I cannot ever give into despair
If I allow for the pain to overcome me
And swallow up all that I've become
That is no worse than accepting death
I've won this battle once, twice,
Countless times before,
Coming out worse for wear each time
And yet still fighting on the next day
The price of complacency is one I cannot afford, and I will fight this war until it kills me
heeyyyy so i've been severely depressed for a long while and i'm just now recovering from a nasty episode. writing helps me with keeping my emotions at bay, and i'm gonna really try to make a comeback on here.