this is maybe too cliche but whatever

i feel like i had more to say with this, but i couldn't find the words

sorry, this isn't even poetry really.  i just needed to get thoughts off my mind.  this'll be deleted in a few hours.  or at least by tomorrow night.

seriously though, florida makes falling love (or infatuation) way too easy and way too hard all at once.  on one hand, it's impossible not to because of beaches and icecream and warped tour and guitarists and corntoss and music scene that is way too good.  there are too many options and people and places and things to fall in love with.
meanwhile, you grow up watching all the summer romance movies and reading all the books and then reality is just like ***, nobody really cares about each other like that.  either your the best of friends or you get into a relationship and either you (a) suddenly hate each other, or (b) somebody wants to elope, leaving the other person feeling flattered but totally awkward and everything ends disastrously.  

and that's all.  sorry for the rant.

i don't even know what i'm trying to say anymore.  i have all these words in my head but they don't sound right out loud and wow migraines are no fun

it's spring and it's lovely out and the sun reminds me of summer and oh my gosh, time cannot go fast enough.  40 more days left.  only 26 of those are school days.  3 of those days are exam days.  
somebody teach me how to make time fly.

i've played too much guitar today.  my fingers hurt and i'm tired but the sadness won't go away.

(i wouldn't even mind
if you didn't take the time
to stay inside the lines)