bobbie-bachelor - Hello Poetry

What is there to do with all these men around taking your girls? If only we could **** them mwahahahaha Of all the **** they put us through With their ****** terrible 'conversations' with us From egg to duck to goose What do you have to lose? If you were trapped in a closet your whole life then why didn't you just stay in your mom's belly? Were you pushed out for a reason? Each time you're alone you think about it And the only thing you need to fear is losing your family If they love you they will understand And if they hate you you'll know the truth and they won't be able to say that they love you anymore That is because your family is not gonna love you Who knew? And you have family in the spirit so go find them If you don't believe me then they'll find you And keep hoping even without them And don't worry if they never want to see your face again And don't ever go back to them once you know the truth And just leave and search for your new family You know your real family is the one that still loves you and not the one you're born into And I know you cling What is past is past so trash it If you don't you'll die because you'll suffocate to death from their hate What family do you want today? To be with someone who tries to change you or one that accepts you for who you are? And they're out there And when you feel it there you shall find it Mocking words will no longer hurt you Telling the truth is hard but it's the only way to heal the broken hearted Even if you were on death row if you could feel someone loved you someone would be by your side that instant You are loved more than you know But first you have to feel it And believe it yourself And don't worry because you'll see With all that you are you need to feel this What you need to do is cross these lines These are not your true fathers and mothers Who rejected you Do look for your spirit tree Call out for help because someone is listening And you will see What is better than blood

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC

What Should A Lesbian Do?

What is there to do with all these men around taking your girls? If only we could **** them mwahahahaha Of all the **** they put us through With their ****** terrible 'conversations' with us From egg to duck to goose What do you have to lose? If you were trapped in a closet your whole life then why didn't you just stay in your mom's belly? Were you pushed out for a reason? Each time you're alone you think about it And the only thing you need to fear is losing your family If they love you they will understand And if they hate you you'll know the truth and they won't be able to say that they love you anymore That is because your family is not gonna love you Who knew? And you have family in the spirit so go find them If you don't believe me then they'll find you And keep hoping even without them And don't worry if they never want to see your face again And don't ever go back to them once you know the truth And just leave and search for your new family You know your real family is the one that still loves you and not the one you're born into And I know you cling What is past is past so trash it If you don't you'll die because you'll suffocate to death from their hate What family do you want today? To be with someone who tries to change you or one that accepts you for who you are? And they're out there And when you feel it there you shall find it Mocking words will no longer hurt you Telling the truth is hard but it's the only way to heal the broken hearted Even if you were on death row if you could feel someone loved you someone would be by your side that instant You are loved more than you know But first you have to feel it And believe it yourself And don't worry because you'll see With all that you are you need to feel this What you need to do is cross these lines These are not your true fathers and mothers Who rejected you Do look for your spirit tree Call out for help because someone is listening And you will see What is better than blood

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I just lay my head down sometimes Because It just becomes too much To deal with It's like I can't feel whole Like something important is missing I'm just left with this Feeling Like I don't know anymore

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC

What Is There To Do With All These Men Around Taking Your Girls?

I just lay my head down sometimes Because It just becomes too much To deal with It's like I can't feel whole Like something important is missing I'm just left with this Feeling Like I don't know anymore

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It's these eyes That I have That make me feel Broken and sad Empty And scared I can't even think I'm just writing And feeling The tip of this eraser Upon my fingers And then Inspiration Dyes Blood

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 8:48 PM UTC

If Only We Could **** Them Mwahahahaha

It's these eyes That I have That make me feel Broken and sad Empty And scared I can't even think I'm just writing And feeling The tip of this eraser Upon my fingers And then Inspiration Dyes Blood

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Crank up the music Rock on Move around Don't be afraid It's okay to cry When there's no more rain

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 8:37 PM UTC

Of All The **** They Put Us Through

Crank up the music Rock on Move around Don't be afraid It's okay to cry When there's no more rain

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I was drinking some grape soda We ran out of mountain dew again

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 8:26 PM UTC

With Their ****** Terrible 'Conversations' With Us

I was drinking some grape soda We ran out of mountain dew again

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If you had Only one calendar And one ornament for your Christmas tree Would you Count each day before Christmas Or just Open it today?

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 7:40 PM UTC

From Egg To Duck To Goose

If you had Only one calendar And one ornament for your Christmas tree Would you Count each day before Christmas Or just Open it today?

