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Rachel Sterling Dec 2010
Snow falls outside
the library lights go out as we walk out into it

study dates are a bit of an oxymoron aren’t they?
somehow simultaneously less date than study
less study than date

they’re the sort of thing
that leave you with more questions than answers
from calculus to what exactly was meant

we walk to my dorm
under lamp posts
and the ever present snow

a hug good-bye,
“goodnight,”
and he walks away

the snow falls more rapidly
we both turn back as if waiting
I swear I attend school in Narnia under the reign of the white witch
Rachel Sterling Dec 2010
Don’t think.
Just act.
Revel in the beauty of the moment.

Don’t think about what comes next.
Just feel.
Improvise: Play the melody by ear.

Don’t think about the illogic of it all.
Just love.
Rachel Sterling Dec 2010
I adore being called out.*
Honestly.
Nothing turns me on more
than a man who calls me on what I’m up to.
The man who sees every little awful,
awkward detail in me,
and turns them against me.
I adore the thrill*
of being gamed.
I enjoy having to work,
and making him work.
I love it.
I thrive on it.
*I live for it.
Rachel Sterling Dec 2010
I want to be blindsided

I want to be knocked on my proverbial ***

I want to relinquish control falling, hard, and fast laughing as I go.


He should be like-minded

He should be beautiful but a little bit crass

He should caress me awake, melting me with kisses soft and slow.


Mostly, I want to remember how to love
Maybe I don't ask enough
Rachel Sterling Nov 2010
need to get out

want to crawl out

I don't know how

to get out of me
Rachel Sterling Nov 2010
I'm looking down
I'm standing on the edge
the water is warm and waiting.

I don't dive in
that's what's sensible
but I can't do it

I just stand on the edge of the diving board
calm and collected in appearance
petrified

I don't want to dive
I don't want to feel the fall
I don't want to hit the surface

the water no longer seems inviting
though I'm shivering in the cold air
I'm a young girl again:

afraid to get in the water
afraid to feel its warmth
afraid to be comfortable

I turn and walk away.
Rachel Sterling Oct 2010
lend me your heart
just lend me your ears

                                         I will tear you apart
                                         I will play on your fears

lend me your lips
lend me your thighs

                                        I will give you my hips
                                        but then I will cry

lend me your arms
and lend me your shoulder

                                        I will do more harm
                                        I will simply grow colder

please lend me your soul
lend me your mind

                                        I will make you un-whole
                                        I will leave you behind

  
    you've always known I was a flight risk
Oh, how I do love the creativity that comes from being awake at odd hours.
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