I am sick of all your lies
No longer will tears escape my eyes
You act and lie that you are sorry
While I am burdened with worry
Please just stop this hurting
Making me go disconcerting
Death seems a sweeter alternative
To a life with no affirmative

I was never meant to be born
My heart full of bitter malice and scorn
I cause only grief and sorrow
There is no silver lining in my tomorrow
I am a waste of space
With a lying bitter face
I have no point in living
Only many for grieving
I am sick of living this life of pain
When there is nothing that I gain
I might as well say my farewell
For there is no reason here for me to dwell

My life is over
So close to my dreams yet so far
My hopes are shattered to the ground
I don't feel sad or depressed
I feel a boiling anger deep in myself
I know I am a coward
For preferring death over reality
But if you were in my head you will finally understand
Goodbye my love
Goodbye world
This girl is no longer alive.

You know not of my existence
Though I follow you everywhere
I lurk in the shadows
Waiting for a glimpse of your face
Those intelligent eyes and witty tongue which always gets my heart beating
You notice everything except me
I know you deserve better
But am I selfish in wanting you for myself?

My mind wants to get over this unhealthy obsession
Though my heart can't bear to
I know I love you
Maybe someday you will too