding my eye
Winding along the path in the shower
I was missing my baby, my own little flower
I came to a waterfall, loud and obtrusive
I felt very special with this feeling exclusive
After a while I stopped to reflect
From the corner of eye I began to detect
A king fisher poised on a rock in the bay
Like a maestro leading in his magical way
As I left I noticed him standing right there
Waiting for something that I'm unaware
Where was his mate was this his reason
For being alone during this rainy season
All of a sudden my eyes caught a glimpse
Of his beautiful queen all fit for a prince
She circled her eggs from high up above
Then gently set down to warm them with love
I was amazed at the incredible number or creatures
That were out in the rain for my special features
A turtle, some ducks and swans that were preening
It gave that path to me special meaning
For the next time it rains you know where I'll be
I'll be riding that path in my mind peacefully

I fear so woe, there I am,
In context - you stand to slam
A varied tow, and so next
Blatant force to subject
I long to tap, so I will
Feel in still yet, gone for the bill
Give it a slap, you cannot be let
Contemplating the oner set
As for my intrigue, fail safe for abuse
Please hear, gasp, your fading loose
Placed in league, I lost a tear
It was as scary in the mirror
Lace, and mask forth, seduction forthwith
Again, an arsenal of lacerations, buried
Masculine-ity
I am so tangible

I woke last night I'd been crying
Bout a girl that I once knew
If I only had a second chance
I know just what I'd do
I'd take the feelings for our love
And hold them in my hand
Then I'd fly away
With thoughts of you and I
I don't know if I am lieing
To myself about this pain
Maybe I should try again
Or have I gone insane
Why can't things be
The way they were back then
When I looked into your eyes
And we flew away not ever looking back
Rescue me, Rescue me, Rescue me
So now I pray that tomorrow
God will take this pain away
I really should be getting on
I know the only way
Got to pick myself up off the ground
And stand upon my own
Then I'll fly away without you on my mind

She rides a badass Harley and she doesn't give a **** about what the neighbors are saying, because she lives her life not worrying about judgements of the image they say she's portraying
But then on the other hand…
She loves bubble baths and babies, flora and fauna,  manicures, pedicures and dancing, she likes holding hands and soft gentle kisses and she thinks poetry is totally romancing
But then on the other, other hand…
I've seen her fire a 44 Magnum and i can tell you, her targets are rarely missed
And the way she shifts a standard transmission she says it's done with flick of the wrist
But then on the other, other, other hand...
She speaks very softly with a pretty little voice, and her whisper is enchanting and crisp, her favorite thing is to snuggle real close, and the ways of the philanthropist
But then on the other, other, other, other hand...
She knows how to plow a field for growing, and shes shoveled her share of ****, shes not afraid to dress a deep wound, or drink wiskey, or swear, or spit
She manages an office full of egos and divas, she hires and fires at will, and if your stupid you'll threaten her loved ones, shell definitely maime or ****,
But…………..

I left my window open last night
To capture an evening breeze
And when the morning sun gently kissed my face
The birds began to sing your name
So I Sang With Them, and wept within
And praised the Lord in heaven
Thanking him for opening our hearts
To love, to laugh, to learn, and to breath together

All alone, there's no one there to hold his hand
He's left to fight the world all by himself, he cries
By a window down the hall
Is the echoing, remembering, the screams of pain are deafening
But your never gonna hurt him again
For he is the angry child within
**** it all, I'm outta here, I don't have to take your ****
Have your way, pathetically
Save all your pity for somebody else
All that I need is within me, I'll not be without
You'll never get to me, you'll never get me again
Because I'm always alone, in crowds though I stay
In darkness it grows, I long for the day
The memories I hate will just go away, and take all the shame away too
Step aside, I'm warning you, I'm sick of you wasting my time
I'm never wrong, about anything
Maybe someday you will know how to reach me
Watch your back, I don't play fair, I'm motivated by fear
Try me now, or bow your head
Take your compassion and throw it away
For I am The Island, and The Island am I

I love you more than words can say
I love us, for what we have today
I love life, and I love love
I love God from high above
I love yours, and I love mine
I love our future, and I love time
I love loving you, I love it all
I love breathing, our hearts beating
Together as one
I Love, You Love, We Love, The Love

So there I was, submerged in your pretty angel eyes
Unsuspecting of what was about to transpire
It happened while i was getting lost in your human beauty
Your soul  appeared to me from the windows of your mind
Like a 3Dimage comes forward when you move ever so slightly
I saw your inner beauty and it took my breath away
You were sending me wave upon wave of pure, unconditional love
And I was sending it back to you with
Little Kisses and smiles of joy.

So there I was, submerged in the essence of a lady
Unsuspecting of what was about to transpire.
It happened while I was getting lost in her human beauty. I touched her hand so softly and I gazed into her eyes.
Her soul appeared to me guided by my subconsciousness I invited her to linger in my imagination like a spell.
Not unlike a  3Dimage comes forward when you move ever so slightly,
I saw her inner beauty and it took my breath away.
Then she kissed me, and I kissed her back.
and the world flashed.
Thoughts of Those Little Kisses make me smile and give me hope.

Have you ever felt ambivalent
Loves highs and lows collide
When your heart is flying
Then it falls so deep inside
Laughing, crying, feeling so confused
So If you ever feel the way i do
Hear me say, testify
It's True Love
You and I were made for each other
Good and bad
Yes we love, Yes we crash, feelings go both ways
Why not celebrate, and love
I know why, the pain it hurts
But only when we cry,
I know why we stay and fight
We both love deep, we want to try...
It's True Love.
Have you ever felt equivocal
Should I stay or run away
When your spirit feels like it's dieing
But you stay on anyway
It's Heaven, no it's Hell
Or something in between
So if you ever feel the way I do
Here me say, testify...
It's True Love

Her voice, it's echoing, in the chambers of my brain,
Her eyes, they shine, hazel and pure as rain
A taste of pleasure, my blood will run so hot,
When eyes unite in a forts night we plot
No not I wonder, I'm pale and lost without her
Nor can I please insatiable desire for her till
The forts night we plot, and our hearts will beat together.

Where time stops and timelessness begins
Where kisses last forever and a day
Where butterflies flutter and Cupids hover
Where the fever is high and on fire
Where our hearts burn with desire
Where we lay down together pitching woo
Where pain goes to die, loneliness retire
Where Goats n Monkeys make eyes at each other

I found myself within us, after searching far and wide
In all the wrong places, motivated and blindly led by the world and all its teachings,
I found myself within us, all those tears i cried
For all those scary places, that I went to in my journeys through self discovery and preachings,
I found myself within us, and something else inside me died, Recalling all those faces, I thought were a window to my soul I could see
But clear not my vision, for I was only reaching
I found myself within us, and from that brand new tide
Came bryte and shiny places, for me to reveal and stare upon
Of the real me when I came to this world, with blood and fight and breaching

As you slept last night, and I lied awake beside you, I was drenched in
Your Love For Me
Your kind and angelic soul warming my heart, and soothing my racing mind, i could feel your presence, smell your essence,  I could touch you if my will collapsed, but I stay strong with the power of
Your Love For Me
I could hear you breathing, your dreams were weaving, sowing to and fro conducting your pretty hazel eyes to twitch n rapid concession like a rhythmic prelude to a magical mistral, under the healing and rejuvenating sanctity of your eyelids, you healed me and made me strong, like you always do with
Your Love For Me