Bright- is the sky, on a crystal clear day
You run to see me, to see me this way
Life is blooming, its a sight to see
Your heart is pounding- busy as a bee

The flowers are blooming, soft and bright
The sun shines more loudly, magnificent light
The birds keep singing, then fly into view
While nature keeps on smiling- smiling back at you

As warmth grows around us- never to part
It grows inside me, right into my heart
Leaving winter behind- warming our souls
Letting life in, abandoning the cold

So this is the time- all wrapped up
Spring life is showing, bursting with love

Locked in this prison
For my own good
Forced to drink this poison
To do what I should

But when I lash out
Even the slightest bit
Their minds are filled with doubt
A cloud, black and thick

I'm a disgrace
To all of their kind
I'm just a monster-
Something to hide

I tried to save you
I really did
But nothing I did would do
I lost the bid

But now you're dead
Living in my dreams
You though you were ahead
And you ripped at the seams

A lost soul forever
Wandering this world for good
Things would've been so much better
Had you only done what you should

But for you
The secrets I hold
The things I do
Are not what I'm told

And now
My fate is tied
And just like you
I've lost my life

These burns on your arms
Seem worth the price
But in the game of life
we're only dice

Don't harm yourself
You wont come out to play
You will be placed on a shelf
So very, far away

What has this done for you?
But leave these scars forever
What else could they do?
But be the permanent reminder-
Of the pain inflicted on you?

There are so many
So insecure
Not sure who to love
Still searching for the cure

But me-
I'm just lucky
I've caught your heart
As you've caugh my own

I have this fear-
That I love you too much
That you'll be taken away
Leaving my heart in a rush

But I know-
That you're here to stay
The feelings you show-
Won't push you away

You thought this was over
You thought wrong
Hoping we would all
Just lightly play along

Your horrible words-
They're killing me
But why you say them
No one can see

Would you take them back
If you had the chance?
Or would you just stand there
Keeping this awful stance

I'm so lost
With not a clue
How am I to act?
What should I do?

All these lies
All about me
I could just die
So leave me be

Rumors are spread
Emotions are shared
Hateful words said
'Cause no one ever cared