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Jozef Vizdak Jul 2016
I can’t write anymore
I can’t say one more word
I’ve done everything I could
in the present and the past...
past is still behind creeping
like a snake in a shadow
of a yellow rock in a desert

Future is long gone before
it had chance to spread its
fresh and lovely smell around
my lips and nose and eyes
It’s just a wasteland where
dead flowers grow into
the ground instead of
offering their colours to the sun

I don’t believe your love is gone
I can’t believe you moved on
It’s just this feeling inside me
yelling I lost something
but I can’t I can’t I can’t
let the voice be true
I can't
live my life without you
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Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
I watch you sleeping
in the morning
with little drops
of dew on your eyelids
the sun shines dim
through closed curtains
you breath as
gentle as universe spins
miniature birds fly
for us but dare not sing
as to not disturb you
their goddess of the Earth
and I look at the
center of my world
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Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
A little wooden doll springs
to life each night in my dream
in a wooden box hung
over firing hearth

Soon it’s gonna be over
and I would help but my
skin is glued to the chair
ripping it with flesh if I move

I’m crying and bleeding
from somewhere of my chest
where the tears are poison
coming to the hole in my heart

Eternity later helpless knocking stops
and life is taken by flame
that rises and slowly
fills the lightless room

It’s strange though for I’m
certain I see everything burning
but the world
just feels so cold**...
Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
Well she hasn't called for days
But there ain't no
There ain't no movin' forward
from her spell
There ain't no
There ain't no givin' up
As they say

Well she hasn't loved yet
There ain't no
There ain't no time to spare
And I pray
There ain't no
There ain't no obstacles for love
I love her everyday

Well she embraced the pain
There ain’t no
There ain’t no goin' back
Myself I fray
There ain’t no
There ain’t no hope
But sunlight coloured grey
Just a wordplay from 4.30 am
Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
Light gave itself to the blind
(forming the tones of a rainbow
in front of their souls)
but they did not know it
and being scared and scarred
by many a sound or touch
in their eternal night
forced on them in simplest
evilest waves of rain
(and choruses of thunder)
they rejected the perspective
forever in their halls of shadow
each one separately dwelling
on cold stones of time
with wheel spinning round
the world as explicitly
as the moon and the sun

Then when the Light left
in search for open shores
they felt a backstab on the
top of their spines (a gentle
pich that span their believes
out of line with the dark
in their hearts) but it was
just the closing starless night
(and it was far too late )
that brought false order
back to its unworthy place
(where it was then and now
and will be unchallenged
alone)
Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
Do you remember that starry
Night and the light shinning
On the other side of nowhere
Across the universe playing
Silently when the sky was the void?
Yes I do remember that night
When everything was already lost
And I never liked the song
To hell with all of them...
It pains me to hear
For I believed that song
Was absolutely holy real.
It all doesn't matter to us
I am drowning while you're
Ready to jump
In the beginning everything was lost.
Yes it was my friend and the
Hope that's yet to come
Is only a masked pain.
Everything's pain.
...

I'm sorry.
Me too.
Jozef Vizdak Jun 2016
Nothingness and nothing else
Young and old locking the doors
Pills designed to numb the pain
Mixed with *** and Mary Jane
No one's in there ever again
And even if you hear breathing
Don't mind it, don't bother knocking
It's just that wicked corpse
That drove the soul away
It's just that poisoned mouth
Wishing in whispers to die today
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