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i don't like being looked at when people pay attention to me, i feel sick i act like someone else in a group --- though they wouldn't know it, since that someone else is invisible i have never felt comfortable in the spotlight the center of attention needs to stay far away from me the thing is, my point is --- i don't like being seen at all, whether or not it is as a girl but somehow, i'm doing this because i want people to... what, exactly? notice me? look at me? pay attention to me? yes, this is logical. as logical as believing in that which we can't prove. but what would i know? i'm just a kid. i'm just doing this to be my own special snowflake, even though all i've ever wanted was to be nothing.
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Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 8:23 PM UTC
You're just trying to be as different as you possibly can be.
i don't like being looked at when people pay attention to me, i feel sick i act like someone else in a group --- though they wouldn't know it, since that someone else is invisible i have never felt comfortable in the spotlight the center of attention needs to stay far away from me the thing is, my point is --- i don't like being seen at all, whether or not it is as a girl but somehow, i'm doing this because i want people to... what, exactly? notice me? look at me? pay attention to me? yes, this is logical. as logical as believing in that which we can't prove. but what would i know? i'm just a kid. i'm just doing this to be my own special snowflake, even though all i've ever wanted was to be nothing.
this is a ****** poem full of ****** feelings about ****** people
#stress#family#trans#problems#parents#anixety
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Oct 1, 2014
Oct 1, 2014 at 8:23 PM UTC
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