They say your lost at sea
lost at sea within my dreams
hard to reach
hard to touch from where im from
completely out of reach

they say youve come back for another try
the say youve walked and now your down
they said youve been there
open arms
wide looking eye
waiting for the chance to come by

this chemical equation
of covalent bonds mixing in heat
magnetic shifts pull us here
binding energy across the room
is buffered by the prides dream

but what catalyst my love
can ignite such desire
its reaching critical mass
about to start a nuclear disaster

its as if i have turn into a halogen
reacting   to the site of you
coming into the room

the insoluble pride of my desire
is boiling to a point
i might return

but to you its as if
my face
was a line spectrum only showing
certain things

the potential energy
bursting
esxstasy

In what dimension did I imagine this
Not a very happy one. I pulled and brought this onto my cosmic dust

Im sure it’s a door. For it has brought me to a plane
They are good times and they are
Well they
are the ones i bare on my back every single day

A couple of sweet caress and the day you stabbed my heart with some sort of hell inducing sin
One most try to understand these words as they hit


How to get rid of this love
It is getting rid of me
For some reason you keep getting pushed into my realm of life

With each time of horrible down
. I think, you think we all think

It would be over

But as if some magnetic pull of thought brings you here
Every month , every day of every year
Consequently
Bringing us here , and you with some horrible sense of taste
Drag the devil on your tale.
Ofcourse it would be you , after all it is your favorite thing
You seek the feeling , as you may call it
Like a ******* animal

Im just wondering I what dimension this will happen , after a night like I know you had. How do you come to me with your sweet seducing lips and your wide eyes pulling out a guitar in the middle of some rich peoples parking lot

playing a melody you concealed in your memory of what i bring to you.

Ofcourse I will be melting in this reality.

How does this even happen
time after time  we have seen hell together

Rock and roll saves my life
Time after time
Theres something in the sound of god it sounds a lot like Hendrix

Stop touching my face
I can touch it all I want you’ll say
It’s hard
What if really funny hipster music helped me say this to you.

But maybe I should speak in your language
You’ve got some nerve coming here
You stoled it all give it back
Thom yorke reminds me of us
After all it reminds me of you


And as this happens my phone rings your name
It hurts
Its hard
You know you should
but you don’t

give it back
how to get rid of this love of mine
how to forget those nights I cried
his reality is in another time where he can separate the truth by hoping the future is kept.

what dimension am I living
I should be in Colombia
Col-OM-bia
My spiritual home to you I shall return.

I wirte to remember I remember to forget
It seems to work im tired of thinking of you

I even ignored your call
For today is the first day of many days where I attempt the so far impossible.

I will forget you.

Hey honey what your drinking?

Here have some wine , here comes the whisky

Did I just taste ***?

Im preety sure that was a white liquor shot

O man nice bottle opener

Lets have a beer

O man I love you guys

Whisky shots

Ill just have a glass of ***

STOPPPP

**** hits

O is that a joint?

Sleep ,

Sleep

2 hours later

Is that a

Black label !!! in the counter  AHHH

Im a bad colombian

Dad is stillgoing

I feel like throwing up

Colombian Christmases

Morning hangovers

Wake and bake joints

O did I know how I
I
Went with out
Or with
Between this
In all of this
With out it all

Morning sees night
The tide
A sky of mountains
All mixed in one light
Looking for a whole
Im the mist and the fog
Waking to  pure rain
Life flashes once again
Everyfeeling like a tide
Raising over
An ancient shore
Been here before
But this time seems pure
Seen this before
In the mist of dreams and real events
But when I get lost in the rain
Temptation reaches in
Ego tries to fit in
Preety faces lie
but in the tide
the light
the cry
we see again
for ive never been happier , than when I see with these eyes
a whole world of lies
disappears before my own eyes
a rythim
a laugh
a sound
a thin blow or air
and all the senses fail
feeling again the simple joy of air
nothing something and nothing again
when
time happens
in most events  maybe lies where spilled where the bird laid a nest
and in the end
never regret anything that made you wake
for it has made you live
it has made you love
it has made you more
and im talking about any way the wind blows
I already see the beach between us
The sun
I
I live through it all
Big or small
Waiting for the wave to swallow it Whole
No remorse just letting the wind gently hit my nose

as i awake my soul comes to rest
i realize time never goes to waste picture
later never exist

Theres a couple of words
i found
in gods old nest

fall in  love with love
and cut through the maze

stop waiting for tomorrow
today will go to waste

now is the best moment
because later never comes next

From sunrise to sunset to sunrise again.

