No matter how i delude myself
How many distractions
I cant get away
My mind is screaming terrible
Awful nasty things
And im locked inside
I used to not be this way
I was happy at one point
Now ill do anything
To stop it
If i give myself away
Its because your
gross sounds
Sound better than nothing at all
If i talk on a bad day
Its because im
Losing sense
And control
I need noise on the outside
To reasure my brain
That it wont fall apart
That maybe im still sane
And ill tell everyone im better
When in fact
Ive never been worse
I cant shake these voices
Its like im carrying
Some brutal curse
Dec 7, 2014
Dec 7, 2014 at 1:56 AM UTC
No matter how i delude myself
How many distractions
I cant get away
My mind is screaming terrible
Awful nasty things
And im locked inside
I used to not be this way
I was happy at one point
Now ill do anything
To stop it
If i give myself away
Its because your
gross sounds
Sound better than nothing at all
If i talk on a bad day
Its because im
Losing sense
And control
I need noise on the outside
To reasure my brain
That it wont fall apart
That maybe im still sane
And ill tell everyone im better
When in fact
Ive never been worse
I cant shake these voices
Its like im carrying
Some brutal curse