I hate you being here in my space reminding me of all my mistakes
I know better but I don’t ever do better
My life is at a standstill whenever I choose to stand still with you.
You
of all people, I choose to stand with you.
I tire of playing the victim.
Tired of being the damsel in distress,
I’m more than capable of rescuing myself
But it hurts now, like it always does
and I feel lonely in your company like I always do
and you look at me with eyes that seem lost in someone new and I know the truth
I’ve always known the truth..
You have never loved me and I let you use me
Use me up until I had only a few drops left.
I let you.. I always let you..
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 11:25 PM UTC
I hate you being here in my space reminding me of all my mistakes
I know better but I don’t ever do better
My life is at a standstill whenever I choose to stand still with you.
You
of all people, I choose to stand with you.
I tire of playing the victim.
Tired of being the damsel in distress,
I’m more than capable of rescuing myself
But it hurts now, like it always does
and I feel lonely in your company like I always do
and you look at me with eyes that seem lost in someone new and I know the truth
I’ve always known the truth..
You have never loved me and I let you use me
Use me up until I had only a few drops left.
I let you.. I always let you..
