As I look into your eyes,
Quickly you go and hide.
Lay to rest your fears,
Can't you see me?
I'm right here.
I want to love you,
But you first  must permit me,
Tonight,
Can we pretend that I matter?
Could you,
I mean,
Would you,
Act as though you care?
I hunger for your love,
Wrap me in your arms,
Founder me on your beautiful lies.
Tomorrow,
We will forget tonight.
Tonight,
Lets forget yesterday.
For your heart shines with the mornings light.
So,
Tonight,
Lets forget,
Tomorrow.

Sleep,
My bitter friend,
For when I am sleeping,
I am not ANGRY,
I am not LONELY,
I am not SAD,
I'M JUST ME.
It's waking to the nightmare that I live,
That I must concede.
Dreaming of you,
Playing,
Laughing,
Running,
Happy & Smiling,
And waking to...
NOTHING,
A hole in my heart,
NOTHING,
And and emptiness in my arms where you used to be.
nothing
Who really needs sleep?
It was getting old anyway.

Have you ever wanted something so bad,

Only to find it was never yours.

Have you ever dreamt of something so hard,

Only to find it was just a dream.

Have you ever,

Loved with all your heart,

And not been loved in return?

Have you ever.....

Loved, lived and lost?

At times it feels like you were never here,

Others,

Like you never went away.

There is not a minute that goes by,

When you don't cross my mind

Seven years ago today....

You made a choice,

No one heard your voice.

We never thought it would end like this.

I never imagined you would....

But ignorance is bliss.

Seven years ago today...

Turn The Page and Tears In Heaven,

I feel you watching over me.

One more time,

I want to see your face.

Seven years ago today...

You made a choice that took you off this earth.

You're gonna be an uncle,

Your name sake.

Seven years ago today...

You will never be far away.

I carry your soul in my soul,

And your heart in my heart.

I miss you brother of mine,

But we are never far apart.

I look into your eyes

I see what try to you hide.

I'm not your demise.

I want to love you!

To see everything inside.

I'm far from perfect,

I'm perfectly unperfect.

I don't try to deny who I am,

I want you to realize

Don't be scared

Don't back down.

If you don't put your heart out there,

It'll never be found

And I slowly turn from the mirror....

Rachel Scott