The Moon beams of moonlight,
It streams from out her soul,
It drips from her eyes,
She always makes me promises,
For now they rest untried,
But someday a moonrock,
Will decorate my finger,
And she shall stay forever by me,
And forever shall we linger.

The skyscrapers reach higher than my hands can go,
I stretch up higher,
Even stand on my tippytoes,
A bird descends to me,
A droplet falls from the sky,
I hold the bird in my arms,
And place the droplet in my eye,
So now that my arms are always warm,
And water will forever glisten in my eyes,
No one would come to realise,
When I've reached the end of my time.

I've loved you in many forms in this life,
And I am prepared to love you in the next,
We could've been sparrows,
Gliding with ease,
We should've been lilies,
Swaying in the breeze,
You could've been my sun,
And I would've been your moon,
You weren't supposed to leave,
I really needed you.

Must this serve as a constant reminder,
Saying capture her now,
Immaculately bind her,
Twist her limbs to a nothing,
Tie her to a rope,
Do this, and do that,
She splutters, she chokes,
But indeed, without her,
The night moves on,
And even without her smile,
The mornings go on,
Buried beneath the dirt,
Soon to arise,
I was once a moon,
The moon was once I,
But now I am gone,
Despite once lighting up the sky.

A piece of my heart,
A chunk of my soul,
Has been tied to her,
And it won't let go,
It feels as though we are one being,
Yet our minds share two different homes,
I watch her in sadness,
As she twinkles without me,
And I look at her with fondness,
When I know she's thinking of me,
But never should my hand reach out to hold her,
Never should I pull her to an embrace,
And so I'm stuck wondering,
If she will be mine again,
If she will be mine completely,
And not in some half, twisted way,
If maybe I am to die with her,
I wouldn't have it any other way.

So I sit while they prance along,
Along a meadow so bright,
They asked me to join them,
But my heart is bound by fright,
My garden is empty,
My flowers have died,
She plucked each one,
And planted them in her own garden bed,
So I sink to my knees,
I cry a heavy wail,
My flowers are all gone,
How can I prevail,
My rose has been snatched,
My lillies have been taken away,
Everything I've planted,
Has been sown away.

And if the skies were your waters,
And if jewels were embedded in your eyes,
Maybe by then,
Your treasure wouldn't taste like lies,
And if perhaps you had spoken,
For that which was right,
Then perhaps the guilt wouldn't eat at you,
Late in the night,
And if your soul could be seen on your face,
Would you still be as beautiful as you seem,
And if the debts you hold,
Could ever be repayed to me.

I was a tear
Streaming down her face
And I was a crystal
Illuminating a cave
I was a sparrow
I am a dove
And through all this
My sole memory
Was of my love
Where could she have gone
Where could she now stand
Is she oblivious
Of my search throughout the lands
And my nights melt into mornings
And so my mornings morph into days
Days and days of waiting
To be with her again.

Sometimes I cannot find the words,
For not a single word,
Nor a group,
Nor a scroll,
Could ever describe,
The love I hold.

I want to believe,
That we're more than just a sparse lie,
That it really was meant to be
You and I,
So I've sent a plea,
Up to the heavens,
And once my prayers are answered,
You'll be mine again.

Her life is not in the hands of her own,
She does not dictate it's course,
Nor does she see the untold,
And occasionally this eats at her,
Until she is hollow
Until her heart has holes,
And until her heart is the only one she wants to follow,
And although she occasionally does give into its whispers,
And although the pain lashes at her long after the deed is done,
A little hope reminds her,
That this life is not the only one,
That nothing her heart feels,
Is worth burning for eternity,
And that if it has been written
The moon will return to me.

