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Dec 2015 · 267
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princessv Dec 2015
No mix of the 26 letters in the alphabet could ever
Fathom how much I love you
How much I miss you (all the time)
How much you mean to me
How much you matter
How much I'm proud of you
Just please don't go
*PLEASE DON'T GO
By don't go I mean don't die
It's bad enough we pretend we don't exist to each other
48/2 is 24 and 24 is Christmas Eve
Last years Christmas was the best, I hope somehow this year ends on a better note.
Dec 2015 · 257
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princessv Dec 2015
And those little smirks you do still gets me
But not as hard and I guess that's a start
**** this
Dec 2015 · 255
(Broken) Promises
princessv Dec 2015
"I'll never leave you"
"I'll always love you"
"I don't want to hurt you"
But you did leave
And you don't love me
And it always hurts,
Everything you do hurts
Especially talking to everyone else especially girls ******* **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** **** ****
It's a constant pain you ******* *** you know what hurts me and you do it all the time but i guess its unintentional now since im not yours and youre not mine and **** this
Dec 2015 · 194
Skins III
princessv Dec 2015
I had everything I wanted and I lost it all, hurts like ****
Tony stonem i ******* love skins.
Listen to: Idfc-  blackbear
Nov 2015 · 950
My favorite book
princessv Nov 2015
In order to move on, you must understand why you felt what you did and why you no longer need to feel it.
Five People you meet in Heaven
I'm trying but i hurts as bad as it did a month ago
Nov 2015 · 247
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princessv Nov 2015
I just want to know *why
Would it **** you to tell me one ******* word
Nov 2015 · 149
Skins II
princessv Nov 2015
I feel like ****
And all i can do is... *Feel it
Naomessss
Nov 2015 · 718
Self-destruct II
princessv Nov 2015
I am destroying myself so others can't
It's a twisted kind of control but it's the only kind I got
You're poison to my body every beat of my heart is making me worse... And worse
G E T O U T
Nov 2015 · 196
Skins
princessv Nov 2015
I could be dead in a second
Everythings.... So.... Fragile....
Don't you realize that?
Straight to voicemail
I guess ditto, i want to die at the thought of you now too
But im trying to stay alive, for you too
Nov 2015 · 201
Nowhere
princessv Nov 2015
There was no sign of him
*But he was everywhere
Everything I see, Taste, Feel, Hear, And Smell.
Everything reeks of you
Nov 2015 · 205
Needs
princessv Nov 2015
You should be kissed and often
And by someone who knows how
Gone w the wind
I cry everyday, and i miss you and i love you. Im still lost
Nov 2015 · 168
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princessv Nov 2015
I had 516 days of everything I wanted
How often do people get that lucky?
We couldve made it to 555...
I miss you
Nov 2015 · 198
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princessv Nov 2015
You can't fix yourself by breaking someone else
Since all you're worried about is yourself. Which you shouldnt be bc im worried enough for the both of us. This break up is maybe beneficial for you but its breaking tearing burning me
I hate to admit it's getting the best of me. Why cant i just hate you
Nov 2015 · 141
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princessv Nov 2015
If this was okay then how come
All I've felt is like dying
For a few weeks now
(And I assume you feel the same way)
Actions speak louder than words
I cant take it anymore
Nov 2015 · 128
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princessv Nov 2015
Maybe it's the changing of the season but I don't love you anymore
-Two door cinema club
Who am I kidding with this
Maybe I'm falling out of love but I still love you
I'm numb to the pain by now
I still miss you
Nov 2015 · 123
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princessv Nov 2015
We only have one life
And I want to live it with you
Nov 2015 · 132
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princessv Nov 2015
Your eyes are an ocean
I drown every time
I look into them
Every day I'm deeper than I was
The day before
I've forgotten how to swim
I miss you
And i miss you pawpaw i wish you were here
Nov 2015 · 260
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princessv Nov 2015
