To all my friends and families  
People who are close by.
I know you don't know why.
But my mind is growing too wild.

Unable to stay focused.
Keeping things unnoticed.
Hoping to be accomplished.
Making sure I'm saving till I'm extinguished.  

Beginning new adventures.
Applying for life's existence.
Judging without appearance.
I'm searching for myself, when some people already know where their place is.

I've been trying to make some changes.
I've been trying to escape these phases.
Uncontrollable emotions, confusing my devotions, holding back my ambitions to figure out what life is.

Hopefully things can stay lit.
Hopefully the right pieces can fit.
Clenching happiness at the end is just the dream we all live with.

I don't know why I can't understand this.
Being able to help other people but I can't help myself with my own ****.
I know it seems ridiculous.
No one seems to understand my explanations.

Dragging on my two legs, struggling to walk through this, been wanting to runaway from this but I know now that I might be over this.
Not sure what do and what to say, the only way I could express myself I pushed it away.

Maybe now I could figure out a way, scroll back to the beginning but start a new story, forgetting is the first step, regretting is the last step but I'm well over what's mandatory, maybe this is time to actually progress a new me, becoming who I want believing I am free.

Maybe I should stop wearing my watch so I can't tell the time anymore, at least then I can run things how I want to, creating my own time zone.

I was always jealous of you and him.
Looking beyond the love, I could always see the happiness within.
Kept me thinking there might be some kind of hope for me and her.
Even if we couldn't be together, at least be friends with her but my kind of hope isn't the same.
I think too much and it ends up causing me pain.

Wanting you to realise it doesn't have to be this way.
I still remember all the good times like it was yesterday.
Now we're in a new time and it's like you don't even know me but things can change, only if you just talk to me.
We always get left in a mad situation, this time I just want things to be different.

I know it's not hard to imagine, I'm unhappy and you're happier now.
This time last year, you were in love with me, I was in love with you, but I guess it is over for real now.
I can't turn back time to where I want to be, knowing who I was and who I wanted to be, was never happier with you but now I've never been more lonely.

I just wish you would know that I will always care about you.
It's difficult to tell you're personally but maybe deep down you know.

There's nothing more I want to be close to.
It took me galaxies to find you, you were light years away.
Now I've found you, my heart and soul will remain.

You are something like a sunrise, little bits of warm feelings, while the brightness melts my eyes.

At times when you are cold, I'll give you my warmth, from the depths of my soul.
No more you will be cold, as I take your hand to hold.
Sharing with you my heart, and giving you my soul.
Take these trophies of love and hope, then forever we will be lost in the limbo of love.


Alive now, while the after life I'll still be living.
For the power you have given me, without out you neither life is worth living.
No heaven, no hell, can keep us apart.
Our bond is so strong, we could rip universes apart.

You have taken someone lonely, and given them a chance.
To love someone, only hope would make it last.
Both of our hearts have gone, but they've traveled to the same place.
We've swapped souls with one another, slowing down to the same pace.
Together, we will last forever, we have all the time in the world.

Im just so grateful I found you.
Eternity will be our home.

I've been waiting for you all this time, I know your not in the right state of mind but if you gave me enough time, I could really show you what love means.

Like morning dew on leaves, your tears build up and your emotions release, I can make your heart happy again, nothing will ever stop me because your company is all I want in the end.

Maybe if you really understood what I've been saying all this time.
It's like ever since we first met, I knew that one day you will be mine.

If only things work out as I think they will, gradually over time my heart would have helped yours to heal, never have I stopped being there for you, never have I stopped thinking about you.

I just hope you understand that I have always loved you.
Always wanted to be by your side but I know the only thing that's stuck in my way is time.

Because after all, I'm just a lonely man, looking for a place to land, hoping I can build a future where happiness can flower and grow.

I know over time, it's harder to see but you soon start to realise that if you don't live your dreams, they begin to fade away, wishing for another day but it's too late to actually find a way.

Maybe I could hide away and leave when I'm ready, believing in greatness a long the way but focus my mind and make sure I take my time because the more I start to hope, the less I start to feel, drowning in my own sorrows, nothing feels real.

I've got to try lay loose, give up some time to figure out a way through this.
Maybe in the end I could reclaim my once found happiness.

It might take, a thousand years.
To love you, to be in you're arms.

I might seem, visibly clear.
But my heart, I want to share.

With a singal beat, you turn me to leaves.
And I'm flying, picked up by the breeze.


As I'm floating, in through the clouds.
I see the suns reflection, mirror of you're eyes.

I was blind, but now I see.
Something so beautiful, I have to keep.

No more time has shed, we can be together.
2 open hearts, closed into 1.

Now is forever, and the past is the past.
Your all I need, and I know everything will last.

Time could be fictional, but you're real to me.
At last we're together, and forever will be.

I'll be honest, I love you so much, sometimes I wish you were mine.
Time after time I've seen your beautiful smile.
Grown as a person, also evolved with style.

A million pictures could run through my mind.
And there will always be one of you.
You mean so much to me, deep down, my love is immortal for you.

There's no one I will love more.
From my outline to my core, there's is nothing I want more, than to see you happy.

I know I'm not the one for you.
But maybe one day you could see.
My love for you will multiply, if you were ever in love with me.

I hope this makes you smile in some way.
Knowing yesterday and today, may be a bad day.
But you can always read this to yourself.
Knowing you can feel better in some way.

You work so hard and your care is beyond measure.
People come and go but your a person someone would keep forever.
Forget rubies and gold, you are worth more than any kind of treasure.
You do everything friends are supposed do, be there for one and other, believing someone can go figure out their own positive goals.

It's my pleasure.
I doesn't matter what the weather.
I will find you, I will help you, I will always be there for you like you are always here for me.
Keeping me safe at night, keeping me warm when I sleep.

Things will feel hard when you walk alone but your mind is none the wiser.
Strengthening my soul with every encounter, giving me hope when I lack desire.  

The love I have you for you.
Is greater than any power.

The friend you are to me.
Means the world to me, lasting nothing but for eternity.