Someday we'll meet,
Up in the heavens,
I'll run to you,
Past gardens lush and green,
And you'll rush to me,
Past sweetly tasting streams,
For perhaps this world,
Had kept us apart,
But now you're here,
You're no longer far,
And as we sit,
Beneath the cool canopy of a tree,
I'll remember all those nights,
In which my longing for you,
Kept picking at me,
And ill think of all the times,
You nearly slipped out of my life,
And perhaps I'll remember the day,
When I realised you couldn't be mine,
So all those years of my youth,
All that love that poured out of my soul,
It really must have been pointless,
No benefit at all,
And maybe we won't meet,
And I'll spend this life and the next without you,
And maybe I'll rot away,
Without ever siting besides you,
And of course the thought of this,
It drives me mad,
It makes me wish to tear the skies apart,
And cut up my own hands,
But my hands are not of invincible steel,
Nor are they mine to cut,
So I'll sit here hopeless, stupid,
A forgotten someone,
Waiting at an empty house,
I followed my heart blindly,
And it led me to the slaughter house

The sky is empty.
Not a moon in sight.
I recall all the dreams I've had,
I recall those times,
For indeed she was mine,
Once upon a time,
But now the fairytale has ended,
Reality has come crashing,
Ruining the moment we shared,
I cannot deny that I do care.
I do no know what it is about you,
I don't know why I must love you,
I've tried to ask my heart,
It simply declines,
Everything is tipping over,
You're on the other side,
If only I could reach you,
Without having to try,
And if only you would reach me,
Without me being right behind,
It was no coincidence,
I ensured our paths would meet,
Yet of this you don't know,
I'm an idiot indeed,
And now I sit,
As they all live on,
I'm stuck here,
Staying up until dawn,
You haunt me,
You drain my soul,
Perhaps if I didn't have to see you,
I'd be able to move on,
This love is merely pain,
It strikes at me again,
I've given you all that I could attain,
You've gone and ruined it again,
You don't see the effort the toil,
You don't know of it all,
You live on and I am stuck,
You move forward while I boil,
I wish I could leave this earth,
Find a place of upmost mirth,
Live up there right with the birds,
And not care about my worth,
Am I nothing more than your stare?
Am I worth nothing if you dont care?
Must my life revolve you?
Without you I've got nothing to look forward to,
Nothing to hold on to,
No star to wish upon,
I look to my side,
Once again to see you smile,
To my dismay,
You're gone.

Honeysuckle on a branch,
Elderflowers in the breeze,
Lillies swaying in the grass,
Roses presented from you to me.

Brightly colored coral on the ocean floor,
A laughing otter dances with me,
A shuffling crab along the shore,
A merwoman swims so free.

Embracing clouds oh way up high,
Singing birds tweeting through the morn,
The moon of course is mine all mine,
In the midst of this a flower is born.

And so I've found the beauty in everything,
I've harnessed it and made it mine,
And so I've done every possible thing,
But there's still no you and I

The moon is conflicted,
Her head aches from thinking,
Her heart pains in longing,
For she cannot be with her beloved,
She cannot hold him or be held,
Indeed she cannot even meet his eyes,
One of her closest approach her,
But this time at her they yell,
But oh what has she done,
Is she not human like you and I,
Does she not light the sky for us,
So that the terrors are chased,
And to aid us in sight,
But all this is forgotten,
Because of one small mistake,
Perhaps we never deserved the moon,
For indeed we've made her heart ache.

My fingers cold and frozen,
But my heart continues beating,
My head hurt and heavy,
Yet my lungs keep breathing,
Inhaling, exhaling,
A steady beating rhyme,
In, out, in out,
Tick goes the time,
But since I saw the moon,
Shining in the sky,
I offered her a special thing,
A ****** chunk of my heart,
Now in my mind her name rings,
And picks me apart,
No, it doesn't tear me,
It picks at me slow,
Like a little deer watching,
By a hunter her mother is shot,
She knows she could be next,
But run she dare not,
Since I offered that ****** chunk,
The moon and i have been intertwined,
But time and sin have seperated us,
Oh to love her just one time,
So perhaps I'll never get that chunk back,
And there will forever be a missing part of my heart,
A hole in it as it beats,
A mad woman as I larp,
So my heart keeps beating,
So that I may survive,
My my soul is long gone,
My spirit has died.

Once upon a dreary dream,
Came to me a love,
Unforseen,
I never thought Id love so,
I always thought,
They'd eventually go,
But now you're here,
And I can't get enough,
But now the moon is gone,
Amd the sky is dark,
All that I've built,
Has fallen apart,
All that I've made,
Unravels bit by bit,
Here it lies,
Broken and split.