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I stand on the scale I look at the number I'm fat I way over 140lbs What am I doing wrong? I barely eat anything She steps off the scale Walks over to the counter And opens the cupboard Peanut butter She untwists the twisty ties Grabs two pieces of white bread Places them in the toaster slots Pulls down the lever For ten seconds Pulls it up Pulls it down Waits ten more seconds Pulls it up Takes it out Spreads the peanutty butter across the crisp edges Starts eating it Nom nom nom Her dog moves close to the counter And begs She walks away Drops a few crumbs And the dog eats it up And follows her into the living room And looks up Nom nom nom nom She just looks at the dog Puts her bare foot against his nose Which is cold And the dog doesn't even move Sticks his tongue outside his mouth And breathes quickly Stupid She puts her foot back down And moves it against the rug a few times Then walks into the kitchen And opens a bag Of salt and vinegar chips Starts eating them Nom nom nom nom Dog catches the crumbs and slides against the kitchen floor She walks back upstairs And the dog follows her To her room She shuts the door And the dog starts scratching through the bottom And barks She just lays in her bed Eating The dog barks again She opens the door And pushes him With her right foot Down the stairs He tumbles down the stairs and hits the kitchen floor He races back up Gets pushed back down Dog runs away She walks towards the bathroom And uses the other scale And she sees that it says 141 lbs I've only been eating for a few minutes Errrr She closes the bag of chips And stomps downstairs And places the bag on the counter Dog waits in the living room Right next to the kitchen His food bowl is empty No water

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 6:49 PM UTC

What Do You Have To Lose?

I stand on the scale I look at the number I'm fat I way over 140lbs What am I doing wrong? I barely eat anything She steps off the scale Walks over to the counter And opens the cupboard Peanut butter She untwists the twisty ties Grabs two pieces of white bread Places them in the toaster slots Pulls down the lever For ten seconds Pulls it up Pulls it down Waits ten more seconds Pulls it up Takes it out Spreads the peanutty butter across the crisp edges Starts eating it Nom nom nom Her dog moves close to the counter And begs She walks away Drops a few crumbs And the dog eats it up And follows her into the living room And looks up Nom nom nom nom She just looks at the dog Puts her bare foot against his nose Which is cold And the dog doesn't even move Sticks his tongue outside his mouth And breathes quickly Stupid She puts her foot back down And moves it against the rug a few times Then walks into the kitchen And opens a bag Of salt and vinegar chips Starts eating them Nom nom nom nom Dog catches the crumbs and slides against the kitchen floor She walks back upstairs And the dog follows her To her room She shuts the door And the dog starts scratching through the bottom And barks She just lays in her bed Eating The dog barks again She opens the door And pushes him With her right foot Down the stairs He tumbles down the stairs and hits the kitchen floor He races back up Gets pushed back down Dog runs away She walks towards the bathroom And uses the other scale And she sees that it says 141 lbs I've only been eating for a few minutes Errrr She closes the bag of chips And stomps downstairs And places the bag on the counter Dog waits in the living room Right next to the kitchen His food bowl is empty No water

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She walked outside to get a breath of fresh air She saw that there was snow on the ground But she didn't have a jacket on Just a skirt With nylon leggings The wind started to blow And she felt the snow Blow her around And then it stopped She shut the door And went back inside She walked over to the computer And sat down in a wooden chair And kind of shivered a little As the snow was melting on her hair She moved her head back and forth really quickly And shaked the snow off of her hair I don't look pretty she giggled She kind of smoothed out her hair With her hands And curled it around her fingertips Then she felt kinda hungry And left her chair And started sliding a little She got to the refrigerator door She looked around And there was a mountain dew Yeah She turned around quickly And was spinning And got a little dizzy She drank her mountain dew And burped I'm drunk She staggered back to the wooden chair And set her pop by the computer Which she's not suppose to do But always does anyways Hmmm Hmmm Hmm Hmm Hmmm Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmm She clicked on a video on youtube And clicked out really quick And made a sour face and squinted She typed something else in She looked down the screen Scrolled down Double clicked Waiting for it to load Clicked out Didn't load She kinda got a little upset And grabbed her mountain dew Got up from the computer And smashed her knees against the stupid computer thingy Spilled a little mountain dew on her skirt Whatever She grabbed her mountain dew Held it by the inner tab And spun around slowly Didn't cut herself Spinned around again Heart racing Didn't cut herself Slowly took her pointer finger out And started drinking again She walked into the living room Going Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmm Sat down on the couch With her kitten in the kitchen By the computer She turned the tv on And watched spongebob squarepants It was in the middle of the episode where mermaid man was saying Evil Eeeeevil She just sipped her mountain dew quickly And didn't swallow it right away Then she rubbed her feet against the ground And her kitten Hopped away from the kitchen And waited by her feet She looked down Made a face And placed her foot on top of her kitty's head And the kitten backed off and bumped into the tv While the episode of spongebob was still playing She changed the channel Started kicking her feet Back and forth Without touching the ground She looked outside And the snow was blowing harder So she got off of the coach Opened the door And felt the snow blow against her skin again She shivered again Shut the door Shaked her head Brushed down her hair Ran into the kitchen Then ran back upstairs To her room Turned around And the kitten was at the bottom of the steps She shut the door quickly Fell to the ground And looked under the door And saw the kitten She came close to the door And pawed at it a little Then hopped back down stairs On the last step Tumbled She's left alone a lot That's why she's so strange She felt her stomach make a hungry noise She was craving tacos I wonder if there's any leftover tacos from yesterday in the fridge She walks downstairs Slides to the fridge Kitten hops away She opens the door Nothing She shuts the door Slides back to the computer Sat down And started to feel really bored Then got out of the chair Walked over to the door And felt it with her hand Without opening it It was cold out

