I'm so sick of hearin it

Everyone says I put up a wall

Why bother tryin to achieve

Something real after what I saw

Ya know there's no respect

Yeah they may love each other

What would you prefer

If you had to choose one or the other

Love is only a mood

It's a ******* rollercoaster

Today it's all good

Tomorrow it's ******* over

So why set myself up

Just to let myself fall

I guess I just don't get it

I need more experience to make this call

Could love be worth all this

Is there gain with this pain

The lack of respect

This ludicrous shame

To each his own

So you decide

But as for me...

I'm gonna let this one slide

What he is

Ain’t what he’ll be

Just wait a while

Baby then you’ll see

Hit hard times

And he will change

This tale is old

They’re all the same

Don’t fall in love

It’ll tare you apart

Protect yourself baby

Block Cupid’s dart

It’s full of poison

It will make you believe

The complete opposite

From even what you see

Why did you trust me

I am the Devil's spawn

I begged you not to fall in love

I knew I'd hurt you all along

It was a matter of time

Before you saw the real me

Deep down inside I'm a huge mess

It's not a pretty scene

I don't know how you did it

You made Me fall in love

I don't even have a heart

I've been scorned from up above

You must have given me a piece of yours

I'm sorry you won't get it back

It's not the same anymore

It's damaged, corroded,

It looks disgusting and black

You have a gift that can't be mistaken

You do it over and over

And you will again with my replacement.

No more coke and hennessy

I'm just sippin on this mai tai

Chillin wit my girls

I'm checkin out this fly guy

He's workin up his nerve

But baby boy is so shy

Hold up here he comes

And **** girl he's so fine

Yep we're goin home now

Just him and I, he's all mine

I can't wait ta be alone now

He's got me feelin so high

And ya know it took him no time

Before he had me screamin "Oh My..."

He's tha best I eva had

And ya know this mama don't lie

He said he likes it rough

And yes ya know I do bite

Talk ***** to me daddy

And we'll keep this goin all night

This kittys been on lockdown

And her **** is feelin so tight

He's so smooth when he licks his lips

This **** has got me so right

Out tha door before I fall for him

And afta this ya know I just might

Dancin on this fool

I was gettin low low

When I looked across the room

I saw this **** cholo

He was all up on this girl

But his body sayin no no

Until he looked at me

He was G walkin real slow

Put his hands on mine

My body's feelin his flow

Dancin so serene

We was goin toe ta toe

Feelin so ****

Like a strippa gettin so low

He wants ta take me home

So I told my baby let's go

The way he kissed my neck

My heart was feelin like whoa

He put a spell on me

Now all I want is him yo

He was shaking and trembling

As he leaned and kissed me

He was shaking and trembling

As he got on one knee

He pulled out this paper

He wrote a whole speach

What was I hearing

From this love ******* leach

He said I was the one

He wanted to spend his life with

But I don't believe in fairytales

And this monogomy myth

You only think you love me

Because I'm so honest with you

And my honesty will never change

Just like I'll never be true

Please don't try to fix us

When there's nothing here to solve

Don't taint us with your *******

Don't let my loveless bliss disolve

I'm just keepin it real

I want more than just you

Trust this is better

I want you to see others too

As long as you can handle it

You'll stay thee man of my life

And you can always come home

After her at thee end of the night

No more chillin,

Just sweatin, I’m stressin

I’m rainin down blood from my eyes

Gotta be the best, Superior to the rest

I only wanna touch the skies

I’m bettin high stakes, make no mistake

On eggshells walkin through these land mines

I gotta be strong if I’m gonna prove him wrong

His looks alone pierce my heart like dull knives

I gotta change my ways to see different days

There’s more to me than just some good times

I never hurt so much til he walked in

But best believe he’s sendin me good vibes

There’s depth to his stares, he actually cares

My past lovers from himself he divides

He’s only givin tough love, no baby gloves

This aint a phase, he’s really changin both our lives

He told me passion is only a distraction

Who cares about your heart or the size

Results and achievments are what they want

But these are just a few words for the wise

Now I’m livin in better days, true to my new ways

I’ve released all these bindes and cut these ties

Now I’m just chillin,

No more sweatin, no stressin

I’m not goin back, no compramise.