Love is a drug
It pulls you in
It makes you happy
It takes you to an all time high
And then it drops
Before you know it you’re addicted
And on a random day or random night
It’s gone
They leave
All you’re left with is what feels like a drug withdrawal
That makes you feel crazy
Literally makes you feel sick
Sometimes it’ll have you even beg
Begging them to not leave
To please love you once more
Heart break hurts
Some get over it sooner than others
Some never do
But the ones who do repeat the cycle
Fall back into the hands of the love drug

sorry I haven't written much in a while I got real busy and have a lot on my plate, do y'all think I should keep writing

we all have a path in life
a road to follow if you will
mine was a broken road
paved will pain made to ****
any hope of a better life
because from birth i was stuck with a bill
i couldn't pay
for now i count my days
until
i find my destination

i dont know how to
be better than i am now
but i got to try

freedom is feeling
like you are your own
freedom is knowing
your decisions are yours
freedom is making
something for yourself
freedom is to be
for you and no one else
freedom is a lover
who never leaves you in tears
freedom is a dream
so quickly crushed but fear
freedom in a mind
free to think without pain
freedom is
not mine
im forever in chains

just because i said id take a bullet for you
didnt give you the right to shoot
just because i let you steal my heart
didnt mean you could tear it apart
just because you took my breath away
didnt make it ok for you to throw me away
just because you had my trust
didnt mean you could fill your heart with lust
but because you found another one
gives me every right to say were done

i dont fit my roles
i dont act right
and when i think late at night
how im not pretty or skinny
im not feminine or masculine
im not smart or dumb
im not crazy enough for help but not normal
im trapped in my mind
im unable to see
that its mine that
I AM just me
and thats all i ever have to be