Are you,
Are you,
Coming back to me?,
Oh I really can't bear it,
If you are to leave,
And when I look up,
In tedious search of the moon,
So that her moonlight can soothe me,
I am reminded of you,
A border of light surrounds her,
Gentle and robust,
Her song quietly reaches my ears,
Carried by a calming gust,
Oh and when I see the moon,
Twinkling and bright,
I swear I blink back tears,
And wish with all my might,
So perhaps maybe I'll reach her,
Perhaps she'll be mine,
And Perhaps I'll keep believing this,
Long after it is deemed a lie

WHEN HER MOONLIGHT,
SHONE FROM WITHIN,
AND MY HEART WENT,
GONE WITH THE WIND,
OH MY HEART SHE DOES DELIGHT,
MINE ALL MINE,
AND WHEN THE DEW DROPS,
FLOWED ON MY SKIN,
NOT A SINGLE THOUGHT,
ERUPTED IN MY MIND,
MINE ALL MINE,
AND NOW STARE,
INTO HER EYES,
AND AT HER LIPS,
THAT ONCE TOLD ME SHES MINE,
AND HAVE NO DOUBT,
AND NO FEAR,
THAT IT WAS MORE THAN LOVE,
THAT BROUGHT ME TO HER HERE.

The moons light,
It cannot be described,
It cannot be put into words,
Or carved into stone,
For sometimes the most beautiful things,
Are that which remain unknown.

The quiet summer breeze,
Has sworn to reach me,
The blissful morning birds,
Have promised to sing for me,
The stars have said,
That they'll forever shine on me,
But the dark has overtaken,
Their measly pleas,
The sweet breeze has vanished,
Leaving sickness in the air,
The birds have migrated,
Distracted by meaningless cares,
The stars have been silenced,
Distraught by their own affairs,
And so I find myself alone,
And so at the moon I stare.

The moon will never know how beautifully she shines,
She will never see her complete beauty,
Unless she views herself in my eyes,
Scattering her precious moonlight against a pond,
The little fishes gaze in awe,
The birds no longer sing nor tweet,
Instead they sit, observing this great, marvellous feat,
The moon is all that I love and all of my cares,
The moon so graceful so pure
I can't help but stare.

My moon she seems so far away,
As her dim light catches my gaze,
Shining down on me from above,
And remaining here long after i am gone,
I hope that all those I love,
Can see the Moon for who she really is,
A peaceful, calming sphere of light,
Shining and shining,
All throughout the night,
So as long as i live,
And until I die,
I have sworn to love my moon,
With all of my might.

A pretty glowing flower,
Just like her pretty glowing soul
For past what i remember,
My flower shone through it all,
She illuminated light
She gave me peace of mind,
But over time i started to forget,
That my flower wasn't really mine,
For others saw her beauty,
And flocked around to see,
And i was pushed towards the dark,
They took my flower from me,
But now i have learnt,
To love my flower with others,
Although i swear,
No one else could see her as i,
For i love her for more than her beauty,
I love her for her smile,
I hate to see sadness,
Fill her precious, precious eyes,
I hate to see her hurt,
I love to see her shine,
I love when she encompasses me,
I love when she's all around,
But now i know that she must leave,
Without her i'd rather drown,
You were my flower,
A beautiful flower of mine,
I love you with everything in me,
I hope our ruin wont be time.

She's pretty pretty
Don't you think so?
But of course,
Who else could realise,
Who else could notice her glow,
So while all of humanity lays dozing,
And while the birds lay silenced by the breeze,
Observe dear observer,
Seek that which you Seek,
Tilt your head up to the midnight canvas,
And speak to me,
I lay still and shining,
Beaming lights of moon,
Glowing and spinning and laughing,
As the stars whisper to me,
Writing and scribing,
Putting meaningless thoughts into words,
Look quick before the sun comes out,
For I shall have to bid farewell to thee.