The truth on why we stay awake

May linger within the very nature of our breath

May very reflect the nature of the wave

For these night are set upon the stones

Of our light rebirths

From the very nature of unconditional love

Is where im speaking from

Light floats on so clear

On the feelings that seem to be real

And the fire its just burning there teaching us to stay aware

The memories of our time

Roam around in this endless conciouss mind

Seeking what in this life drives us all here

Sitting in this car?

No other reason for which I can explain

Than the need to seek the love within

This very root appears to be getting hooked

Between all my fellow phsycadelic spooks

Finding fulfillment

Withing the very sound of air

For we have started to rebel

sweet star from the cosmos
healing light over your soul
healing love from where you are from
we share this moment together
in eternal love
we beging to see each other
theres no better reason than today
to let your love forever make
the light
that will glow through us all

O did I know how I
I
Went with out
Or with
Between this
In all of this
With out it all

Morning sees night
The tide
A sky of mountains
All mixed in one light
Looking for a whole
Im the mist and the fog
Waking to  pure rain
Life flashes once again
Everyfeeling like a tide
Raising over
An ancient shore
Been here before
But this time seems pure
Seen this before
In the mist of dreams and real events
But when I get lost in the rain
Temptation reaches in
Ego tries to fit in
Preety faces lie
but in the tide
the light
the cry
we see again
for ive never been happier , than when I see with these eyes
a whole world of lies
disappears before my own eyes
a rythim
a laugh
a sound
a thin blow or air
and all the senses fail
feeling again the simple joy of air
nothing something and nothing again
when
time happens
in most events  maybe lies where spilled where the bird laid a nest
and in the end
never regret anything that made you wake
for it has made you live
it has made you love
it has made you more
and im talking about any way the wind blows
I already see the beach between us
The sun
I
I live through it all
Big or small
Waiting for the wave to swallow it Whole
No remorse just letting the wind gently hit my nose

as i awake my soul comes to rest
i realize time never goes to waste picture
later never exist

Now i wake today and should i say tonight
with a sort of commitment to the night , to those bright stars breathing light , as time goes by , a promise to not let a second go by without practicing my lifes path
a sort of emergency is called for my work , a light transfusion webbing
      Now what matters to me the most is the work that is in everyday hope
a love awareness of todays world ,  compassion with everyday talk
knowledge and wisdom from the past , current and past angels by our sides
uniting for the time
soon our brains will become one
left and right
will seek one

well im going to write about this life
sacred divinity of time of life
an appereance  of a sunrise
and that love that guides from beyond
fire of life that waits in your heart
sweet divinity we float in
thank you great spirit
thank you great mother
thank you seven directions
thank you
open up your heart and let the loving start
we'll see the stars
the great path is your home
discipline  your self i know you can do it
your great love guides me im forever thankfull
let me in your heart
let the loving start
and in this great thought we will heal
all that comes near
the light of love guides me
it is in your heart
every moment is the right one
we bring great healing to this world of transition
a world of possibilities all woven with love as we float to our galactic center
closer with god
we reach for each other to make this great event be the reason of existence
lifs purpose is that love close to the cosmos
great fire of life
great healing of time

Have you ever been so alive , have you ever felt so real?                                    As to the reason your here , ive been meaning to tell you  , sincear                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              I had a late night talk with the stars about my departure, my truth is infinitely breathing you wont need me to see me , You wont hear me but you will feel me. Drinking late night has not been too hazordus i didnt pass out and i still have half a bottle, I feel complete light seeing your faces , always so happy and forever caring , you guys are who make me.  Ancient feelings we all are sharing is like slow candel wood burning  , We who suffer is we who rejoice , we who suffer are those will stand forth                                                                                                               I realize there so many of you who i can completeley  tell everything too, the stars tell me how infinite it is to be me and you ,   I feel like this is a big thank you ,  melting away in your attraction , i feel tonight , the stars are clear and right now seem to be here  ,Where i am is who i am and what i am is light.   You my dear are so crystal clear ,you my dear will always be here,                                                                                                                                                                               The date is december 2 after that it would only take a second ,                         My soul would never let me rest , there is this pain in my chest teeling me to fly west .Thinking of all of you who stand here, the word love dosnt come near, trying my best to explain a feeling of complete craze   , seeing you again. Feeling you again, Being you again.                                                                              But when you realize the bright moon is who we are , there wont need to be me to feel like that or near.       It is that beautiful sunset telling you  i will be hereforever.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      Btw: i cant spell for ****, and im quite intoxicated,

