candiese - Hello Poetry

OK I will admit it I guess I'm numb I feel numb numb ... numb's a good word I feel nothing... but I guess, if I feel numb I guess I feel something maybe I feel indifferent or indifference but there's no difference I feel numb and that's OK because in this world we live in feeling numb is not so bad and I'm OK with it and I hope you're OK with it and I hope that you feel better knowing that I feel numb just like you and we can sit here or we can be blue but I'd rather be numb with you

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Feb 6, 2017

Feb 6, 2017 at 10:55 PM UTC

Numb

OK I will admit it I guess I'm numb I feel numb numb ... numb's a good word I feel nothing... but I guess, if I feel numb I guess I feel something maybe I feel indifferent or indifference but there's no difference I feel numb and that's OK because in this world we live in feeling numb is not so bad and I'm OK with it and I hope you're OK with it and I hope that you feel better knowing that I feel numb just like you and we can sit here or we can be blue but I'd rather be numb with you

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You've always been so loud. Yelling, and throwing my insecurities out for all the neighbors to see. Embarrassing me. Your voice is so annoying it's depressing me. With thoughts of my lows and rarely thoughts of my highs. I've become good at tuning you out. But on lonely days where your words seem so right I can't help but to get drunk off that cup of misery. But I'm tired of hanging with you - you simply make me so blue. And it's hard to get away from your words, let alone break away from you. So why don't I try something new. Your bags are packed and the über man's waiting- to take you - somewhere where lonely hearts go to do exactly what it is you like to do.

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Nov 25, 2015

Nov 25, 2015 at 10:24 AM UTC

Negative Nancy

You've always been so loud. Yelling, and throwing my insecurities out for all the neighbors to see. Embarrassing me. Your voice is so annoying it's depressing me. With thoughts of my lows and rarely thoughts of my highs. I've become good at tuning you out. But on lonely days where your words seem so right I can't help but to get drunk off that cup of misery. But I'm tired of hanging with you - you simply make me so blue. And it's hard to get away from your words, let alone break away from you. So why don't I try something new. Your bags are packed and the über man's waiting- to take you - somewhere where lonely hearts go to do exactly what it is you like to do.

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I fell asleep on you, one night, I regret. And now I fret.. In my slumber you did unspeakable things to me And now I wonder How can I get over what took place? I knew better than to trust you Knew better than to be with you And yet I did it I slept. Fell asleep on you .. Lay naked with you And now I wonder how can I undo what's already been done how could I enjoy such an awful song. For I was wrong... You see, I knew better and so did he

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Jul 12, 2015

Jul 12, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC

Sleep

I fell asleep on you, one night, I regret. And now I fret.. In my slumber you did unspeakable things to me And now I wonder How can I get over what took place? I knew better than to trust you Knew better than to be with you And yet I did it I slept. Fell asleep on you .. Lay naked with you And now I wonder how can I undo what's already been done how could I enjoy such an awful song. For I was wrong... You see, I knew better and so did he

15

The world has lost its taste The trees don't even smell the same I face this doom that looms over me daily I'm afraid, a bit nervous.. I'm tired of feeling tired and sick of being sick.. I want to feel again.. I want the rain to wash my pain away.. I miss you to the depths of my soul and I feel your absence as it knocks the wind out of me... Then a small voice cries out in agony saying, "you can do it, just one more day, just one more month, just one more lifetime.."

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Jul 12, 2015

Jul 12, 2015 at 2:10 PM UTC

Just One More..

The world has lost its taste The trees don't even smell the same I face this doom that looms over me daily I'm afraid, a bit nervous.. I'm tired of feeling tired and sick of being sick.. I want to feel again.. I want the rain to wash my pain away.. I miss you to the depths of my soul and I feel your absence as it knocks the wind out of me... Then a small voice cries out in agony saying, "you can do it, just one more day, just one more month, just one more lifetime.."

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Sometimes it doesn't happen right away Sometimes the clarity you need finds you in the midst of a perfect storm Then your friend calls you to express her regret and you find shame in your disposition and realize that your life has been nothing but wrong turns ending up nowhere And you want to give her advise but you can't, because you're still searching for the answers Then clarity finds you face deep into your favorite box of tissues and the world pause for you and everything you thought to be true is now a lie and you search for peace amidst the chaos .. You search for calm in the perfect storm Then it happens that moment of bliss and you cry "yes, this is it.. Ive figured the secret to life lies in the hearts of those who truly love me and the happy moments we share" and then things settle And you get up the courage to continue and you realize that God or whoever is in charge of universe has blessed you and your humdrum life now makes sense

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Jul 12, 2015

Jul 12, 2015 at 2:03 PM UTC

Clarity

Sometimes it doesn't happen right away Sometimes the clarity you need finds you in the midst of a perfect storm Then your friend calls you to express her regret and you find shame in your disposition and realize that your life has been nothing but wrong turns ending up nowhere And you want to give her advise but you can't, because you're still searching for the answers Then clarity finds you face deep into your favorite box of tissues and the world pause for you and everything you thought to be true is now a lie and you search for peace amidst the chaos .. You search for calm in the perfect storm Then it happens that moment of bliss and you cry "yes, this is it.. Ive figured the secret to life lies in the hearts of those who truly love me and the happy moments we share" and then things settle And you get up the courage to continue and you realize that God or whoever is in charge of universe has blessed you and your humdrum life now makes sense

7

I lay in my bed And think of all the bad that you do and did How I spent so much time thinking I was the one in the wrong.. How I allowed you to mind **** me into hating myself I started to think I was unattractive, unattainable and undesired I even believed you when you cried and said it was me But It was you who lied It was you who cheated It was you who left me alone during dark times It was always you that I could not count on. And you're here trying to prove me wrong, saying that all of that is done.. so why do I still feel undesired, why do I still feel unattractive, why do I still feel this way?