Colour has been drained from my life,
My sky was once bright and blue,
My earth is now brown and dull,
The clouds are now Grey,
Despite once being as white as my skull,
But from within me,
Flourish flowers and kindness of pink,
And from my heart,
Red does drip
And in my chest,
Black has spread within me,
And in my head,
There lies the memory,
Of my once bright yellow meadows,
And my beautiful blue sky,
Even if some if these hues go against me,
I hope they will forever continue,
To brighten my life.

I recall countless moments,
I recall your promises to I,
But now time has spoken,
And your promises have been deemed lies,
Your tongue runs ahead of you,
You tie knots in places that should be set free,
Keep hold of your mouth,
And speak of only truth,
Spinning tales and myths,
You've wasted my youth,
A heinous act,
An immoral deed,
Keep hold of your mouth,
The knifes of your lies,
Have cut me deep.

The Moon and Mars,
Compete for my heart,
They do not earn my love,
Only my sadness,
They do not bring me comfort,
Only slight madness,
But I adore my moon to pieces,
And I miss my Mars all too much,
why can't I empty my mind of all cares,
Why must i think so much,
I think and rewind,
And rewind and think again,
Perhaps if I was different,
I'd be with both of them,
Perhaps then Mars would stay by me,
And the moon wouldn't see loving me as a chore,
I'm sorry I'm so sorry,
I've hurt you both once more,
But Mars twisted my perception,
And now I cannot think straight,
He picked at my flaws and imperfections,
And said " here, fix them"
But he never showed me how to fix such mistakes,
He never showed me kind nor gentle words,
And even if he did,
He wanted something more,
So then the moon arrived,
And she lit me a beautiful path,
But soon her light vanished,
Leaving me in the dark,
So I shouted and I yelled,
I cried and I screamed,
Until Saturn's hand,
Came to reach out for me,
She pulled me out of the gloom,
And sat me on her ring,
But now she's gone too,
What will this now bring,
She informed me that her orbit,
Would now consist of otherwise,
And when she saw this saddened me,
She told me not to cry,
She said she'd still come and visit,
That she'd still shine for me at night,
But it's been a few weeks,
And ive done nothing but cry,
So now I lay deserted by Mars and Saturn,
Waiting for the moon to shine,
But her moonlight burns my skin,
She won't be calming tonight,
So I hide behind a tree,
And talk to her from there,
So that she doesn't see my teary eyes,
And so that her heart I do not tear,
But what am I to do,
When I've hurt her clearly,
And how can I act,
When I cannot think clearly,
So now I am tired,
And my limbs have gone weary,
My sadness knows no causes nor faces,
And so I appear forever dreary.

But you said you loved the moon,
They why torment her so,
Continue like such and she will leave you,
Silently will she go,
She'll float to a different sky,
And shine on a different star,
I don't think I was ever worthy of her,
And so she's gone far,
I'm a stupid weight that heavies her,
I constrict her and hold her back,
So without me she is free,
And she wont ever come back,
Perhaps she thinks she loves me,
But I was never worthy of love,
Love was meant to hurt me,
And make me give up,
I've tried to love others,
Not in the same sense but still a love in its way,
But I take and I take and I give nothing,
So I should be cast away,
I hurt those I love,
I make them sad and regretful,
But i really did love my moon,
But of love itself,
I am forgetful.

Her eyes lit up again,
Tilting her head up to see me,
Full of love and full of wonder,
Her look never deceives me,
Her eyes twinkle,
Again and once more,
Her scent wafts around me,
Seeping in through my door,
Filling my head with dreams,
Giving me hearts for eyes,
Look at her glowing,
Look at her shine,
I've pledged to her a promise,
That she will forever be mine.

The moons orbit never seems to match mine,
But I've twisted my own orbit,
Countless times,
I've gone left as she does,
And when she turns so do I,
But after I change my orbit,
She changes again in front of my eyes,
Yet I cannot constrict her,
And tell her go along this way,
And no one is confiding me,
To twist and turn my shape,
But I've cut off corners of myself,
I've sliced of pieces of my soul,
So that I could follow her,
And she hasn't noticed at all,
When she sees me in her orbit,
She thinks of it as serendipity,
She does not cut from herself,
And so I'm binded in stupidity,
I want her to cut for me,
Without telling her to cut,
I don't want her hurt,
But perhaps hurt she must,
I cut off an arm,
Just to look into her eyes,
Yet she hasn't cut me anything,
And so I sit and cry,
But she isn't compelled,
To do any of the such,
But oh I'm tired,
From giving so much.