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC

If You Were Trapped In A Closet Your Whole Life Then Why Didn't You Just Stay In Your Mom's Belly?

She walked outside to get a breath of fresh air She saw that there was snow on the ground But she didn't have a jacket on Just a skirt With nylon leggings The wind started to blow And she felt the snow Blow her around And then it stopped She shut the door And went back inside She walked over to the computer And sat down in a wooden chair And kind of shivered a little As the snow was melting on her hair She moved her head back and forth really quickly And shaked the snow off of her hair I don't look pretty she giggled She kind of smoothed out her hair With her hands And curled it around her fingertips Then she felt kinda hungry And left her chair And started sliding a little She got to the refrigerator door She looked around And there was a mountain dew Yeah She turned around quickly And was spinning And got a little dizzy She drank her mountain dew And burped I'm drunk She staggered back to the wooden chair And set her pop by the computer Which she's not suppose to do But always does anyways Hmmm Hmmm Hmm Hmm Hmmm Hmm Hmm Hmm Hmm She clicked on a video on youtube And clicked out really quick And made a sour face and squinted She typed something else in She looked down the screen Scrolled down Double clicked Waiting for it to load Clicked out Didn't load She kinda got a little upset And grabbed her mountain dew Got up from the computer And smashed her knees against the stupid computer thingy Spilled a little mountain dew on her skirt Whatever She grabbed her mountain dew Held it by the inner tab And spun around slowly Didn't cut herself Spinned around again Heart racing Didn't cut herself Slowly took her pointer finger out And started drinking again She walked into the living room Going Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmmm Hmm Sat down on the couch With her kitten in the kitchen By the computer She turned the tv on And watched spongebob squarepants It was in the middle of the episode where mermaid man was saying Evil Eeeeevil She just sipped her mountain dew quickly And didn't swallow it right away Then she rubbed her feet against the ground And her kitten Hopped away from the kitchen And waited by her feet She looked down Made a face And placed her foot on top of her kitty's head And the kitten backed off and bumped into the tv While the episode of spongebob was still playing She changed the channel Started kicking her feet Back and forth Without touching the ground She looked outside And the snow was blowing harder So she got off of the coach Opened the door And felt the snow blow against her skin again She shivered again Shut the door Shaked her head Brushed down her hair Ran into the kitchen Then ran back upstairs To her room Turned around And the kitten was at the bottom of the steps She shut the door quickly Fell to the ground And looked under the door And saw the kitten She came close to the door And pawed at it a little Then hopped back down stairs On the last step Tumbled She's left alone a lot That's why she's so strange She felt her stomach make a hungry noise She was craving tacos I wonder if there's any leftover tacos from yesterday in the fridge She walks downstairs Slides to the fridge Kitten hops away She opens the door Nothing She shuts the door Slides back to the computer Sat down And started to feel really bored Then got out of the chair Walked over to the door And felt it with her hand Without opening it It was cold out

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She was waiting for the bus to stop And let her off She was walking off the stair part And her ex girlfriend pushed her out The bus driver ignored it And shut the door And the bus left She got up And she was in a lot of pain She just sat there At the edge of the road Almost in tears Then she felt weird And funny inside And she hid her tears She got up and started walking Her arms wrapped around her body tight Clenching in pain She remembered What they said to her On the bus that day I hate how I can never Be happy And I can't get caught cutting again Or it's over There's nothing I can do Then her dog came running up to her Excited Go away I'm not in the mood Dog ran off Stupid Dog She got up Walked home Inside the house She saw her kitty And she walked up And she saw her sitting right there Purring She sat down She said You are one of the reasons I am still alive kitten mews Don't make me cry

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 4:30 PM UTC

Were You Pushed Out For A Reason?

