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Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
Love to death
(&)
not a bit less

Live to love
(&)
gather faithfulness
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
This is really no poem for love
or pain that you and I suffered
its one and only purpose is
to express exactly how I feel
I think that people should meet
on unexpected places or say
something completely mad and
glorious at the same time
but they don't anymore
I believe that my life extracted
all the happiness from the world
and since I’m still not satisfied
I dwell inside allowing only
smallest sparks of me to fly
upwards in your imagined reality
I don’t know what tomorrow’s
gonna be like and I don’t want to
lie anymore that I care for all this stuff
I try to be glad for you
and wish you nothing but endless happiness
but my soul is lost and it doesn’t
really matter what I think or do or say
for only way to survive is to lie to everybody
including myself about the feelings deep inside
of how I don’t know how to cope with this pain
of mine or how to stop loving wrong women
or how to start loving you
All I hint is that tomorrow the sun is gonna shine
and if I ate it I would blind the world
motivating it to tear my insides to find it
and maybe in some dungeon people would
stumble upon my soul crawling
from the light of the sun
This is no ordinary poem
maybe not even poem at all
But I want you to know
that as long as I live I’ll be happy and there
for you
but then again maybe it doesn’t count for much
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
And soon- death
doses us with dreams
folding them with pale fingers
in our heads-
forget about my eyes
that day by day
spied your nakedness-
-forget about my hands
searching relentlessly upon
your perfect legs to find
the spot that made you laugh-
then with feeling that something’s lost
wander to places we’ve gone
only to find endless emptiness
hanging from heartless trees

if by chance you wake up early
offering your soul to cold breeze
I’ll be there quiet unnoticed
just like the highest hills
have stood without us for centuries
then look through me and
dreams be done
and soon- death
rises from the better worlds
to make us one and one
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
desperate me looked into windless
time of a day when birds rest in their nests
upon my blank mind silence spread
its flowery luminous wings
everything was calm as dust followed
the motionless moving of all beings
your gently hidden love disguised
by blue of the sky lingered just for a while
until perfectly stealing heart went on
to find more unlocked doors of happiness
and take slowly but patiently yet another’s hope
to love to live to believe
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
Falling star knocked the moon out of her course. There were floods and droughts. Somewhere above our hearts the sky was burning. We were helpless while universe watched. But it wasn't the worst that he's seen in mankind's age. He mildly remembers the times of war and hatred. Though however ****** the man was the anger seemed shallow to him. What he thought of was the million nights with starry skies made to make love. And while some did, others, like you and me, dwelled alone and empty inside watching the universe as he himself watched. The dark night showed only sorrowful face and silence lingered beneath the stars. Some thought about love that escaped their grasp, others felt lost caused not by the dark. And in both the universe saw the painting of pain as if souls could talk through their eyes. It is wonder that mankind thought the universe to understand the sole meaning of true solitude and despair. He came to realise that he too was the only one.
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
Shouldn't love in itself be simplest of beauty?

It is the circumstances that make it difficult, they say

But how do circumstances change love ?

Only love changes love
Jozef Vizdak Oct 2016
Every breath you take
I suffocate so you can breathe
Every small spot on your body
Screams for blood and so I bleed

When you fall I'm on the ground
To soothe your landing
Just to get you up again
Learning the lesson of giving

If I fell would you be there for me
Would you offer me your hand
Or would you leave me to myself
In this hostile hostile land ?

And if I told you I love you
Would you speak the same
Or would you look into my eyes
Leaving only speechless pain?
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