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Jul 12, 2015

Jul 12, 2015 at 2:02 PM UTC

Please Tell me Why?

I lay in my bed And think of all the bad that you do and did How I spent so much time thinking I was the one in the wrong.. How I allowed you to mind **** me into hating myself I started to think I was unattractive, unattainable and undesired I even believed you when you cried and said it was me But It was you who lied It was you who cheated It was you who left me alone during dark times It was always you that I could not count on. And you're here trying to prove me wrong, saying that all of that is done.. so why do I still feel undesired, why do I still feel unattractive, why do I still feel this way?

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I hate you being here in my space reminding me of all my mistakes I know better but I don’t ever do better My life is at a standstill whenever I choose to stand still with you. You of all people, I choose to stand with you. I tire of playing the victim. Tired of being the damsel in distress, I’m more than capable of rescuing myself But it hurts now, like it always does and I feel lonely in your company like I always do and you look at me with eyes that seem lost in someone new and I know the truth I’ve always known the truth.. You have never loved me and I let you use me Use me up until I had only a few drops left. I let you.. I always let you..

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Nov 6, 2014

Nov 6, 2014 at 11:25 PM UTC

I let you

I hate you being here in my space reminding me of all my mistakes I know better but I don’t ever do better My life is at a standstill whenever I choose to stand still with you. You of all people, I choose to stand with you. I tire of playing the victim. Tired of being the damsel in distress, I’m more than capable of rescuing myself But it hurts now, like it always does and I feel lonely in your company like I always do and you look at me with eyes that seem lost in someone new and I know the truth I’ve always known the truth.. You have never loved me and I let you use me Use me up until I had only a few drops left. I let you.. I always let you..

15

Sometimes you have to go out into this world alone Be without your friends and family Sometimes you have to create new adventures Sometimes you have to make new mistakes to become better Just remember at times it will be tough, This will get hard and you will feel alone Just remember you will never be lonely There are new regions to concur with your name on it Places that will take your breath away Just don't be afraid to be on your own, away from home, just you, all alone. Give yourself time to find out who you really are and discover the wonders of the world and you will learn to find happiness in all you do.

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Sep 21, 2014

Sep 21, 2014 at 2:52 AM UTC

Remember

Sometimes you have to go out into this world alone Be without your friends and family Sometimes you have to create new adventures Sometimes you have to make new mistakes to become better Just remember at times it will be tough, This will get hard and you will feel alone Just remember you will never be lonely There are new regions to concur with your name on it Places that will take your breath away Just don't be afraid to be on your own, away from home, just you, all alone. Give yourself time to find out who you really are and discover the wonders of the world and you will learn to find happiness in all you do.

13

Can we do this in the open? And I'm hoping we can be open. I mean available to do favorable task for each other. Or we can take it the bedroom, where our love can bloom... Sling my leg over your shoulder and get closer.. Take me on a journey as I'm yearning for this to last longer. I'm still hoping that we can do this in the open So that in between your strides I can feel the wind glide up my thighs Or I can take a ride and try to hide my expressions of pleasure Or would you rather do this on the low, In that dimly lit dark hall So that we can fall madly in love with making love With our mind body and soul.

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Sep 19, 2014

Sep 19, 2014 at 6:40 PM UTC

Open

Can we do this in the open? And I'm hoping we can be open. I mean available to do favorable task for each other. Or we can take it the bedroom, where our love can bloom... Sling my leg over your shoulder and get closer.. Take me on a journey as I'm yearning for this to last longer. I'm still hoping that we can do this in the open So that in between your strides I can feel the wind glide up my thighs Or I can take a ride and try to hide my expressions of pleasure Or would you rather do this on the low, In that dimly lit dark hall So that we can fall madly in love with making love With our mind body and soul.

10

Stop crying over the same guy who's hurt you over a thousand times. Stop waiting on the train that goes nowhere. Stop wishing for change if you plan to remain the same. It's time to do something different. It's time to be someone different. This time you have to change. Alone in the darkness things start to seem strange It's scary being alone on your own Some nights the cold may chill your bone It may seem like you are just at the lowest of the low Fear not, life is about taking chances, You already know what you have now and you don't like it So what do you have to lose...

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Sep 11, 2014

Sep 11, 2014 at 10:28 PM UTC

Stop

Stop crying over the same guy who's hurt you over a thousand times. Stop waiting on the train that goes nowhere. Stop wishing for change if you plan to remain the same. It's time to do something different. It's time to be someone different. This time you have to change. Alone in the darkness things start to seem strange It's scary being alone on your own Some nights the cold may chill your bone It may seem like you are just at the lowest of the low Fear not, life is about taking chances, You already know what you have now and you don't like it So what do you have to lose...

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