She was waiting for the bus to stop And let her off She was walking off the stair part And her ex girlfriend pushed her out The bus driver ignored it And shut the door And the bus left She got up And she was in a lot of pain She just sat there At the edge of the road Almost in tears Then she felt weird And funny inside And she hid her tears She got up and started walking Her arms wrapped around her body tight Clenching in pain She remembered What they said to her On the bus that day I hate how I can never Be happy And I can't get caught cutting again Or it's over There's nothing I can do Then her dog came running up to her Excited Go away I'm not in the mood Dog ran off Stupid Dog She got up Walked home Inside the house She saw her kitty And she walked up And she saw her sitting right there Purring She sat down She said You are one of the reasons I am still alive kitten mews Don't make me cry

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You have always felt a presence coming from your knife It called you To use it You take the blade And you cut into your flesh And the blood comes draining out You feel as though You want to drink it But you refrain You take the hand that bleeds You smear your blood across the mirror In your mind You want something Supernatural to happen Nothing You look in the mirror Blood still fresh on your blade You can almost see a smile You start to cry Because life Is never like the movies Or the songs It's dull How many times Have you used this same knife? It's over Never again You reach for a brush And start combing your hair Life ***** You get ready to take a shower You go to the bathroom Take off your clothes And get in the shower You decide You want to take a bubble bath instead You pour out the bath salts And wait for it to fill It's really warm You place your foot into the water It stings You submerge yourself And cover your body in bubbles You feel down the outer part of your thigh And scratch open your cuts that you made on your thigh It feels rough and smooth You relax and close your eyes You're thinking of that dream you had That nightmare You start to laugh a little You feel like crying You just scratch And cry softly Not loud Just Softly You wait there for a while And you sit up With bubbles across your skin Slowly falling down You reach for the plug Pull it out And just sit there Until the water's all gone You shiver a little You get up Open the curtain Mirror's fogged up And you squint at your reflection You leave the tub Approach the sink Naked Move your hands across the mirror Squint again Eww You grab your favorite towel And begin to dry off You start to put the robe back on And leave the bathroom There's still a little blood in the tub Slowly draining away You walk back into your room Shut the door Lock it Take off your robe Place it here Then your thigh is bleeding again from scratching it So you find a band aid And place it on your skin It falls off Meh You grab an over sized t-shirt Place it over your body Lay down in bed And check out your texts Nothing You kinda almost cry You plug in your phone And go to bed When you wake up the next morning You don't feel good Ehhh Headache You can't think You are just sitting up Staring At your door With your robe by it You breathe slowly Depressingly Like you Don't want to leave your bed You grab your phone Check it Nothing Huh You get out of bed Sit down on the floor Put your socks on Then your underwear Then you take off this t-shirt Put on a kinda cute shirt Put on some blue jeans You forgot to put your bra on So you take off your cute shirt Slowly get it on Wires start poking into your back You need a new bra Meh Put your cute shirt back on Head towards the bathroom Walk passed your sister You don't have any makeup on yet Maybe you can skip that today Ha No Open the bathroom door Start applying make up You mess up on the eyeliner Have to Do it again Half hour later Your brother's pounding on the door Hurry up in there Meh You start to move slower Hurry up in there You turn to face the door You think I hope you **** your pants You open the door Your brother looks ****** You just walk by him He slams the door All angry You're just shaking your head You knock on the door You say Hurry up in there I forgot my comb You wait for him to finish He opens the door You plug your nose And grab some bathroom spray and spray the hell out of the bathroom You then have to go to the bathroom now You shut and lock the door You sit down It's wet You want to ****** him now But you're too tired to **** So whatever You finish You get up You squint in the mirror You see a zit No You leave the bathroom Forgetting your comb You meant to say brush Not comb Meh Yeah I say that a lot Walking down stairs You go to the fridge No more mountain dew left ****** You shut the door Making a funny face Your mom says Ready for school? You say No Can I stay home I'm not feeling good She says What's wrong? I don't want to talk about it She says What's wrong sounding out her middle name as well Whatever She doesn't like her attitude She grabs her backpack Puts her shoes on And goes and waits for the school bus She just stares down the road And waits And waits And waits I could fall asleep waiting she yawns a little backpack on the ground with strap in hand Bus shows up She gets on Finds a seat With nobody Places her backpack down And a guy asks Can I sit here? She's like No He says ***** Meh She opens her book Starts reading Do you know how she feels right now?

