I never used to drink coffee
tea was my caffeine and i didn't need anything else
but coffee made me jittery. That
those jitters like love
could appear without the actual love,
Engaged me and let me know
brought me the Insight to stop with the pretending
Love?
No. it isn't.
It's coffee
The coffee that I made and drank from a White Mug
when no one else was around.
Not love.
Coffee
Chemicals
Not love.
there is my decision made for me
by me
not love
Coffee

Come on, now
darling, mine.
Work with me, head, and
stop.
You have become a
not
me
I have unKira-d
like the person i
was
Not "am" anymore
disappeared

Not sure if I was painted over or mixed
                                                                        in
                                                                             new colors new me;
                                                                                                               some still slightly seen
                                   No.

I have been Remade
Hello.
I am still Kira but now that kira has become me.
Kira.
Cuddly and Passionate,
or so They say
their Favorite,
but they haven't spoken to me since May
I don't believe those that think independence is the only way are very smart.
Because I am Lonely,
and it pains me
and how am
i
supposed to Succeed
when i feel like that?