The sweet perfume of your lonely tune,
The long parade in which you take me
where i am helpless
between you walk, your talk
everywhere you take me
helpless

in love
love not for i but for the forever sun
between you and the sun
your celestial beauty will surpass all the energy
at least in my world

im just wondering where are you now , forgotten sun?
where are you now incase we never met?

im right here sitting in gods old nest
waiting for the moment i see your face next

of feeling of love o pure divinity  they joy that lies in the air
the return to my mother
the warmth of the sun
the ecstasy of stars falls into these eyes
makes them cry of joy , the same water
that gives birth to all the birds and plants
as an offering to this great joy this great love that overcomes
wraps hold of my soul,  the euphoria that shines so bright
purifies my existence
and i bring tears from love from bliss while i sit home
in the fire
as i thank for every breath
every bird in a nest
every fly on their way

TO BE CONTINUED

melting in love like the clouds above
in gods infinite heart
where love commands love into love
all there ever was
om
in krishna i surrender with my love of light  of sun of all , to melt in your furnace forever with the flame of life to return to home in my spiritual heart
every passing second
is a second with god
remember that

My path is widen the sun rises  , we see again

for the nights moon has gone away , and the children still lay awake

breathing a mystic air ,

we feel life once again

no matter where in time and space it indulges us with every breath

loving in every way , the people here still lay awake.

The sun again , a new life i begin to make

Sharing with no regrets

our heart and soul spills as we still lay awake

Thinking of the people that have touched us in the best ways

how our life would be with out their grace

How immense is the beauty that lays within their breath

how time and space chose us to lay awake

how time and space put you in front of my way

No mistakes just our path clearing every day.

Still breathing as we lay awake

Ive met most of my ancestors.. I've seen them come alive in spirit
through the eyes of a dog
i have begun to think that dogs come from heaven
a loveblasting spirit with impecable karma
a pure soul
a guiding spirit for us all
from a very early age i understood compassion and unconditional love from my dog luna
the years have past and have found that love grows forever

to try to write the invisible things  the word’s you would love to meet ,and the days roll by growing more gratefull  in each one, more grateful to hear the wind blowing hear the flowers growing see the worshipped sun give life once again, give me love once again , to see the air in my lungs and to see those i love , the truth gift is showing , i’m in love with all the faces , i am in helpless romance at this point of my life , helpless romance with all that is and will be , all those faces, a intimate love with so many things and people with all that exists , with the blood rushing from my home , the place of undoubted unconditional love which drives life , i’m in love with all things , im in love with all life

The air outside is a reason to be mad , mad to live mad to be .

The sun leaves the sky yet again and a cloud of now comes near town

where our hearts beat and the moon keeps

the love webbing through the night

“and im floating in the most peculiar way”

where the inspiration comes its hard to let go

like magnets across the room ,

eyes across a room ,

hearts across the room

its hard to believe i don’t know you yet

your the most beautiful stranger in my eyes

not sure

if its lust alone .. for i barley know your name

but ill come see you again, my heart is shaken

just by the look your giving. but who knows

i might not see you again , and it will be perfectly okay

For the atmosphere is all i need, the intense beat of our hearts where for ever compassion lays the all knowing eye

the love in my heart

the sun in my sky

the moon to my night , ]

REMEMBER GOD REMEMBER GOD

REMEMBER GOD

is all i need and maybe a little stephen  stills to remember

life

”Don’t be angry - don’t be sad
Don’t sit crying over good times you’ve had”

and finding myself surrounded by

full of in the moment seekers

I have become undeniably mad for this world, for life its the taste of air

just like whitman
“The atmosphere is not a perfume, it has no taste of the distillation, it is odorless, It is for my mouth forever, I am in love with it, I will go to the bank by the wood and become undisguised and naked, I am mad for it to be in contact with me.”