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Dec 8, 2014

Dec 8, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC

Each Time You're Alone You Think About It

You have always felt a presence coming from your knife It called you To use it You take the blade And you cut into your flesh And the blood comes draining out You feel as though You want to drink it But you refrain You take the hand that bleeds You smear your blood across the mirror In your mind You want something Supernatural to happen Nothing You look in the mirror Blood still fresh on your blade You can almost see a smile You start to cry Because life Is never like the movies Or the songs It's dull How many times Have you used this same knife? It's over Never again You reach for a brush And start combing your hair Life ***** You get ready to take a shower You go to the bathroom Take off your clothes And get in the shower You decide You want to take a bubble bath instead You pour out the bath salts And wait for it to fill It's really warm You place your foot into the water It stings You submerge yourself And cover your body in bubbles You feel down the outer part of your thigh And scratch open your cuts that you made on your thigh It feels rough and smooth You relax and close your eyes You're thinking of that dream you had That nightmare You start to laugh a little You feel like crying You just scratch And cry softly Not loud Just Softly You wait there for a while And you sit up With bubbles across your skin Slowly falling down You reach for the plug Pull it out And just sit there Until the water's all gone You shiver a little You get up Open the curtain Mirror's fogged up And you squint at your reflection You leave the tub Approach the sink Naked Move your hands across the mirror Squint again Eww You grab your favorite towel And begin to dry off You start to put the robe back on And leave the bathroom There's still a little blood in the tub Slowly draining away You walk back into your room Shut the door Lock it Take off your robe Place it here Then your thigh is bleeding again from scratching it So you find a band aid And place it on your skin It falls off Meh You grab an over sized t-shirt Place it over your body Lay down in bed And check out your texts Nothing You kinda almost cry You plug in your phone And go to bed When you wake up the next morning You don't feel good Ehhh Headache You can't think You are just sitting up Staring At your door With your robe by it You breathe slowly Depressingly Like you Don't want to leave your bed You grab your phone Check it Nothing Huh You get out of bed Sit down on the floor Put your socks on Then your underwear Then you take off this t-shirt Put on a kinda cute shirt Put on some blue jeans You forgot to put your bra on So you take off your cute shirt Slowly get it on Wires start poking into your back You need a new bra Meh Put your cute shirt back on Head towards the bathroom Walk passed your sister You don't have any makeup on yet Maybe you can skip that today Ha No Open the bathroom door Start applying make up You mess up on the eyeliner Have to Do it again Half hour later Your brother's pounding on the door Hurry up in there Meh You start to move slower Hurry up in there You turn to face the door You think I hope you **** your pants You open the door Your brother looks ****** You just walk by him He slams the door All angry You're just shaking your head You knock on the door You say Hurry up in there I forgot my comb You wait for him to finish He opens the door You plug your nose And grab some bathroom spray and spray the hell out of the bathroom You then have to go to the bathroom now You shut and lock the door You sit down It's wet You want to ****** him now But you're too tired to **** So whatever You finish You get up You squint in the mirror You see a zit No You leave the bathroom Forgetting your comb You meant to say brush Not comb Meh Yeah I say that a lot Walking down stairs You go to the fridge No more mountain dew left ****** You shut the door Making a funny face Your mom says Ready for school? You say No Can I stay home I'm not feeling good She says What's wrong? I don't want to talk about it She says What's wrong sounding out her middle name as well Whatever She doesn't like her attitude She grabs her backpack Puts her shoes on And goes and waits for the school bus She just stares down the road And waits And waits And waits I could fall asleep waiting she yawns a little backpack on the ground with strap in hand Bus shows up She gets on Finds a seat With nobody Places her backpack down And a guy asks Can I sit here? She's like No He says ***** Meh She opens her book Starts reading Do you know how she feels right now?

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