'Do not be afraid'
They said to him
For there is no greater pain
Than that of death
And afterwards
As he looked grim
They took turns in telling him
That he would improve
Cancer
They repeated in his ears
Cancer
His brain chanted
It is eating me alive
But, as he looked up
At the ceiling
Of a sterile, cold
Hospital room
He realized they were wrong
The pain of death
Would sooner turn to a pleasure
Compared to the turmoil
Of his disease
Cancer
Again and again
They whispered to him
Hushing him
Lulling him to sleep with their evil, evil sighs
He did not believe their lies
The next day
He left the hospital room
He sat on the bus
And sat for hours
Going wherever
Fate wanted to take him
Everyday he did this
Everyday he tried to live
In another person's shoes
The bus driver's
The woman across the street
The man in the window,
At the motel down the road
He lived like they did
Until finally,
He realized
He did not want to live
Any life but his own
He went back to the hospital
He fought
He ached
He scarred
He broke down
And he won
Live no life but yours
He said to me as I wrote
Write any lives you want,
He repeated,
But live only yours