I'm so tired all the time

You never let me go
I need an escape

I can still see you in the shadows even when you aren’t there
How am I supposed to sleep?

You’re a distraction
I keep begging you to leave

You’re the only thing that's burning when the nights grow cold
Is it easier to stay here or is it easier to stay awake?

You’re a nightmare
I can see all of my fears when I look at you

I don’t know if you love me or you want me dead
Am I the only one you do this to?

Your face is imprinted on my brain
It makes me feel a little ******

Everytime you say you're gonna leave, that's when you get the best of me
Why can’t you leave me alone?

You're a devil in my brain whispering my name
I can't live my life when I'm thinking of you

The lights go up and I no longer see you, but I can feel you all the time
Is this going to happen for forever?

You turn into something I don't recognize
There's something wrong with me

Can somebody fix me?

It all came down to that night.
In one night,
Everything changed.

Light became dark.
Happy became sad.
Two became one.

The walls,
They closed in tight.
And the memories,
They faded black.

He’s here,
But he’s gone.
And I will never forget.

I want to forget.

I have to leave him here.
I can’t take him with me.
I can’t keep him.

Or can I ?
No.
I can’t.

In one night,
I lost my everything.