I don't want to be
Him, over there showing his scars off like some badass
Or her over there the loner, but beyond the truth she has more skeletons in her closet than you
Or the other person in the corner
Hiding from the world and thinks it's fine, but daylight is burning
Or the guy whose in denial, doesn't want to learn and thinks everything is fine In the current situation
I can't keep up
Seek what we sunk
Time lacks patience
But to define myself as a whole person
Accepting these perfect flaws and let them worsen
I have to chose and unwillingly
Have already chosen
You think you can beat me
See my flaw is not revenge its spite its the passion of proving you wrong the makes it ignite
I gotta remember
I'm not one of them
I have to be something different
Something better than
A person that text and goes on social media more than a 9 to 5 job to fill an aspiration
But I can't be the one who mocks those who social "medialize" and make my own words up just to show how pathetic they are
By far
I'm the worst
I dislike favoritism
So I can't fully tolerate relationships
And don't have the patience for lovey dovey antics
Or just some pet peeves
You don't have to end it I will leave
Oh and the self loathing
What a hypocrite am I
I go with whatever works instead or what my true self wants
A color without colors
However like you on facebook or you who have accomplished an amazing feet some much that an applause is needed
You are not special
And those who claim to be tied to no soul and blatantly put Yan in my life and theirs
You're not special
And through this raving and ranting of useless words making the sentences and sentences that make phrases to let me borrow the holy power of the context of these words
You are not special
It doesn't make a difference
I'm never going to be different
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 8:35 AM UTC
I don't want to be
Him, over there showing his scars off like some badass
Or her over there the loner, but beyond the truth she has more skeletons in her closet than you
Or the other person in the corner
Hiding from the world and thinks it's fine, but daylight is burning
Or the guy whose in denial, doesn't want to learn and thinks everything is fine In the current situation
I can't keep up
Seek what we sunk
Time lacks patience
But to define myself as a whole person
Accepting these perfect flaws and let them worsen
I have to chose and unwillingly
Have already chosen
You think you can beat me
See my flaw is not revenge its spite its the passion of proving you wrong the makes it ignite
I gotta remember
I'm not one of them
I have to be something different
Something better than
A person that text and goes on social media more than a 9 to 5 job to fill an aspiration
But I can't be the one who mocks those who social "medialize" and make my own words up just to show how pathetic they are
By far
I'm the worst
I dislike favoritism
So I can't fully tolerate relationships
And don't have the patience for lovey dovey antics
Or just some pet peeves
You don't have to end it I will leave
Oh and the self loathing
What a hypocrite am I
I go with whatever works instead or what my true self wants
A color without colors
However like you on facebook or you who have accomplished an amazing feet some much that an applause is needed
You are not special
And those who claim to be tied to no soul and blatantly put Yan in my life and theirs
You're not special
And through this raving and ranting of useless words making the sentences and sentences that make phrases to let me borrow the holy power of the context of these words
You are not special
It doesn't make a difference
I'm never going to be different
© copyright Matthew Marquis Xavier Donald 2014
P.s. Yan is salt in chinese