And I miss her cinnamon,

That fills the air,

And I love that cinnamon,

That she carries everywhere,

And her cinnamon loves me,

Just as she loves I,

And I hope this cinnamon scent,

Will remain for all my life.

The quiet summer breeze,
Has sworn to reach me,
The blissful morning birds,
Have promised to sing for me,
The stars have said,
That they'll forever shine on me,
But the dark has overtaken,
Their measly pleas,
The sweet breeze has vanished,
Leaving sickness in the air,
The birds have migrated,
Distracted by meaningless cares,
The stars have been silenced,
Distraught by their own affairs,
And so I find myself alone,
And so at the moon I stare.

I love the trees,
That sway in the breeze,
And I love the moon,
That shines just for me,
I love her glow,
I love her shine,
Oh please don't take,
From me what is mine,
Because ive loved her since forever,
Since the first crack of dawn,
And at her loss,
I will surely mourn,
So let her shine,
And let her stay,
And don't let her departure,
Ever be the case.

And I love my moon,
At whom I stare,
So long as I have her,
I could not care,
Let the sky be forever blue,
Let the flowers be bright and forever bloom,
Let the birds in the sky,
Come flying down to you,
Won't you say you need me too?
I've looked through this earth,
And found nothing but disdain,
So if my moon leaves,
If she turns away,
How could I be expected,
To ever love again.

I come and I go,
I leave as I please,
But a piece of me lingers,
A part of me screams,
MY HEART WONT MOVE ON,
IVE LOUDENED MY PLEA,
OH ILL KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR,
WON'T YOU ANSWER ME,
PLEASE DONT RUN AWAY,
IM TIRED OF CHASING,
OH PLEASE WONT YOU STAY,
ANOTHER PERSON YOURE FACING,
BUT I SWEAR TO IT,
THAT NO ONE LOVES YOU LIKE I,
I KNOW THAT THIS MAY HAUNT ME,
UNTIL I HAVE DIED.

Oh Look at this obscure thing I've found,
Dangling right off the edge of a cloud,
I hold it to my heart soft and sound,
Oh do come and see what I've found,
A little shell shiny and round,
Gold and captivating, simply profound,
I hold it dear to me, And ive made it my crown,
And I won't ever care, if at this others seem to frown,
My little golden shell, is not to be clowned,
But my star does not seem to ever be homebound,
And so I must return her now,
To the depths of her oceanly home is she bound,
And while I attempt to revive this deed, I hit a sharp ground,
My blood flows freely, without interruption nor sound,
And so I lay deserted, as my lips pale to blue and my hair dies to brown,
Oh to die so quietly, without ever making a sound.

I love the moons rays,
But as of now her rays will harm me,
I love her in every way,
She's always stood beside me,
But she knows this could cause me hurt,
And she knows leaving would cause me pain,
But I just miss everything she gave me,
I hope I haven't loved in vain,
And when I spent my days aching,
Wishing to berid this pain,
She soothed all my worries,
Made me believe I'm worthy of love again,
But if those around me,
Can drift away so easily,
And if anyone who's ever come to love me,
Has left me with such ease,
Then perhaps love is something,
I must watch from far away,
As everyone trades it,
But my love is thrown away.

Everything around me drifts away,
No one I love is meant to stay,
Go about your mornings,
Mourn throughout my days,
I miss what I appeared to have,
I miss him again and again,
But what could possibly,
Deem me worthy of love,
What could possibly,
Make me not give up,
I balance all these hopes atop my head,
But soon they are they to fall,
And if they break they cannot mend,
So let these hopes fall,
Let them shatter in dismay,
I've given everything,
There's nothing more to take.

I've died.
Again.
Silently without a threat,
I did not scream,
I did not wail,
I've died quietly,
Again.
Crying and pleading would make me nothing but a fool,
Begging to be seen would only make me a mule,
And so I will die silently,
And not make a sound,
Because ive cried to you before,
And you didn't turn around.