Sleepy eyes don't close
crossed eyes don't move
Loud mouth won't shut
I'm rich with no clothes
I'm dancing with no groove
I'm skinny with a gut
Smoking my days
Drinking my nights
Pale but soaking up rays
Free with no rights
I'm Boston
I'm Hollywood
Suicidal with no gun
And the *** is so good.

I was bumping bass
Living the fast pace
And in that case
Mom, I broke the vase
It made you shed the tears
That rolled down your face

Jittery and bubbly
Whats going on inside me
Smiles and what not
**** I was caught
Stumbling to a closer day
Oh there is always a way
But I'll fall and trip
The paper will rip
Writings not foreign
Joyous thoughts pour in
Of what could happen next

Different skin
It's this sin
It makes me think
Just water down this sink
Over this one night
With no light
Hopefully i just take flight

I love this feeling
Crawling around with you
Your wounds are still healing
And I don't know what to do
Am I jumping in to quick
Will I freeze in this place
Will you warm up and stick
Its easy for me to fall out of grace
My arms are open for you to fall
And im here to listen
I dont want to hit this wall
I want to kiss you and
I want to see your cute smiling face
But we should take this slower pace

I wear these stones
They are attached to my bones
They drag me down
To ***** my gown
I can blame this on you
But my hands are ***** too

Pieces coming together
Like you said the last piece of the puzzle
The others pulled me around on a tether
These feelings make my knees buckle
Soft and sweet kisses
Embrace my lips
With you I'd burn bridges
And when you grab my hips
It makes my heart do flips

Standing in this green world
Hand in hand with the master
Handing me handfuls of magic
Letting me enter his life

Mirrors are deceiving
Its not all the same on the other side
Smiling on one side
Dead on the other

He's there with me
Holding my hand
Laughing smiling loving
Giving him my most
Precious *****

I left that world
He was waiting on one side
Seeing the real me
Seeing that I changed

Going back wasn't the same
He was the same
I was back to what he knew
Slowly crumbling rocks they fall

Wanting that sweet feeling of before
Not wanting what is coming

The green world is falling apart
The cracks wont close up
The master is drifting away
His magic gone
And I'm here trying
To remember what love is

I'm not patient
I'll make myself known
To be an adolescent
At mind with tiny bones
Waiting for my beat down
From this reality
I'll still wear my crown
And wear no nationality

We fight for popularity
We get drunk with no clarity
Vote for the cuter man
In the background as a fan
We see the fake picture
Getting the long lecture
Snapping those bowls
Digging our holes
Little snapshot
Of the life we bought

I am this anger
Deep inside
Listening to a murmur
Said behind
I am this hate
I scorn alone
This burning fate
With a disgraceful tone
Ripping me apart
Limb from limb
Hating you from the start
You ***** me like a pin
I'll fight back
And die with honor
Love is what you lack
My spirit will walk taller

I have these maps
I have this plan
Bandages and wraps
That's when I ran
From this last fight
This time you broke it
My arm took flight
The skin it split
Drunken stupors
Black and blue
Locked doors
Leaving with morning dew

Thinking too fast, anticipating things that won't come. Nothing happens when you're young and dumb. The drugs take affect and for a second I had a stroke. **** wasn't moving, and my heart was pumping coke. Coughing up life forms of other planets. Sweating out feelings, and eating my hands. Killing the future and taking hits off foreign lands

Its music
that brings
me back
to myself

Its love
that makes
me cringe
in fear

Its him
who make
me smile
like a fool

Its all
of these
things that
make me
me

Am I asking for more
While I writhe on the floor
This **** ain't real
Layer by layer I peel
The inside exposed
Doors and windows closed
Losing my passion
For this action
Slowly falling out
Feeling more doubt
In myself
So I'll stay on your shelf
Collecting dust

Dancing and I trip
Caught off guard
Colors whip
People bombard
Fried and no control
Collapsed on the floor
I fell down the hole
Come open the door

Climbing up the ladder
But I feel like I dont matter
Feeding your self esteem
You rip me at the seam
I'm the only one who cares
Pulling at my hairs
I slap myself to awaken
Not everything is forsaken