O did I know how I
I
Went with out
Or with
Between this
In all of this
With out it all

Morning sees night
The tide
A sky of mountains
All mixed in one light
Looking for a whole
Im the mist and the fog
Waking to  pure rain
Life flashes once again
Everyfeeling like a tide
Raising over
An ancient shore
Been here before
But this time seems pure
Seen this before
In the mist of dreams and real events
But when I get lost in the rain
Temptation reaches in
Ego tries to fit in
Preety faces lie
but in the tide
the light
the cry
we see again
for ive never been happier , than when I see with these eyes
a whole world of lies
disappears before my own eyes
a rythim
a laugh
a sound
a thin blow or air
and all the senses fail
feeling again the simple joy of air
nothing something and nothing again
when
time happens
in most events  maybe lies where spilled where the bird laid a nest
and in the end
never regret anything that made you wake
for it has made you live
it has made you love
it has made you more
and im talking about any way the wind blows
I already see the beach between us
The sun
I
I live through it all
Big or small
Waiting for the wave to swallow it Whole
No remorse just letting the wind gently hit my nose

as i awake my soul comes to rest
i realize time never goes to waste picture
later never exist

Now i wake today and should i say tonight
with a sort of commitment to the night , to those bright stars breathing light , as time goes by , a promise to not let a second go by without practicing my lifes path
a sort of emergency is called for my work , a light transfusion webbing
      Now what matters to me the most is the work that is in everyday hope
a love awareness of todays world ,  compassion with everyday talk
knowledge and wisdom from the past , current and past angels by our sides
uniting for the time
soon our brains will become one
left and right
will seek one

Theres a couple of words
i found
in gods old nest

fall in  love with love
and cut through the maze

stop waiting for tomorrow
today will go to waste

now is the best moment
because later never comes next

before long i was melting away
in-between his legs
sleeping on his belly

just dying away
thinking how and why this circle extends

i find just like the night everything about you disappears
your smell takes me to yesterday or years away
but not a single moment is enough
its a life time to see you disappear .

The way i feel for you tonight grows in the morning .
as you kiss my head and send me to sleep
reminding me too much of how you are my dreams
taking me back to 6 months of our sleep

i find that the next morning it all disappears
i have been harsh i have been wrong
my love i was not honest with you at all
the words i said
were  to send you away
to keep your love away for its the guiltiest pleasure of them all

the sweet sting of your love , comes with venom
and to eat your sin

And watch it slowly devour me , watch it become me.

In what dimension did I imagine this
Not a very happy one. I pulled and brought this onto my cosmic dust

Im sure it’s a door. For it has brought me to a plane
They are good times and they are
Well they
are the ones i bare on my back every single day

A couple of sweet caress and the day you stabbed my heart with some sort of hell inducing sin
One most try to understand these words as they hit


How to get rid of this love
It is getting rid of me
For some reason you keep getting pushed into my realm of life

With each time of horrible down
. I think, you think we all think

It would be over

But as if some magnetic pull of thought brings you here
Every month , every day of every year
Consequently
Bringing us here , and you with some horrible sense of taste
Drag the devil on your tale.
Ofcourse it would be you , after all it is your favorite thing
You seek the feeling , as you may call it
Like a ******* animal

Im just wondering I what dimension this will happen , after a night like I know you had. How do you come to me with your sweet seducing lips and your wide eyes pulling out a guitar in the middle of some rich peoples parking lot

playing a melody you concealed in your memory of what i bring to you.

Ofcourse I will be melting in this reality.

How does this even happen
time after time  we have seen hell together

Rock and roll saves my life
Time after time
Theres something in the sound of god it sounds a lot like Hendrix

Stop touching my face
I can touch it all I want you’ll say
It’s hard
What if really funny hipster music helped me say this to you.

But maybe I should speak in your language
You’ve got some nerve coming here
You stoled it all give it back
Thom yorke reminds me of us
After all it reminds me of you


And as this happens my phone rings your name
It hurts
Its hard
You know you should
but you don’t

give it back
how to get rid of this love of mine
how to forget those nights I cried
his reality is in another time where he can separate the truth by hoping the future is kept.

what dimension am I living
I should be in Colombia
Col-OM-bia
My spiritual home to you I shall return.

I wirte to remember I remember to forget
It seems to work im tired of thinking of you

I even ignored your call
For today is the first day of many days where I attempt the so far impossible.

I will forget you.