As if everything around me didn't depress me already,
He wanted me, and i wasn't willing, nor ready.
His face made my teeth grind with hate,
I should've took his life, but now it's too late.
He held me down and I couldn't breathe,
It didn't matter what i said, he wouldn't leave.
It wasn't until he got what he wanted that I got away,
That was long ago, but I dream of it to this day.
One of the worst experiences of my life,
And when it's brought up, I strife.
For that man to die wouldn't be a shame,
Yet, I never told anyone, haven't even mentioned his name.
No one would believe me, no matter how hard i try,
So, I fold my hands, and pray that he dies.
***
I'm already insane. Yes, indeed I am mad,
So, perhaps another visit from him wouldn't be so bad.
I could show him my knife,
and cut off what ruined my life!
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 2:49 AM UTC
As if everything around me didn't depress me already,
He wanted me, and i wasn't willing, nor ready.
His face made my teeth grind with hate,
I should've took his life, but now it's too late.
He held me down and I couldn't breathe,
It didn't matter what i said, he wouldn't leave.
It wasn't until he got what he wanted that I got away,
That was long ago, but I dream of it to this day.
One of the worst experiences of my life,
And when it's brought up, I strife.
For that man to die wouldn't be a shame,
Yet, I never told anyone, haven't even mentioned his name.
No one would believe me, no matter how hard i try,
So, I fold my hands, and pray that he dies.
***
I'm already insane. Yes, indeed I am mad,
So, perhaps another visit from him wouldn't be so bad.
I could show him my knife,
and cut off what ruined my life!
Just had to let it out. Poetry happens to be thee absolute best way to do so..
Be Safe
