I see this boy
Trapped in this small dark place
Everything is dark
He can’t go anywhere
There’s nothing but dark
Nothing except that little boy
Then the darkness starts to take over the boy
He tries to fight it
Fight for light
Fight for life
But the darkness still continues
Going for the heart
Going for complete darkness
And no chance for light
He fights it all he can
But its no use
It slowly takes over
Pain and regret hits him like a bullet to the chest
Falling into darkness more and more
But somehow he starts coming back
Back to light
There’s a girl
Light
The darkness starts to fade away
Saving the boy from the darkness
Bringing him back to life
Back to light
The darkness has disappeared
He’s pure light now
As long as the girl stays
He shall be light
But if she leaves
He could fall into the darkness
But then
The girl decides to leave
The boy begs her not to go
But she doesn’t get it
She keeps him alive
But she leaves anyway
Soon that boy of light
Starts to fade
Back to darkness
Then it starts
The darkness starts in again
Taking over faster
Soon its over
That boy of light
Is now darkness
No one can save him now
It’s the end for the boy
To ever see light again

your all alone and miserable
because you where busy making everyone happy
and while you where doing that
there were some giving the favor back
but you ignored it
wanting nothing of it
because your miserable with your life
because you make it that way
you may of gotten out of being shy and kept to yourself
but what you gotten into now is worse
you need to let go
stop trying to make everyone else happy
and make yourself happy
forget everything you have done
and just free your mind
but you wont cause your stubborn
and you're too stupid to let go of things like that
but who am i to judge
i'm nobody
just a figure of your ******* up mind
and you cant even get rid of me either
doesn't that tell you something at all
you probably just think that normal
when its really not
your stressed
yet you say that your not
your sick and hurt
yet you say your fine
you have gone blind to the things you don't want to see
you have gone deaf to the things you don't want to hear
straighten yourself out
and get the help you need
you already have the friends
you just need to put your mind to it

can i die yet
can i leave this dreadful world
so that i don't have to deal with the pain
all i want is for the suffering to go away
is that to much to ask for
i know you don't want me to die
but if i make you hate me
then you'll be able to let go of me
i'm sorry i couldn't be better than this
but that's just my flaw
i'm sorry to say that you were my only reason
my reason to live
and that reason is starting to run out
i may not last much longer
and there's nothing you can do
stopping me from doing this would be difficult
i'm sorry i wasn't a better friend
i love you
and there's not much left to say
forever in my dying memory
i love you

as i grab the gun
i shake in fear and say to myself
what am i doing
i'm still in love with you
and if i were to do this
i'd be killing you
by breaking your heart
forever wounding you
by our only love
and just the thought of it
makes me restless
knowing that you may die too
all because of me