The guitar sounds off the mic
Open air outside , a quiet room awaits
Warm breeze silently enters
And she stands there
Mesmerized by him
For the music produces love

the vibrations of strings touch my soul like a a million duffel bags
o where Im I going with this rhyme
I am inspired by my love , by my hate , or by anything this thought creates
To touch flat bottom or fly away in space

I am as calm as the still winter sky
From my smoke you can always tell god is my giving tale.

I can describe one particular event with this man
where we went into space
And it sounded like neil young riping away my soul, Every single note a little further away, pure ecstasy flyes me away
uncotrolable movement of the soul
Dance of the gods
Of pure feeling
Of love.
Music , the love our soul creates , the true voice of the soul
Where on does not find the meaning , but the feeling
Love it takes me away.”

in love we are endless time
where our hearts become one
with the majestic sound light
that travels with us all
the divine presence we live in
is within us now and forever
intouch with the divine mother and the sun
in beautiful symphony we create life
great conciouss river inside of us
guides us through the stars
where we reside
in love  eternally
awake in a beautiful dream
where an atom can form into all and in one
endless in time ...

heart emerges from the soul and life of this universe like a constant wave of light
its now
its here now clear light and love
were gonna find our lovers tonight were gona do it all
i seek a great feeling in my soul
which  i long to reach i have to be i have
to be,
love
LOVE and thats just the word, the experience of love
forever
where my heart holds me tender and i fall within the cosmos
deep in bliss
like a beautiful woman once said we are enough for ourselves
i am complete within my spiritual heart

before long i was melting away
in-between his legs
sleeping on his belly

just dying away
thinking how and why this circle extends

i find just like the night everything about you disappears
your smell takes me to yesterday or years away
but not a single moment is enough
its a life time to see you disappear .

The way i feel for you tonight grows in the morning .
as you kiss my head and send me to sleep
reminding me too much of how you are my dreams
taking me back to 6 months of our sleep

i find that the next morning it all disappears
i have been harsh i have been wrong
my love i was not honest with you at all
the words i said
were  to send you away
to keep your love away for its the guiltiest pleasure of them all

the sweet sting of your love , comes with venom
and to eat your sin

And watch it slowly devour me , watch it become me.

Nervous                            why are you
Nervous  
Look at that smile  
Look at that face

Intriguing as it is
I havent asked  your name
Your nervous laugh
That nervous  tone  you make
Everytime
I come near your grace

Dont take it to heart
When you first spoke
My heart choked  
Couldnt  talk back
Mesmorized

The attraction of  your sun
Burns with the sole purpose of
Desire

I wana bathe in  the  forever sun

Why why are you nervous  
Why did i walk away

And how do i start now
the knife in my chest
a wound where light enters
me next

its a strange feeling this pain in me
its
beautifuly stinging ,
the empty place where your body used to lay.

the heartache of your disappearance
is giving me a new breath
my flesh burns for the feeling

my fingers long to reach your skin
and as i think of this
i no longer see you
i see me

Its the silence in all
what it takes is love
absorb it through your soul feel it in your skin
overwhelmingly growing
all over your being
you are like a glowing light
guiding my heart through the fog
of pain and lost
o beautiful soul
what it means to me to be here
with you knowing i am you
loving awareness comes through me

Silence , is most beautiful . this crystal feeling is the one i seek for . if you forget this just live your sorrows , light is awating at the end of that tunnel. So many have awoken we feed of eachother , Creating even more light for us to endlessly dwell on. This is the feeling i go for,  My soul craves the love withing all of us , its like food to the real me , the more i am the more i am the more i can be free, see some of us still belive freedom just aint free. trapping our shells in the physical plane , because we find our selfs  attached, to some kind of hate , some kind of pleasure, some kind of mate. Im ready to seek blinding truth, i see this in most of you, the truth is its in all of you  , we’ve been waiting for thousands of years. you and me are here fo this to be real „ oh kind eyes wont you come near?   something so pure about november rain all these feelings dwelling in it . Me and you etenerlly living in it.

i will write the sweetest of the words trying to comect to a whole
when my being begins to unfold

in this life you will
come to me
in this life you will run from me
but i will always be
i will always be one ...with  the sun , with the sun
and light will find me to that in which i lay\covered in bliss with you at my side
karoli baba the angel by my side
i will hold on to dear light close to my heart
i will be all that i am
which is all
i am the sun ,and the moon i am the air that guides the tide , i am all for which i love

quit thinking
quit thinking
quit thinking

let the size of the soul overcome your ego.
quit thinking
it happend earlier today\the meaning of it no longer
pertains to this second.

