Are human rights have been violated when we become quiet and can no longer voice our opinions without fearing of what's going to happen to us that is so ******* cruel!!!!

The way I walk its a crime
when I talk or dress in women attire its consider
a crime everything I do is consider a crime
why with me does everyone have to get so technical
what do you have to prove....I will forget anyway
me out of all people has to be the one who is targeted
and thrown away to the crub forget me not.

Sanctus satanas, sanctus                                                                         Dominus diabolus sabaoth                                                                                    satanas-venire                                                                                            satanas venire                                                                                                                         Ave, satanas, Ave satanas                                                                                                                       Tui sunt caeli                                                                                                                        Ave satanas.

As the moon shines my skin tingles and my senses
awaken, here on my own in my bed under the covers
looking out the upper higher window on this cold blistering night,
constantly worrying of the shiny moon and its phase.
As the moon shines the ocean sings a lullaby to put me to sleep.

He is the greatest gift on earth *** ******* lovely manly
ballyness and cockness you have no idea.

the colors I burn, the colors that flies
they burn bright, loud and proud my
rainbow colors.
but its not worth losing your life.

The feeling of being held hostage in a box
without anyway of escaping, free but still held hostage
how am I suppose to escape how am I suppose to be free???
do you understand that im in prisoned. Locked deep
inside my own mind confused and crazed out of my skull.

Falling into next week without knowing
which day i'll land on, finally waking up and
realizing that im not the only one whos suffering
these consequences let alone the judgment and
the price we pay for our freedom.
Hoping to be released from he clutches of this
scholars. Please I know you understand these things im
trying to tell you your playing with fire as we speak the
hours burn past, and that time is now lost.

The last one, The free, the locked away, the life
the secrecy the difference.
The optional sight the broken
the fully sane, the insane
I feel my sanity slipping away the more I think.

The looks
The style
The people
The risk
The crowd
The in crowd
The dangers
The Colors
Is life really worth it, all these opinions
People and their thoughts
ignorance.

The story repeats over and over again
in my mind I hear the tunes the words of
a soft voice, kind hearted angel singing to
me about life and how its going to be  
and what's going to happen to me. Bringing
me to my knees holding my heart feeling the pain
from the separating from my body to the afterlife
to my new life, Im slipping away.........As I watch myself
float away.

This cold feeling that cradles the side
of my skull, as my finger tips tingle from
the snow and ice that I lay in
awaken to red and blue flashing lights
under a brick built bridge.

Something so annoying, something so small
circling around me bugging constantly speaking
to me, why me out of all people target me
bug someone else, im tired of the hard times and struggles
of life, this has to end!!!!