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Miranda Jul 2013
I know
we used to be
lovers,
but now
are we even
friends?

Do you still
think of
me?
Because
I definitely
still think about
you.

You know
I love you,
but do
you love me?
Miranda Jul 2013
Three years ago
I met you.
I said hi.
You said it too.

Three hours later
I knew for sure.
I liked you.
I was already yours.

Three weeks after
I knew it all.
Favorite color, song,
Position in football.

Three months later
You had control of my heart.
I gave you the key
At the very start.

Three minutes ago
You broke me in half.
You'd had enough
and left with a laugh.

Three seconds ago
I cried to myself.
I put my feelings away
On the back of a shelf.

Three months from now
I'll be okay.
I'll forgive myself
And maybe you one day.
Miranda Jul 2013
I hate myself because
I hurt you
Every
Single
Day.
I make you
Angry and
Sad
When all you do is
Love me.

I hate myself because
I am worthless
In every sense of the word.
I bring nothing
To the table
But harsh words
And rash actions.

I hate myself because
I know
In the
Deepest
Depths of my soul
I am not good.
I am broken.
I am not whole.

I hate myself because
I can't express
My love for things.
I can't express my love
For the stars
For the crashing waves
For the kids
Playing on the playground
For you

I hate myself
Most of all
Because no matter how
Completely awful
I am to you
You love me.
And I can't make myself
Stop loving you too.
Miranda Jul 2013
Every morning I wake up
Wishing for you
Hoping for you
Longing for you
Waiting for you
And you're not there.
Miranda Jul 2013
I fell in love with the guy who made fun of me for being so clumsy. I fell in love with the guy who sang me songs and told me stories when I couldn't sleep. I fell in love with the guy who sent me a hundred messages to express just how much he loves me. I fell in love with the guy who woke me up in the middle of the night because he missed me too much. I fell in love with the guy who refused to say "***** please" because he didn't want to call me a *****. I fell in love with the guy who wouldn't let me stay angry at him. I fell in love with the guy who forgave me for even the worst of things. I fell in love with the guy who said that even if I was green like shrek he'd still love me. I fell in love with the guy who offered cuddles even though he knows we're too far away to actually be able to right now. I fell in love with the guy that told me how beautiful I was until I started to believe it. I fell in love with the guy who made time for me every single day. I fell in love with the guy who would give me the world if he could. I fell in love with the guy who acts like my flaws don't exist. I fell in love with the guy who would rather be in a long distance relationship with me than be in a relationship with any other girl. I fell in love with the guy who makes my heart happy. I fell in love with the guy who can make butterflies explode in my stomach. I fell in love with the guy who can make me blush through a simple text message. I fell in love with the guy whose 'I love you' means more than everyone else's combined.
Miranda Jul 2013
When I was lost
When I was broken
When I was empty
When I was alone
You saved me.

When I hated myself
When I thought I'd never be good enough
When I had no reason to live
When I pushed you away
You loved me.

When I was sad
When I was upset
When I was angry
When I was overwhelmed
You comforted me.

When I missed you
When I needed you
When I wanted you
When I longed for you
You were there.
Miranda Jul 2013
The first day I met him
was like a dream come true.
He was handsome and dashing.
His eyes shined a bright blue.
His laugh made me stop in my
tracks just to get a better listen.
When he looked my way,
oh his eyes, how they glistened.

The first date we went on
was like you see in the movies.
It had laughter and dancing
and flowers and sushi.
We held hands and hugged
and shared an ice cream cone.
It was absolutely perfect.
And then he took me home.

The first time we kissed
was just as magical as they say.
We went out for a picnic
and out under the stars we lay.
After a moment of silence
he looked at me and I at him.
And when the time was right
we both leaned in.

The first time we fought
was a hard blow to the heart.
You yelled and I cried
and completely fell apart.
When there was nothing
left to be said,
you asked for my forgiveness
with a kiss on my head.

The first time you said
the words "I love you"
my heart fluttered in my chest.
"I love you, too."
You pulled me close
and said you'd never let me go.
You told me again that you loved me.
Much more than I could ever know.
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