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Quinn Aug 2013
I'm taking ten steps back
Figurativly speaking of course
Really I'm just going back
To all the old things that used to make me smile
A year or two ago
That seems
So very long ago
Yet
A day or two ago
The lines are blured
Quinn Aug 2013
Pent up so long within me they seem now to be tumbling off my tongue
Getting stuck between my teeth
I try to choke them down
Like I always do
But its usless
Quinn Aug 2013
I feel like my sadness has become my default mindset
And my negativity never ceases to amaze me
In the most putrid sense of the word
*Amaze
Quinn Aug 2013
The light fades to black
Chased away by demons
Each with their peircing gaze
With their razor sharp teeth
And claws for the ****
And the shred
To tear into the flesh
And to destroy
Everything you ever loved
Ever hoped for
Ever dreamed
Till, suddenly, your crying on the floor
And they're laughing
The awful sons of ******* are laughing at you
Shrill and condcending
They're laughing at your misery
At how pathetic you are
At your weakness
And most of all
At your pain
Soon that is all you can feel
Pain
And hurt
And torment
Because they remind you
It's what they exsist for
To remind you
Each and everyday you take in breath
Of how alone
How vulnerable you really are
And piece by piece
You break
And shatter
But no matter how many times you pick up the pieces
You will never
Ever
Truly be whole again
Never
Ever
But the pain soon fades
You become numb
Soon
When you are cold
And sleeping
Sleeping so soundly
Nothing could ever wake you
Or break you
Not anymore

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