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Rachael Judd Dec 2014
Im not here anymore,
My mind is lost
My heart is gone
Im searching to find my soul
Everyone has left me
And i am alone
There is no hope
There is no sain
Everyone is painless
Or filled with emptyness
I am emotionless
No grief
No sorrow
There's no happiness ethier
Its just another face
Another place.
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
YOUR TAKING THE AIR FROM MY LUNGS
I CANT TALK
I CANT BREATHE
I AM SUFFOCATING
IN THIS DARK ******* ROOM
YOU CALL MY LIFE.
I AM WATCHING, I AM WAITING FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY.
SOMEONE BREAK ME FREE
I AM STUCK
I CANT MOVE
PLEASE, RELEASE ME FROM THIS HELL
SOMEONE REACH OUT TO ME
I AM ALONE
AND NO ONE IS LISTENING.
I AM SCREAMING
BUT NO SOUND WILL COME OUT
I AM BREAKING DOWN
I AM ON MY KNEES
BUT THERE IS NO GOD
THERE IS NO ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS
YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN DOWN HERE,
AND THEY DON'T GIVE A **** WHO YOU WERE
YOU BELONG TO THEM
AND THEY WILL MAKE YOU SUFFER.
NO ONE CAN SAVE ME
*BECAUSE ITS ALL IN MY HEAD.
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
Look around you
This is it
This is your life
Are you living?
Or
Are you just watching life
as a passerby?
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
You texted me and said hello,
you told me i was so beautiful,
you said that you thought we would be perfect for eachother
you told me you liked me,
and i fell for you
boy, i fell hard.
Im stuck on you,
you wont leave my mind
your face is just constantly flashing across my eyes
I thought you were different
I thought you would treat me right, like I was royalty
but you threw dirt on me,
because obviously, if you gave two ***** about me,
you would be here right now
but your not.
You said you don't talk to me anymore because you get to busy and forget.
Well, sorry i just wasn't important enough.
I guess i never will be.
I told you about my past,
I think thats what drove you away.
Now you think I'm crazy,
and hell,
maybe I am,
but I am head over heels for you
and I don't know what to do,
because this was just a week ago.

*Im losing it.
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
Ghosts will follow us into the dark,
They will roam around in our hearts,
They will tell us beautiful words,
Then tear us apart.
They will try drown us,
But we know how to swim.
We shall not be put in shadows by our enemies,
We will rise from the darkness with our black shadows
And we will shine the light in their eyes,
We will burn them to the hell they came from.
Because we are not worthless.
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
Im tired of just surviving,
I want to live.
Make me feel something!
Anything.
Rachael Judd Dec 2014
Im losing my ******* mind
I dont know where its going
Or if I may find it again
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