I have no regrets, trust you me.
But that doesn't mean I don't recognize when
I've done someone wrong, made a mistake,
or made the wrong choice.

it hit me harder than a hurricane
it finally hit me you're gone
you don't want to come back
and you won't come back
it hurts like hell but it gets easier


*i really hope it gets easier

What happened to "You can leave me as many times as you want, but I'm never leaving you"

You're the one that walked away
From someone who still loves you
Unconditionally and would do
Anything to see you smile
Someone that cares so much more
For you than they do for themselves
Who wants you happy
Who wants to know how your days been
You're the one that made the mistake
So I guess you were right
**You didn't and don't deserve me

I'm not o-*******-kay

Well I tried my best
My heart has been ripped out my chest
Nothing left but to cry
I'm sorry dear friend but I want to die
I've made my bed in which I lie
I don't understand, I don't know why
Maybe because you left me high and dry,
Maybe because you said goodbye
I won't[die]; it's fine, I'm just wandering in space
My mind and heart are in fast pace
How the hell is this 'okay'?
I wish the world would stop the noise
in my head; I just want to hear his voice
Oh how silly I'm being for a boy
that still brings me joy

Say you love me, I'm yours
Your smile and laugh are my cures
Didn't realize you'd be this immature
Go ahead, you have the floor
Tell me what you're looking for
"I'll never leave", you swore
Well there you went out the door

I'm used to it

I can't sleep in my room anymore
I feel like I suffocate in there
You're poison
You're toxic
You're everywhere I look
Get out
You said we'd be friends
But that's obviously not the case
I can't be sad anymore
This is just making me angry
I'd die for you, still
I'd live for you, still
I miss you, still
I love you, *still

i have no idea where i'd be without you
you breath air back in my lungs
you fill in the emptiness i feel with love, laughter, and life
you make my heart beat again
a day well spent is always a day spent with you
you can even make me feel better than music does
i can't describe the quality you have
to make me insanely happy when i feel my worst
my best friend, my soulmate, my partner in crime
and you do all this 3,000 miles away
**i have no idea where i'd be without you

everyone deserves a second chance
**but not for the same mistake

I thought that I wouldn't be happy with anyone else
I thought that it would last forever
I thought we were in love
I thought you'd miss me,
That you needed me
I thought wrong,
And I'm glad I did
I'd also like to think I wouldn't take you back if you tried
*But I don't know what I'd do

"She was the kind of girl God gave you young so you'd know loss for the rest of your life"

That is the saddest part when you lose someone you love- that person keeps changing. And later you wonder, is this the same person i lost?

Love lasts about seven years. That's how long it takes for the cells of the body to totally replace themselves.

i find it kind of funny
i find it kind of sad
the dreams in which i'm dying
are the best i've ever had

M,
i'm still thankful to this day for the courage
i had that one night
because in your own words:
"You saved my life"

maybe you're my heaven
maybe i'm your hell
maybe we're both stuck in between

I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
'Cause sometimes to stay alive you got to **** your mind

In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.

I'd rather fight with you
Than laugh with another

You should be kissed and often
And by someone who knows how

Think i'd meet someone like you
Think i'd fall in love with someone like you
Think i'd lose someone like you

It's getting bad again

I loved you yesterday
I loved you a year ago
I loved you today
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever

There was no sign of him
*But he was everywhere

I long to be your friend again,
Anything but the radio silence you give me.
But I look at you and I feel nothing but love
I still don't know how I'm supposed to
Make it all go away, the pain and love.
The memories still make me smile and might leave a
Bitter aftertaste, but I'd never regret anything.
I just look at you and feel nothing but love,
No amount of heartbreak or screams into nothingness
Will ever let me hate you, and I hope I never have to.
So until next time. . .

People dont forget about things that are important to them, *but you've done an awful lot of forgetting lately

I'm trying to be okay with closing
This chapter of my life away
But all these problems will still
Be here after midnight anyway

It breaks my fragile heart
Even further to go through
My 2015 best memories
And they're all with
Someone who I can't even
Recognize anymore

I miss kissing you whenever I wanted

The past is dead and buried.
You get nothing from living there.

I can't tell the difference between what's for the better and what's for the worst. At this point everything I do is to self-destruct.

I am destroying myself so others can't
It's a twisted kind of control but it's the only kind I got

I could be dead in a second
Everythings.... So.... Fragile....
Don't you realize that?

I feel like ****
And all i can do is... *Feel it

I had everything I wanted and I lost it all, hurts like ****

For anything you do in life
The smiles should always
Outweigh the tears and if
They don't, change the
Direction you're going in

The day you stop looking back is the day you can start moving on

I suppose it won't matter when I'm 38, but I'm upset about it [right now].

Take a look at what you see
Let me know if this right here
Is something you can have for years
*Tell me what you want from me

of the End.

Hollow and heartless
Just like you left me

The number of a day full of firsts
And the number of a day full of lasts

The only thing keeping me from escaping this horrible reality is you

every time we kiss
it still takes my breath
*a w a y

You can't fix yourself by breaking someone else

Of course, you're not happy
You're just too numb from your hellish life to feel the pain