Have you ever been in a car and just wanted another car
to crash onto yours?
just so you can get hurt,
just so you finally feel something,
just so you can finally die.
Do you just sit there and hope something hits your side?
that no one in the car gets hurt,
but you?
or is that just me?

If i met my seven year old self today,
what would i tell her,
would i warn her of the future,
of the bad things yet to come?
or would i leave her to be naive,
to keep having fun?
because my seven year old self,
believed the world a perfect place,
would she recognise herself,
when she looked into my face?
even though i've learnt so much more,
and seven years have passed since then,
i would give up everything i have,
to view life through her eyes again.