The sky is empty.
Not a moon in sight.
I recall all the dreams I've had,
I recall those times,
For indeed she was mine,
Once upon a time,
But now the fairytale has ended,
Reality has come crashing,
Ruining the moment we shared,
I cannot deny that I do care.
I do no know what it is about you,
I don't know why I must love you,
I've tried to ask my heart,
It simply declines,
Everything is tipping over,
You're on the other side,
If only I could reach you,
Without having to try,
And if only you would reach me,
Without me being right behind,
It was no coincidence,
I ensured our paths would meet,
Yet of this you don't know,
I'm an idiot indeed,
And now I sit,
As they all live on,
I'm stuck here,
Staying up until dawn,
You haunt me,
You drain my soul,
Perhaps if I didn't have to see you,
I'd be able to move on,
This love is merely pain,
It strikes at me again,
I've given you all that I could attain,
You've gone and ruined it again,
You don't see the effort the toil,
You don't know of it all,
You live on and I am stuck,
You move forward while I boil,
I wish I could leave this earth,
Find a place of upmost mirth,
Live up there right with the birds,
And not care about my worth,
Am I nothing more than your stare?
Am I worth nothing if you dont care?
Must my life revolve you?
Without you I've got nothing to look forward to,
Nothing to hold on to,
No star to wish upon,
I look to my side,
Once again to see you smile,
To my dismay,
You're gone.