quit thinking
its in this second we find each other present
still in time we are endless
the possiblities
the possibilities
what can you do with the longest lasting second
infinite
is the light within , thank you o divine light
divine energy that flows through my heart
infinite perfection
runs through our veins creating life
eternal and forever whats laying behind the path
clear of illusions we see the light
/
just by taking this second and not letting it go by
with tomorows dreams , or todays compromise
let the soul breathe bright light
aware of the air
in love with the air
i lay in silence
witnessing the dream promised

living in the eternal moment my heart lays
awaken
shaken with the beauty of this second
tears grace what my heart is singing
pure love
the spirit of god within me
is where the present takes me

so lay still my love
write to me more

i can write for miles
or walk through minutes
whenever the splendor of loves divinity
comes splashing down rivers of  jazz songs

the delicate look of the pale sky
with droplets of water falling down
the faint taste to the air
that vision thousand years away

dark night
tropical wind in desert springs
infinite night
infinite light
palms dancing in the midnight air
pyrimids made of love

very  deep inside yourself
you find infinite deserts
infinite ways
infinite days
all under the bright sky
cosmic union of all things
remeber we are here
inlove with love
in love
cosmic light home to the sky
inside us
we hide
rip away
veil
rip through the tide
find the  time

be

be

--====
all that you are
===================LOVE

the beatuy within always reaches in , the feeling it provokes it never leaves me alone, just like stone it knows every word just like the feather flys whenever . Home  at last , home at last..  finnaly being home at last , just a few little thoughts before i take off, good day good day , in the most beautiful way.  Good day you have on your own way, ONE is the feeling i love best.. This life is just the most beautiful way , so much light coming our way. We found home lets stay with it.

in love you find love
healing starts

NOW
focus on your breath
set your intentions
in love with the forever sun
breath of life conscious  mind
aware of the life you make
heal with your thought
heal with your heart
two hearts in one merging towards all
angels at my side
uniting for the time to unveil our divine tale together
in love for a thousand and more years
we are here and this has to be real

love has just begun

The air outside is a reason to be mad , mad to live mad to be .

The sun leaves the sky yet again and a cloud of now comes near town

where our hearts beat and the moon keeps

the love webbing through the night

"and im floating in the most peculiar way"

where the inspiration comes its hard to let go

like magnets across the room ,

eyes across a room ,

hearts across the room

its hard to believe i don’t know you yet

your the most beautiful stranger in my eyes

not sure

if its lust alone .. for i barley know your name

but ill come see you again, my heart is shaken

just by the look your giving. but who knows

i might not see you again , and it will be perfectly okay

For the atmosphere is all i need, the intense beat of our hearts where for ever compassion lays the all knowing eye

the love in my heart

the sun in my sky

the moon to my night , ]

REMEMBER GOD REMEMBER GOD

REMEMBER GOD

is all i need and maybe a little stephen  stills to remember

life

”Don’t be angry - don’t be sad
Don’t sit crying over good times you’ve had”

and finding myself surrounded by

full of in the moment seekers

I have become undeniably mad for this world, for life its the taste of air

just like whitman

"The atmosphere is not a perfume, it has no taste of the distillation, it is odorless,
It is for my mouth forever, I am in love with it,
I will go to the bank by the wood and become undisguised and naked,
I am mad for it to be in contact with me.”

lines on a page fall
as past dreams flash my head
ancient nostalgia within
a seed before the sun

in the pyrimids
or flying high above
ancient soul
one soul
with all
child of the sun
i remember thee
you are so real to me
i am thee

high over the mountains or in the dessert of dreams
my dreams everywhere they take me
over rivers
and to vast seas
showing me how old we are

memories fail to detail the beauty of this tale
but experience of love
experience of feeling
ancending
o how divine is the breath in the hour we rest
any hour , anywhere
across eternity together
inlove with love
we see each other

listen to the sound of the eternal candle light
in the eternal present
into total awareness ,
be the flame within the light of the sun
you are one
dont limit the full power
of your creation
infinite is the size of your potential