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You have always felt a presence coming from your knife It called you To use it You take the blade And you cut into your flesh And the blood comes draining out You feel as though You want to drink it But you refrain You take the hand that bleeds You smear your blood across the mirror In your mind You want something Supernatural to happen Nothing You look in the mirror Blood still fresh on your blade You can almost see a smile You start to cry Because life Is never like the movies Or the songs It's dull How many times Have you used this same knife? It's over Never again You reach for a brush And start combing your hair Life ***** You get ready to take a shower You go to the bathroom Take off your clothes And get in the shower You decide You want to take a bubble bath instead You pour out the bath salts And wait for it to fill It's really warm You place your foot into the water It stings You submerge yourself And cover your body in bubbles You feel down the outer part of your thigh And scratch open your cuts that you made on your thigh It feels rough and smooth You relax and close your eyes You're thinking of that dream you had That nightmare You start to laugh a little You feel like crying You just scratch And cry softly Not loud Just Softly You wait there for a while And you sit up With bubbles across your skin Slowly falling down You reach for the plug Pull it out And just sit there Until the water's all gone You shiver a little You get up Open the curtain Mirror's fogged up And you squint at your reflection You leave the tub Approach the sink Naked Move your hands across the mirror Squint again Eww You grab your favorite towel And begin to dry off You start to put the robe back on And leave the bathroom There's still a little blood in the tub Slowly draining away You walk back into your room Shut the door Lock it Take off your robe Place it here Then your thigh is bleeding again from scratching it So you find a band aid And place it on your skin It falls off Meh You grab an over sized t-shirt Place it over your body Lay down in bed And check out your texts Nothing You kinda almost cry You plug in your phone And go to bed When you wake up the next morning You don't feel good Ehhh Headache You can't think You are just sitting up Staring At your door With your robe by it You breathe slowly Depressingly Like you Don't want to leave your bed You grab your phone Check it Nothing Huh You get out of bed Sit down on the floor Put your socks on Then your underwear Then you take off this t-shirt Put on a kinda cute shirt Put on some blue jeans You forgot to put your bra on So you take off your cute shirt Slowly get it on Wires start poking into your back You need a new bra Meh Put your cute shirt back on Head towards the bathroom Walk passed your sister You don't have any makeup on yet Maybe you can skip that today Ha No Open the bathroom door Start applying make up You mess up on the eyeliner Have to Do it again Half hour later Your brother's pounding on the door Hurry up in there Meh You start to move slower Hurry up in there You turn to face the door You think I hope you **** your pants You open the door Your brother looks ****** You just walk by him He slams the door All angry You're just shaking your head You knock on the door You say Hurry up in there I forgot my comb You wait for him to finish He opens the door You plug your nose And grab some bathroom spray and spray the hell out of the bathroom You then have to go to the bathroom now You shut and lock the door You sit down It's wet You want to ****** him now But you're too tired to **** So whatever You finish You get up You squint in the mirror You see a zit No You leave the bathroom Forgetting your comb You meant to say brush Not comb Meh Yeah I say that a lot Walking down stairs You go to the fridge No more mountain dew left ****** You shut the door Making a funny face Your mom says Ready for school? You say No Can I stay home I'm not feeling good She says What's wrong? I don't want to talk about it She says What's wrong sounding out her middle name as well Whatever She doesn't like her attitude She grabs her backpack Puts her shoes on And goes and waits for the school bus She just stares down the road And waits And waits And waits I could fall asleep waiting she yawns a little backpack on the ground with strap in hand Bus shows up She gets on Finds a seat With nobody Places her backpack down And a guy asks Can I sit here? She's like No He says ***** Meh She opens her book Starts reading Do you know how she feels right now?
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Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
Each Time You're Alone You Think About It
You have always felt a presence coming from your knife It called you To use it You take the blade And you cut into your flesh And the blood comes draining out You feel as though You want to drink it But you refrain You take the hand that bleeds You smear your blood across the mirror In your mind You want something Supernatural to happen Nothing You look in the mirror Blood still fresh on your blade You can almost see a smile You start to cry Because life Is never like the movies Or the songs It's dull How many times Have you used this same knife? It's over Never again You reach for a brush And start combing your hair Life ***** You get ready to take a shower You go to the bathroom Take off your clothes And get in the shower You decide You want to take a bubble bath instead You pour out the bath salts And wait for it to fill It's really warm You place your foot into the water It stings You submerge yourself And cover your body in bubbles You feel down the outer part of your thigh And scratch open your cuts that you made on your thigh It feels rough and smooth You relax and close your eyes You're thinking of that dream you had That nightmare You start to laugh a little You feel like crying You just scratch And cry softly Not loud Just Softly You wait there for a while And you sit up With bubbles across your skin Slowly falling down You reach for the plug Pull it out And just sit there Until the water's all gone You shiver a little You get up Open the curtain Mirror's fogged up And you squint at your reflection You leave the tub Approach the sink Naked Move your hands across the mirror Squint again Eww You grab your favorite towel And begin to dry off You start to put the robe back on And leave the bathroom There's still a little blood in the tub Slowly draining away You walk back into your room Shut the door Lock it Take off your robe Place it here Then your thigh is bleeding again from scratching it So you find a band aid And place it on your skin It falls off Meh You grab an over sized t-shirt Place it over your body Lay down in bed And check out your texts Nothing You kinda almost cry You plug in your phone And go to bed When you wake up the next morning You don't feel good Ehhh Headache You can't think You are just sitting up Staring At your door With your robe by it You breathe slowly Depressingly Like you Don't want to leave your bed You grab your phone Check it Nothing Huh You get out of bed Sit down on the floor Put your socks on Then your underwear Then you take off this t-shirt Put on a kinda cute shirt Put on some blue jeans You forgot to put your bra on So you take off your cute shirt Slowly get it on Wires start poking into your back You need a new bra Meh Put your cute shirt back on Head towards the bathroom Walk passed your sister You don't have any makeup on yet Maybe you can skip that today Ha No Open the bathroom door Start applying make up You mess up on the eyeliner Have to Do it again Half hour later Your brother's pounding on the door Hurry up in there Meh You start to move slower Hurry up in there You turn to face the door You think I hope you **** your pants You open the door Your brother looks ****** You just walk by him He slams the door All angry You're just shaking your head You knock on the door You say Hurry up in there I forgot my comb You wait for him to finish He opens the door You plug your nose And grab some bathroom spray and spray the hell out of the bathroom You then have to go to the bathroom now You shut and lock the door You sit down It's wet You want to ****** him now But you're too tired to **** So whatever You finish You get up You squint in the mirror You see a zit No You leave the bathroom Forgetting your comb You meant to say brush Not comb Meh Yeah I say that a lot Walking down stairs You go to the fridge No more mountain dew left ****** You shut the door Making a funny face Your mom says Ready for school? You say No Can I stay home I'm not feeling good She says What's wrong? I don't want to talk about it She says What's wrong sounding out her middle name as well Whatever She doesn't like her attitude She grabs her backpack Puts her shoes on And goes and waits for the school bus She just stares down the road And waits And waits And waits I could fall asleep waiting she yawns a little backpack on the ground with strap in hand Bus shows up She gets on Finds a seat With nobody Places her backpack down And a guy asks Can I sit here? She's like No He says ***** Meh She opens her book Starts reading Do you know how she feels right now?
#life#real
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bobbie-bachelor
Dec 8, 2014
Dec 8, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
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