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 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
accordian
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
on nights i cannot sleep
i blame it all on you
i let myself think back
to the very first day we met
and starting there, i fold
each day like the layers of an
accordian until i convince myself
that every note of yours
has affected every one of
mine,
and though yours will always be sweet
mine are now and forever off-key.
this is ****** idk
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
well isn't it
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
you were beautiful
for awhile
and in my memories
you still are
but in reality
she has tainted
everything
you were to me
so thoroughly
that there's
nothing left
of you
for me to
admire.

i'm sure
you are
relieved.
isn't this what you wanted?
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
i hope you choke
on every i love you
**** you
****
you.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
nope.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
every time i listen to the radio
i think
this could have been our song
our song
our song

i swear i haven't been able to
listen to a love song
without thinking of you
since.
i feel like such a ******* girl for writing this ****.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
i've been thinking of going to sleep
for hours now
but every time i do
i'm reminded of you
this is a ******* poem about a ******* situation, but what's new?
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
lbr
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
lbr
i write about wanting to
see you
talk to you
be with you

but in actuality
if i ever had the chance
i'd run in the opposite direction

because you'd be
all too
real.
and i am a coward.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
oh.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
oh.
i kissed a boy
i had no feelings for
because his drugs
made me forget
about the boy who
took all my feelings
with him.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
we haven't spoken in months but
just so you know, today
we're fighting
'cause when he tried to kiss me
in ohio
i wouldn't let him,
feeling guilty as my
heart
is with you
in california
beating on the floor
while you listen
to the sound
of hers.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
rough
 Jul 2013 Miranda
hkr
my chest feels so empty
and my eyes feel so heavy
and it's only 3:30 pm

on days like this, i wonder
how i got through it
before you

because the after is
proving to be
rough.
 Jul 2013 Miranda
壱原侑子
Did you know
you can break
things and people
just by breaking
yourself and vice versa?

I loved you.
I didn’t want
to know anything
about you. All
I wanted to know
was how I felt
about you. I felt
that was enough.
I might have felt
wrong.

I love you
but I will
come between us
sooner or later.

Ever since you
the only good thing
I had going for me
was slow death.

I only amputated
you because I wanted
to carry pieces
of you around
with me everywhere
and anywhere I
went because
I needed
to stop
missing you.

I could have saved you.
You could have saved me.
You could have saved you.
You could have saved me.
We never had
good enough reasons
to.

We doubt that ghosts
and monsters and
demons and angels
and other
creatures of myth
and legend exist
all the while
we are looking
in mirrors.

We tried
to save
the earth hoping
mother nature would
soon give birth
to the answers
to our prayers
before we had to
leave this world.

What was the point again? What was the point anyway?

Who has never
felt sick
in and of
their own skin
anyway?

I know
I will
always
love you more
because i know
you will never
love me back.

We go in
©ⓘⓡ©ⓛⓔⓢ
as if we had
a choice.

These feelings
were all the moon's fault.
It will never apologize.
Maybe it doesn’t have to.
everything comes in droplets before drizzles and when i have enough i delude myself into thinking it qualifies as rain. sometimes i imagine lightning. sometimes i drown out the voices inside my head with fictional thunder. a lot of things come in bits and pieces. a lot of bits and pieces becomes a whole if you fool yourself enough.
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