you finally spoke the words,
i knew were there all along,
and just like that
my hopes and dreams
were shattered
and yesterday
is a distant memory
and nothing will
                            ever
be the same
again

i loved you,
and i waited
and waited
but you never came,
isn't that awfully sad;
darling

it hurts you know,
loving you.
I'm forever wishing you were mine
but you're not
you never were.

i cry you know,
over you.
But of course they're wasted tears
because you don't care
you never will.

it's exhausting you know,
needing you.
Because how can i ever get better
when the antidote
is taken by someone else?