How are you supposed to fall out of love
I am so confused lost hurt I don't know what to do anymore it makes a month tomorrow when are you ever going to talk to me again
Nov 2015 · 184
Home
princessv Nov 2015
Home is wherever I'm with you
Home- Edward sharpe and the magnetic zeros
The song I listened to four hours everyday for a whole summer while falling for you
It popped into my head today it's really hard to not ******* cry
Seeing you talk to everyone else except me is just ******* fantastic
Nov 2015 · 208
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princessv Nov 2015
Every man has a breaking point
Shaw shank redemption lol
Applies to everyone
Nov 2015 · 449
Self-destruct
princessv Nov 2015
I can't tell the difference between what's for the better and what's for the worst. At this point everything I do is to self-destruct.
Accidentaly sent texts are the ******* worst, probably just making things worse but whatever and by "at this point" i mean since you ******* broke me
Nov 2015 · 475
Idk
princessv Nov 2015
Idk
What happened to "You can leave me as many times as you want, but I'm never leaving you"
Id like to get an explanation
****
Nov 2015 · 200
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princessv Nov 2015
Of course, you're not happy
You're just too numb from your hellish life to feel the pain
-Red (That 70s Show)
This show just rocks
Nov 2015 · 244
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princessv Nov 2015
You were in love with the idea of being with me
Not the reality of me
I hope we start talking again sometime soon
I miss you so much
Nov 2015 · 320
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princessv Nov 2015
Everybody knows that
A broken heart is blind
Little black submarine- the black keys
Nov 2015 · 1.1k
KK I
princessv Nov 2015
i have no idea where i'd be without you
you breath air back in my lungs
you fill in the emptiness i feel with love, laughter, and life
you make my heart beat again
a day well spent is always a day spent with you
you can even make me feel better than music does
i can't describe the quality you have
to make me insanely happy when i feel my worst
my best friend, my soulmate, my partner in crime
and you do all this 3,000 miles away
**i have no idea where i'd be without you
you're too young to have known such great heartbreak, sweetheart
i feel it- avid dancer is a GREAT song 10/10 recommend
Nov 2015 · 285
Nothing New
princessv Nov 2015
I loved you yesterday
I loved you a year ago
I loved you today
I love you tomorrow
I love you forever
another ****** day
for everyone i love pretty much
Nov 2015 · 238
Killing me softly
princessv Nov 2015
I can't sleep in my room anymore
I feel like I suffocate in there
You're poison
You're toxic
You're everywhere I look
Get out
You said we'd be friends
But that's obviously not the case
I can't be sad anymore
This is just making me angry
I'd die for you, still
I'd live for you, still
I miss you, still
I love you, *still
It's getting worse
I feel myself slowly lose sanity
It's been three ******* weeks
Nov 2015 · 164
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princessv Nov 2015
When you left, I wanted to **** myself. Thing is *you already had killed me.
Its been three ******* weeks
I miss you why cant we at least be friends ****
Nov 2015 · 158
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princessv Nov 2015
He does the one thing you couldn't do
*He actually listens
For two friends I got closer to this weekend
You'd always just drown it out or we'd fight if I spoke up
All I needed was you to ******* listen but now I'm done talking to you
Nov 2015 · 408
Stop and move
princessv Nov 2015
The day you stop looking back is the day you can start moving on
But i dont want to but im dying inside
You said youd still talk to me but you dont
What the ******* hell
The cold makes me miss you even more ****
Nov 2015 · 350
Tin man
princessv Nov 2015
Hollow and heartless
Just like you left me
Need to start forgetting
Nov 2015 · 300
You you you you you
princessv Nov 2015
Being with you was a dream
Still is
You hurt me but regardless I always forgive you
I could've lost you long before I even met you
And thank whoever is in charge of the universe
Because no one has ever made me as happy as you do
Please please don't go
You and I both don't want to know what would happen
If you left first

