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Rae Lauren Feb 2016
My  heart jumps when I cross your path
Do you know that I love you the way I hate math?
Its funny how you don’t  get my jokes
Its probably cuz I always choke
You walk away when I just  want you to stay
Seeing you makes my whole entire day
Your body is like fine wine.
You got more incising  with age
But then you went and flipped the page
Rumors that you’re with her and not me
Crushed and destroyed my sanity
Spinning in a spiral of hate
So hurt I remember the date
When the grave was my fate
OD on some really heavy drugs
All because I never got that one  hug
I loved you but you never  felt the same
No wonder they say love is a dangerous game
Rae Lauren Jul 2015
Stay a while

Baby  why you playing with  my head
You aint like them other guys who just wanna get in bed

Because …

You wanna get to know me
You  appreciated my style
There are no ulterior motives
I hope you stay a while

Those  other guys don’t  wanna get to know me and whats really on my mind
They only wanna know  the color of my thighs
We whisper all night and talk all day
About what you love , I love
they all most seem the same
We both looking for that Will and Jada love
Not  that Monica and Bill love
Its  so refreshing
Its so unique
Your not like them other guys

Because

You wanna get to know me
You  appreciated my style
There are no ulterior motives
I really  hope you stay a while
Rae Lauren Jul 2015
Why does she keep doing this to herself?
Shes falling for a guy who only cares about himself
His only motive is to please whats in his pants
While this heart broken girl is giving him a chance
Giving him a peak at what he could have
She's insecure and is going out on a limb
Asking God

"Should I trust him ?"
Rae Lauren Jul 2015
Tell me, what is like to be loved?

Love is crying until you can't cry anymore?

Love is screaming at the walls until you are only a whisper?

I'm curious

Was I lied to?

Growing up you would

Submerge me in these love stories with fairy tale endings

I've learnt that

Those stories are examples of relationships that have a one and a million chance in coming true

Their just distractions from the real pain inside

So...

Show me, what its like  to be loved.

Love is driving a knife into your flesh?

Love is being humiliated by those say they love you?

Love is being ignored?

Love is drinking till dawn where you sorrows are forgotten?

I'm so Curious

I need to know.

Why weren't we prepared as little girls?

Why weren't we taught that Prince charming can actually break our hearts?

Why weren't we told that sometimes he never comes to deliver

True loves kiss?

Why weren't we told that ...?

I'm just curious

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