Sometimes all the words in the world can't describe a single feeling but I see my whole future in your eyes although it might be uncertain I would Love if you were here for it.

I enter a transformation as I'm growing into the man I was meant to be

I'm in the clouds as you surrender your love to me with every delicate touch

This is more than what we anticipated and quite frankly we are building on each other

The thoughts of your love transpire into our vows being reciting amongst the close intimacy of our family

Your love is like a well taken care of flower
It grows everyday

I get pleasure from your soft lips as you ease in to kiss me once more

I love your more now than ever as I sit in the clouds thinking about the man I have become for you

Just know that my love will last and will never expire
As long as your here my heart you'll have
No excuses, no buts about it I'm in Love with you... Simple as that.

Hmmm. Getting a way sounds good
I need to find my gateway to getaway

Reason being everybody takes a little small piece of me everyday
Like I'm becoming deteriorated

I need to getaway because in this world you must look out for yourself and not worry about them other people

But what to do when you have a big heart
Big hearts get taken advantage of

Everyday everyone wants something and it's like when does it end

Fact is it never does until I do something about it

But what do I do?

Do I cut off loved ones stop doing things for friends or just vanish disappear

But what would that prove that I can run

I just rather getaway.
Getaway in my mind and in my heart.

I give so much of me but I never receive my pieces back but I don't know

I'll getaway someday somehow....  I'll find my happiness

We are all aligned and no matter what surface we are on we find balance within each other.
To the person who keeps me grounded...
To the person who I value as a individual...
To the person who I have genuine friendship with...

je t'aime

Half-naked and can't sleep, my glasses has hit the floor it's such a shame
As I Look over its 2 am, our love is about to transcend
This is our history for the future
Let's put it all out there

All my focus is on you, I can't sleep when I think about you
insomnia is in the air

Your love is within me, your warm embrace is near me
the moments when we are gasping for air
yea babe I just took you there
this love is a milestone and we will soon be playing our song
And
all my focus is on you, I can't sleep when I think about you

Scars remain from that painful experience
Shock is the look on my face as I begin wishing the clock will rewind
Emotions and fear are overlapping each other

Voices everywhere
And there is too much going on
It's that small thought in the back of my head still wondering
As I try to suppress the feelings by moving on
But
I'm human
Who am I fooling?

Broken hearts and stories still remain
Give it time, it shall heal everything

With all honesty, I can't believe this is your real life

You do nothing yet want so much out of life

Every step you take it's being proved that you won't amount to anything

And
I refuse to help and contribute to your negative attitude and ways

The irrelevancy in your life just cracks me up

Because
As the time passed by your face begin to flood with sickening tattoos

Your stuck in a daze wondering why and how your life has passed you by

With the first mark your purity was lost and your clarification on life was adjusted

Because I laughed from the jealous looks and the words "You think your better"

And In all actuality I'm not

I just decided not to waste my time and its obvious that I've outgrown you

But you'll be ok...... I think.

As the days grow gloomy, I still continue to have my faith
Faith outweighs any struggle
But struggling often comes too much as a second hand nature
No one knows about how hard it is because in the end there is still a smile
You may have never experienced hard work for yourself
But with a family to work for its challenging
Especially everyday when you're trying, dealing with irate people and the constant attack on yourself
We might know that person that wears the same clothes or
That friend that can't put food on the table
All you want to do is help
But we break down inside and let tears come to our eyes because of the funds that we can't provide
While steadily knowing that
Blessings linger in the shadow just when you're about to give up
Although it never crossed you're mind to do so
Because of the constant tug of war with the happiness and struggle
Yes, daydreams, daybreaks come when weary eyes, blistered feet, and  wounded arms, are continuously working without a break
It hurts after a while, like two 50 lb weights have been on your shoulders for hours--- so why keep going because there is a smile you want to see on somebody's face
Even though your frowning inside
Yea, it's not fair but that's life
We should have more happy days than struggling days
The struggle is trying to break free from these chains that have been built to hold you down
But you will soon get up
Looking at a brighter day
Knowing that it was there all along
With the smile you once knew you had that you can pass along and look back with the  restraints released
Yelling "I did it and I'm forever blessed"