I've lived as much as I've loved
And I've loved twice more than I've lost
And I've died more so than that
And I'll begin with a crawl
And I'll end in a run
And start with a bang
And end with silence
I've lived
I've lost
I've loved
And I've died.

And never for a single time have I cried
Because life is too beautiful to see behind glassy eyes
and loss is too enigmatic to be objectified
Love is too free to be bogged down in emotions
And death is too sweet and caring to cause a commotion

And I've lived
So I've lost
And I've loved
And I've died.

But who, in the end, really cares about my time
As a being
As a plant
As the most significant ant
I've been a star and a nebula
The moon, the earth, the winds, and fire, I've been all of that, even desire
And I've lived
And I've loved
And I've lost
And I've died.

I want to gently caress you from your feet up
Slowly kissing every part of you which is so in tune with the earth
Slowly rising to meet you at your hips and greet you with a smile and lay my head upon your legs if only for a while

To bring your lips closer to my own so that every sentence and every bat of the eyes will send shivers down our spines
So that when we kiss
It will be much like a first time
The joining of hands grasping loosely at one another till finally security is reached and you clasp on to hold it forever between two celestial bodies of personified mass and emotion clashing with one another at every turn and slowly mingling into one large and obstintane nothingness
And then I want to lightly run my hands through your hair more deftly than oil rejecting water and as smoothly as physics allows to be possible
Then I wish to relax you in my arms and hold you there in silence as we embrace within the thoughts the wrestling parafanelia of emotions
Of lust and desire, of care and consolation
Because we are but friends, and lovers

Smooth skin
Brushing up against a bruised lip
Tantalizing cute hips
Beauty mesmerizing in the eyes of the beholders
Wondering just what they're really seeing
And
If
Any part of it's a lie or a fake
Or a ploy that the other makes
But
Who really cares when you've got
Two round eyes staring into another pair of clandescent spheres of power
Hungry man meets shy girl
And shy girl changes his world
By taking in his hunger
And feeding him none
Sharing their desires hoping that they'll burn and
Ha
So much for that
Who really thought that
The passion would die
That the bush that was burning down quick
Would not set fire to the forest of feelings of emotions
Passion burns like fire
But floods you like an ocean
Commotion
Denial
Not for too long, no
No, never in denial for too long
Feeling that you're yearning for two bodies churning
But, not only that
Two lovers that perspire
And share in one an-others feelings of desire
And smooth skin meeting battered lips meeting heavy breath meeting sensual groans and pleasurable moans
But look beyond this and see
That
In the end it's just you and me
And
We're taking ourselves higher
And sharing our desires
And placing in a bet that
When all else is gone we'll still be holding on to
Who
The what
The when
The know-how experience of having felt love for the last time
In the first line

The
Memories fade as my mind slips and I've moved on to your lips
The second sound of the night is a tear on the ground reverbarating without a sound, clenching to the echo of your heart sinking
As I let your feet touch the ground
Brought you up to the sky
Let you breath in the life
And I set you to die
But without me you are what you once were what you shall again be and without a word you clench your fist and shake it angrily at the sky
As though god would tremble
And we're here now
Thinking
And we're here now
Sinking into our thoughts as we hold one another in our arms and your face turns deep blue
And I'm cold and alone
So I thought of taking you home
But you do not lie where your pillow may hide
You rest your head upon a bed made of lead since your heart has left home
And has left you alone
And
I'm just thinking of me
When I take it in a box and mark it forget-me-not
But time etches away
And the label it says
Forget me
When I return it to you
I'm glad
You stopped looking blue