You know not of my existence
Though I follow you everywhere
I lurk in the shadows
Waiting for a glimpse of your face
Those intelligent eyes and witty tongue which always gets my heart beating
You notice everything except me
I know you deserve better
But am I selfish in wanting you for myself?

My mind wants to get over this unhealthy obsession
Though my heart can't bear to
I know I love you
Maybe someday you will too

My life is over
So close to my dreams yet so far
My hopes are shattered to the ground
I don't feel sad or depressed
I feel a boiling anger deep in myself
I know I am a coward
For preferring death over reality
But if you were in my head you will finally understand
Goodbye my love
Goodbye world
This girl is no longer alive.

I am sick of all your lies
No longer will tears escape my eyes
You act and lie that you are sorry
While I am burdened with worry
Please just stop this hurting
Making me go disconcerting
Death seems a sweeter alternative
To a life with no affirmative

I was never meant to be born
My heart full of bitter malice and scorn
I cause only grief and sorrow
There is no silver lining in my tomorrow
I am a waste of space
With a lying bitter face
I have no point in living
Only many for grieving
I am sick of living this life of pain
When there is nothing that I gain
I might as well say my farewell
For there is no reason here for me to dwell