I know it's hard
I know it hurts
We both want to die but for different reasons
Just lean on me
For M
My dreamed ******* me up thinking it was a real life
And not sadly it wasn't with you M
I am torn in so many pieces
Nov 2015 · 355
Habits of my Heart
princessv Nov 2015
In a dark room in cold sheets
I can't feel a **** thing
I lost myself
Between your legs
Your medicine is in my head
You know I'd rather be alone
But then you call me on the phone

Oh the habits of my heart
I can't say no
It's ripping me apart
You get too close
You make it hard to let you go

I tell myself, I like that
When you tie my hands behind my back
You're confident I'll give you that
But if you love yourself, you can **** yourself
'Cause I'd rather be alone
But you're fragmented in my bones

Oh the habits of my heart
Jaymes Young
Nov 2015 · 187
dead end
princessv Nov 2015
what I want
what I need
what's wrong and
what's right
are never the same thing
because I care about everyone else's feelings
before mine
maybe I should be selfish instead of selfless
I don't know where to start to end all my problems
Nov 2015 · 254
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princessv Nov 2015
I like you*
It's as simple and as complicated as that
To better things I guess
Yesterday was a great day after a great weekend
Don't know how I got so lucky
Nov 2015 · 1.0k
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princessv Nov 2015
He was like an angel that fell from heaven


*But so was Lucifer
Idk just a lot on my mind
Nov 2015 · 148
Last of you
princessv Nov 2015
I thought that I wouldn't be happy with anyone else
I thought that it would last forever
I thought we were in love
I thought you'd miss me,
That you needed me
I thought wrong,
And I'm glad I did
I'd also like to think I wouldn't take you back if you tried
*But I don't know what I'd do
Losing someone doesn't seem as bad when you realize that you'll be okay eventually
I just don't want you dead
I tried to be friends with you and you don't try at all
Kissing him made me forget you and it was worth the try because now I know where I'm headed- if that makes sense. It does to me
Nov 2015 · 208
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princessv Nov 2015
I can resist anything *except temptation
-Oscar Wilde
From one perspective this weekend was great
But from another it was completely not
Idk just tired of ****
princessv Nov 2015
Take a look at what you see
Let me know if this right here
Is something you can have for years
*Tell me what you want from me
-good old war
(Band)
Nov 2015 · 185
hurricane
princessv Nov 2015
it hit me harder than a hurricane
it finally hit me you're gone
you don't want to come back
and you won't come back
it hurts like hell but it gets easier


*i really hope it gets easier
this weekend gave me a different perspective of things and it was full of firsts- and lasts
Oct 2015 · 131
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princessv Oct 2015
you realize how much you truly miss someone when something happens- good or bad- and the only person you want to tell is the one person who isn't there.
i ******* miss you
i miss us
my ******* hope can't die but I know it'll never happen again, no more me and you
How the **** can you just tell me it's okay when clearly it's not since we both want to ******* die please explain
Oct 2015 · 940
Love
princessv Oct 2015
Love lasts about seven years. That's how long it takes for the cells of the body to totally replace themselves.
i don't like the idea of a me without you
i don't know how to be okay with this
Oct 2015 · 275
Conflicted
princessv Oct 2015
You're killing me but you're why I'm trying to stay alive
and by now its clear we both broke the same promise
Oct 2015 · 292
SubMarIne
princessv Oct 2015
I suppose it won't matter when I'm 38, but I'm upset about it [right now].
stop ******* telling me it'll be okay in the ******* future
i am in the present and right now life is ****
it doesn't help to tell me it won't be **** when I'm older
this isn't directed at anyone specifically so don't feel 'hurt' or anything
Oct 2015 · 136
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princessv Oct 2015
"you hated [...] your life.
you were completely comfortable being miserable"
-comet
it says you but to me it says "i" instead
Oct 2015 · 900
"
princessv Oct 2015
"
I wonder whose arms I would run and fall into if I were drunk in a room with everyone I have ever loved
"
this includes non romantic love too
friends and such
Oct 2015 · 247
you 3
princessv Oct 2015
It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all
Im in love with you tiny
Oct 2015 · 436
-
princessv Oct 2015
-
we accept the love we think we deserve
-perks of being a wallflower
But I deserve more than the occasional glance
Oct 2015 · 296
you 2
princessv Oct 2015
Hell is loving you in my sleep and waking up alone
I miss you
I don't get sad I go straight to mad because I can't bear being sad anymore
Just another ****** week...
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