The wind is so lucky
It gets to touch your hair
Your tears are so lucky
They get to stroke your cheek
The moon is so lucky
You smile at her light

Your beauty is incomparable
To anything I've seen
You have a red hot temper
Though I think I can deal

Maybe I'll get lucky like
The wind
Your tears
Or the moon

Maybe one day you'll love me
Or maybe I'll move on

You call to me
I want to run
It started out
As harmless fun

Now I'm in
Far to deep
You've stolen my light
My love, my sleep

I can't see beauty
In the world any more
There's just places
And people
And me on the floor

Why can't you
Leave me alone?
I'm a shadow of my old self
Just an empty clone

I'm so lost
I feel forgotten
You stalk me still

Ok you win
I've lost my will

Shades of gray
Clouds and rain

Rays of light
The will to fight

All we are
Is fleeting flames

Yet we are so fragile
So sensitive to pain

But we live to the fullest
Yet we strive to keep alive

A random face in a crowd
Just a drop in a big world

But we all feel important
In our own little worlds

Our problems are so little
Compared to the big picture

Yet we all still exist in our own little worlds

We were so beautiful
And sweet
Hands down
The cutest couple on the street

We were always

We were perfection
Divine

We were always

I loved you
You loved me
That's how its supposed to be

We were always

But now I sit here
All alone
Still in shock
Holding my phone

I guess we weren't always
Like I thought we were
You voice so calm
And so sure

You said
That things felt wrong
And for a while had been bad
I thought that things
Had been the best months I'd ever had

How did I not notice?
How did I not see?
Now I do
You had been slowly pulling away from me

We were
Almost always

Almost perfect
Almost forever
Almost lovely
Almost together

We were almost always

I can only cry
Under the cover of the night
Under the blanket of stars

If I cry during the day
You can spot my tears
From a mile away

So when the the sun down
The tears come out
And no one can see

During the day
I paint a smile on my face
And pretend that I'm alright

The moon is a spotlight
On my face tonight
As the tears fall down my cheeks

Tears that will continue to flow
Until my body can produce no more
Or until the sun comes up

A father
No hope
Yet he struggles on

Three children
And he has to keep his job

A mother
She left them
So selfish in her deeds

The father so loving
So attentive to the needs
Of his children
Who are so young and so naive

They would have no idea
For years to come
They have no idea
Of his selfless love

Their mother
She loves them
But not enough
Excuses, excuses
Why they cannot come
To stay with her

She's restless
Keep moving
Never stays in the same place

Her children
They love her
But can't remember her face

Three children
Now two
'Cause the other is long gone
She left to "fulfill her needs and wants"
Now mother and daughter
Not happy still
Doesn't matter though
They'll just pop another pill

The father still fights on
But married again
His children
They still have no idea
Of how much he loved them
Through those hard years

So much anger, worry and tears

A father
So strong
Teaching his kids
To fight on

His children
Now so strong
They now know how to fight

There are times when I mourn
The life I moved away from
I see pictures of my friends who
Have now moved on
Like I never existed
Occasionally we speak
But it's not like it used to be
So easy
No complications
We've known each other our whole lives
So why do I feel like a stranger
When I see their faces in a picture
Like I've been replaced
Like I'm just someone they used to know
And a memory very rarely thought of.
Am I just over thinking things?
Is this all in my head?
I hear how they miss me
But do they really?
Anyone can fake words.
I fake words.
My old life
The old places
The old friends
Maybe I should just move on.
They have.